moss-covered rock

ev // 29 i prefer to not be perceived these days tbh they/them

[clearwaterghosts]

ngl i am thinking of shifting my Desk Situation in order to accommodate more different shenanigans. like. i am not really doing computer desk things at home anymore. that is not my life. therefore desk is mostly for Art Shenanigans. sewing, collage, etc etc etc. i wonder if i might like a bigger table oriented differently than i have it now. kitchen table sized maybe?? idk. much to consider

[clearwaterghosts]

too many people posting about daniel molloy iwtv and i can’t stop thinking they’re talking about dave malloy american musical theatre composer. this is probably not a very relatable problem but i am having it

[lizlemondyke]

as it gets warmer let's all remember the two most beautiful accessories a girl can have this summer are hairy legs and a bunch of bruises from bangin around

[my-dailydreams]

[neurodivergentaf]

it's so wild when your parent changes when you become an adult. my dad is very cordial and non confrontational - he regularly helps me with adult stuff like changing the oil or providing insurance tips. he's always smiling when i call him on video and providing jokes when i complain about college

when i was a kid, i would have to tiptoe around his anger issues often, sometimes running quietly past his work table until he got his own place completely separate from our family, locked away for days. every so often he would start screaming in the car and trying to hit me or my brother for talking too loud while my mom attempted to calm him down as he swerved on the road. and now he, smiling, helps me with car insurance.

like oh, this is just who you are when you have power over someone, and this is who you are when you dont have power over someone. no wonder you can have a normal life, friends, work while scaring the shit out of your kids and wife. i see it now. i see why no one would have believed me. that, i think, is one of the core fears of trauma - seeing the outside of it from the perspective of other adults that brushed you aside, and understanding. of course, that understanding gives the opposite of solace; it just gives you more grief with nowhere for it to go

[hyperculture]

OH OKAY......

[catchymemes]

[my-dailydreams]

[clearwaterghosts]

toronto comic arts fest is this weekend and i LOVE tcaf like famously i adore tcaf and i CANT FUCKING GO THIS YEAR because of SOCCER HELL. AAAAAAAAA

[lesbiansforboromir]

You actually cannot skip to being good at a creative endeavour that you haven't put much practice into. You cannot trick your way out of the 'knows that your work is not what you want it to be but don't know how to improve it' stage by planning or reading or talking about it really really hard. At some point you just have to craft through it until your brain finds it's own unique way back to the 'everything I make slaps' stage and be prepared to start the cycle all over again. You just have to make that project you're excited about slightly less good than you want it to be. (Says this standing in a pool of blood and covered in blood and also coughing up a little blood)

[introvertsnation]

[b1rd1e]

june is going to kiss you. Mwah

[orpheuslament]

i need (abruptly stops talking & stares at some random fixed point with a vacant expression)

[clearwaterghosts]

i need us to cure allergies as a society because i am mostly a lesbian and lemme tell you dating when you’re queer is SO much harder when you have a cat allergy i am suffering

[clearwaterghosts]

day off tomorrow and thank god cos i’m about to flip my lid over the lack of communication and the having to babysit one of my coworkers. i knew it was going to be like this but it’s still infuriating. my next stretch after this is six days in a row and i am not excited

[archivistic]

I just really love how queer librarians are. as, like, a type.

[provenance]

Enjoy this blog post about the long history of gays and lesbians and libraries:

[longseasons]

hello pervert with excellent music taste