high school queer girl

pansexual she/her I'm honestly just ranting and posting things I think are funny

[clearly-queerly-julia]

I just got broken up with over text it was a two year relationship I knew it was coming we grew apart but I’m bad with change and he was a big part of my life and I know we’ll both be happier apart but it makes me so anxious because I really loved him and now he’s gone. I understand stand why we needed to breakup but I’m scared that I will have a self harm relapse. (I don’t blame him it’s my issue has nothing to do with him he was nothing but great to me I’m obviously not going to tell him I’m afraid I’ll relapse it wouldn’t be fair to put that on him so I’m going to vent here) I’ve been clean for 3 months and don’t want to break the but I feel really really shitty

[tfw-adhd]

[clearly-queerly-julia]

mmm yes

[clearly-queerly-julia]

my school just put up plastic shields around every desk and I don't know why but it is making me so anxious

[clearly-queerly-julia]

Content warning periods if that makes you uncomfortable don’t read

Can pms and or periods affect autism and adhd symptoms I feel like I get more distracted and overwhelmed more easily when on my period. I go into sensory overload more easily more often and more extreme during this time and I don’t know if it’s just the added discomfort I’m in making me less prepared to deal with this stuff or if the change in hormone levels has an effect on it.

[clearly-queerly-julia]

I have a personal vendetta against seaweed

[burritoboyyy]

I was not prepared to be attacked like this today

-Kyle

[clearly-queerly-julia]

my Teacher asked me to read something in front of the Class which my Guidance Councilor has told all my Teachers not to make Me do as an accommodation and when I said no She told Me I had to and yelled at Me until I read it while crying

[feetdonttouch]

Y’all I just learned that unusually high sugar and carb cravings are a symptom of dopamine deficiency

If you’re adhd and experience a deep and all-encompassing urge to eat cake at least five times a day boy do I have news for you

[clearly-queerly-julia]

It all makes sense now...

[autctopus]

me: h-

a thousand neurotypicals descending upon me like buzzards: you talk too formal, too casual, too quiet, too loud, too weird, too monotone, too emotionless, too emotional, too–

me: *doesn’t talk*

neurotypicals:

[clearly-queerly-julia]

One of my teachers let me put on noise canceling earbuds and listen to music while I work and I’ve never been more happy

[clearly-queerly-julia]

I sucked my thumb until I was 11 and I just realized that was stimming

[paxamericana]

[clearly-queerly-julia]

wtf

who ever made this I just want to talk

I was looking at some Minecraft buildings because its my latest hyper fixation and this mother fucker shows up I'm sleep deprived and scared

[marcithan-deactivated20230605]

garfield :)

[clearly-queerly-julia]

Let’s be honest he’s thic as fuck

[clearly-queerly-julia]

I'm slowing returning to my animal crossing and stardew valley hyper fixations and honestly not mad I pulled an all nighter by accident fishing in animal crossing and I'm currently skipping my music class zoom to vibe in stardew valley

[clearly-queerly-julia]

wtf

who ever made this I just want to talk

I was looking at some Minecraft buildings because its my latest hyper fixation and this mother fucker shows up I'm sleep deprived and scared

[jakemorph]

fuck a “formerly gifted child” i literally never stopped… if you put me in a primary school classroom i would still to this day be incredibly smart for a 12 year old

[clearly-queerly-julia]

my adhd is really bad but my meds make me feel numb I've tried aderall, focalin and a few others (sometimes the aderall would make me physically sick) (focalin made me lose a lot of weight and I was very under weight) but they all make me feel terrible is it bad to sacrifice my grades for feeling better physically and mentally also I feel more like myself I just feel tired and trapped. it feels selfish because my parents want me to take it because they say it makes me less annoying to talk to and they want me to go to a good college I don't know what to do.