clevergerard

melting through the crack in my hands, i guess i held on for too long...

[chvngeofhevrt]

Matty // Pittsburgh - Nov 1st Ph: Emily Kovacic

[babeslayerq]

BLACK LIVES WILL ALWAYS MATTER.

[clevergerard]

clevergerard turned 1 today! I know I haven't been as active on my tumblr recently, considering there's a lot of things going on in my life, but I just want to thank all of the friends I've had the opportunity to make and all the sobs, laughs, and screams bestowed to me through the lovely posts that have been shared with me.

[clevergerard]

aaron burr is that you

[beo-penguin]

hey guys, im pretty sure i was recently hacked and the hackers sent a message saying “my friend showed me this i lost 60 pounds and received a FREE bottle hurry visit goo.gl/qsn7SO” if you recieve any sort of message like this, please dont click on the link, since its probably laced with a virus. and i apologize to anyone the message was sent to from my account.

[clevergerard]

stay safe guys xx

[chvngeofhevrt]

CJHarvey2: vanilla yogurt + the1975

[murderboyfriends]

[siffy]

HELP SAVE PENNY

Please forgive me if I’m a little raw; this development is still only hours in the making, and it’s been a scary, sleepless night.

The little collie you see keeping me company here is Penny. She just turned four, gives high fives, kisses and hugs, loves stealing socks, and has been with me through thick and thin in the four most tumultuous years of my life. Last night around 5 p.m. she was rushed to the pet ER for an emergency blood transfusion. For reasons the vets can’t determine without extensive testing, her immune system is attacking her red blood cells. At the time of the four-hour-long transfusion (which is just now wrapping up at 5:30 a.m), they were basically depleted…and unless the vet can figure out why her immune system is basically backfiring, that’s where she’ll be again soon. Only this time, we may not be able to help.

This morning she’ll come home and rest; tomorrow she’ll go back in for another red blood cell count and we’ll be faced with our options. While the blood transfusion wasn’t cheap - 1100 paid out of pocket - it was mostly a delaying tactic. The vet needs me to sign off on up to 4900 additional dollars, which I don’t have, to really do any more. I’ve lain awake, eaten up and dreading the thought of there being a way to help Penny but watching her die because I couldn’t afford it. I don’t know if I’ll be able to raise enough soon enough to make a difference, but doing something feels better than waiting for the worst to happen.

Part of me balks from posting this because I know there are bigger causes out there. But for anyone who’s ever had a fur baby/best animal friend, you how it hurts - how awful it is that they can’t understand what’s happening to them, and you can’t explain it. I thought I’d have years left with Penny…and I still hope to. Anything you can give helps. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for even taking the time to read this. <3

Penny’s GoFundMe

[micaelis]

[vetapoison]

[clevergerard]

gone, but never forgotten. i miss this beautiful girl more than words can describe. we love you christina, rest easy. #ripchristina

[infinity-on-dru-deactivated2017]

“Try creating something. Music. Art. Literature. Do something creative! With art, you can never be bored.” [x]

[clevergerard]

there will be one more star in the sky tonight.

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i am really devastated to say that on june 10, 2016, the world lost one of the most talented and beautiful performers of our generation. christina grimmie, one of my biggest inspirations, was shot and killed after her hometown show in florida. words fail to describe how upset, sad, angry i am upon hearing this news. she had her entire life ahead of her, and it was selfishly stolen from her because of one person. one person, four shots, and now she's gone forever. it undoubtedly breaks my heart, knowing she'll never perform again; knowing that her like was taken from her because of one selfish assailant. she will forever be in my heart and will never be forgotten. there are so many things that i loved about her and everything she stood for, and i will make it a point to make sure her legend never dies. this beautiful soul deserves a peaceful eternal life in heaven, where i'm sure she's still singing. i would've had this posted earlier, but knowing that she passed away absolutely broke me and i couldn't find the strength to write this. until now. rest in peace christina, we love you more than you'll ever imagine. all of my prayers go out to her family and loved ones.

[twilve]

dinner with dan

[ireth-alcarin]

[justcrashs]

[ukeunhani]