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— About me
Boyfailure fag transsexual dog queer freak cringe edgelord loser –thing. Mostly human but sometimes not. Yes I have autism why do you ask.
AuDHD, OSDD + probably other issues but those are none of my business lmao
— Kink
Into "problematic" and weird kinks between consenting adults (cnc, fauxcest, sadomasochism, petplay, degradation, praise, name calling, power dynamics + more).
I'm a huge switch & verse. You can call me kiddo, son, champ, brother, fag, dog, puppy, dad, daddy or sir. Or get creative.
— Interests:
Art, animals, psychology (not the pop kind), evolution, anatomy and taxidermy and bones and all that fun stuff, some niche and not so niche media, plushies, upcycling, journaling, kink, anything weird & slightly unsettling, really
Anyway if anyone wants to be my digital pet I give crumbs of attention daily and tease and play with and sometimes forget for hours until I come back running to nurture you back to health (tell you pervy things you wanna hear) just hmu <33
I want some little thing to be obsessed with me and my attention so I can use it for my advantage
Me and my ex are in decent terms and all but today I met her briefly and she told me her life is good right now and honestly I'm glad and she seems so much more like herself and all but I wanted to throw up because fucking congrats I'm only getting more and more depressed and it's hard for me to meet people because I can't work full time or go to school full time and ugh
She treated me so shittily during our relationship and all that has been kinda talked through but why did she deserve all this happiness and all these good things and I didn't
dad giving you gross kisses and gaslighting you into believing that it's normal "gross? who's putting these stupid words in your head baby this is how dads are supposed to be with their kid"
does my sweet baby wanna rub against my boot? awe, you're whimpering. you're actually fucking whimpering. oh jesus christ, just come here. i know how bad you want it.
i notice that you post a lot about wanting to not make any decisions. that's exactly why i'm setting up a nice new room for you to live in where you can be completely reliant on me. you'll even have a cage to sleep in. how nice does that sound?
boy with an absolutely hopeless crush on his dad. he’s never had feelings for anybody else, so he isn’t even aware of the difference. all he knows is that he loves his dad so, so much. dad’s friends are always talking about how his son is always hanging off of him, but dad just dismisses it, saying he’s always been a velcro kid. they’ve been so close for so long that dad doesn’t register how intimate their behavior is, either. his son doesn’t sit on his knee, he straddles him. whenever he kisses his son goodbye or goodnight, it’s always awfully close to his lips. so it doesn’t feel wrong at all when son slips a hand into dad’s tighty whities one night and asks so sweetly if he can play with it.
I hate that my parents ask me for money every month as if I didn't have the exact same amount as them. Somehow I don't have trouble saving money even tho I give them both like 100€ a month but they cant save money even tho they earn the exact same amount as i do, live in apartments that cost the same as mine etc etc. And I have a dog to take care of, neither of them have pets.
And they don't even seem ashamed of it. They keep asking over and over. Like it's given. Like I'm giving them some damn allowance.
And let's just say I don't have enough money to raise one dog and two fkn adults who should be my parents. I've been eating bread and rice for a week bc these bitches can't get their act together. I can only lend them money because I save my ass off. And all that work goes to waste bc they ask for money and pay it back only like 50% of the time.
And I hate that I still, even after all this, fucking care about them.
