I hate seeing the future bc I overthink and then it becoming reality because people don’t want to listen
They don’t want to see what I see
If you ever meet a human who’s lived multiple lives in just one lifetime they probably have very good advice
But people want to be “young and reckless”
As if you haven’t been reckless enough right?
To become the reason why they hate us
To prove to them that everything they think about us has always been right
I was ashamed but not mad
Now that I see you’re parading everything they hate about us like it’s nothing
Makes me angry, fuck I’m even sad
You’ve had time to grow up
Life lessons that should’ve changed your character
Instead it’s made your more reckless
Like it hasn’t been you making the wrong choices
Like you haven’t been given multiple chances to correct your story
Saddest part is you want to bring everyone else down with you
Self sabotage because you crave attention
But the attention you’re getting is wrecking you
To refuse to take care of your body, your mental health
To let other men use you, without a care
No condoms, no birth control, no day after pill
I thought you’d learned your lesson
I thought you’d never again dare
But obviously the lesson didn’t register
So once again about a year or so later
Get some professional help
Sometimes people need to be medically instituted
Especially when they’re maliciously trying to ruin lives while screaming “why won’t anybody help”
But we’ve all tried to help
& you’ve attacked us, attacked me
Hit all the nooks and crannies I didn’t want people to see
& I sat there, head high, mouth shut
Let you let it out, bc you love being a child
Loved ones shouldn’t deal with that
Especially with everything you’ve already made us go through
honestly you can fuck off
For being one of the shitty ones who keeps taking the light
I hope they don’t handmaid’s tale us
I hope they lose this fight
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