🌸☕️

But if it’s Sakura-kun, you can do it, right?

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secrets, uncertainty, reflection

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Day 7: Vampires

The last day of suosaku week. It was a pleasure to be part of it again 😊

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Take these smol vampires to the castle of love right now 🌹🍷

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Suo’s colors are literally from a Sakura tree 🥺

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“When spring meets fall, I wish you could stay.”

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I finally finished my first redraw self-challenge! This is from a SuoSaku time travel au that lives in my head cuz I can’t write…so err…here’s this scene at the end of season 1 of that brainrot LMAO.

I changed it to🫖 being engulfed by cherry blossoms, when he had to return to his timeline. It was only until the end that 🌸realized why🫖’s time summoning involves cherry blossoms.

For those curious, you can read about the concept from the initial doodle from 10 months ago.

—> click here to travel back in time

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Suo being engulfed by cherry blossom 🌸 They held the flowers and there were tears. This concept’s symbolism makes me emotional somehow 🥺

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Time for Kame-chan!

Happy Birthday Big Boy 😁

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A month late but Happy Birthday to my tall, handsome, sweet, master chef hubby Jo Togame 💚 I ship all the boys together but I’m gonna ship Jo and me myself 😝

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(っ- ‸ - ς) ... It's okay, Nirei. You tried your best. You did good

— WB#211 spoilers

➺ More windbreaker fanart

➺ More Furin Trio

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Sakura! Go hug Nirei for all of us 🌻

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This year I'll have a huge collection of new stickers 😂

And I'm addicted to cute boys with pretty

earrings 😆

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Instantly simp for boys with earrings in any series I read up until now 🤣

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Another long rant because my fanfic writing life is so private I can’t cry anywhere else.

This might sound bad, but for the last few weeks, the dread surrounding Suo’s arc has completely drained my joy in writing Suosaku. After WB211, just opening my notes to try and continue my fics makes me feel practically like throwing up when I think about where Suo is in canon right now.

It's not about him taking a darker turn. I know Nii-sensei planned from the start for Suo to become someone completely unexpected, and I respect his character development. My issue is purely as a diehard Suosaku shipper with the realization that Sakura hasn't seemed to hold any real emotional weight to Suo up to this point. And it hit me with a deep sense of sadness, and tbh betrayal.

The story has always focused on Sakura's bond with everyone else, and Suo's bond with Nirei. I know I’m being selfish, but the last thing I want is to trigger a ship war. I truly do love Sakura and other characters’ dynamic, especially Togame, and just as I love Suo and Nirei's. But a girl can still hope that Sakura, as the protagonist, will show his ass up at exactly the right time. Sooner rather than later!

I just need him to become something, anything at all, to Suo, because goddamn, I am so tired of sniffing around for crumbs of you two. Ughhh. Where will we finally get the real bond between Sakura and Suo?!! Next month? Never?!!

Now I even dare ask for them to kick each other’s ass and then kiss and make love because I need Nii-sensei to make up for all the emotional distance they put between these idiots.

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Late night random thoughts because the temperature is so low, my bed is so warm, and my head is kinda fuzzy from the coziness. For an overthinker, one of the best things about writing is how it lets me be soft with my characters and with myself, when real life keeps getting harder and more tilted. I’ll find myself smiling on the way home or tearing up a little, lost in scenes I’m trying to shape. I get to feel everything without worrying if it’s worth it, the way I do with actual relationships and real problems. Always grateful for hobbies that make everything feel less lonely and more joyful (੭ ˊ^ˋ)੭ ♡

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I might be crying a little. So I have this habit of writing major scenes for each chapter in separate notes so I can keep things from getting too long and makes it easier to find whatever I want to edit.

So… I was writing the last scene of the new chapter, and I accidentally drafted it onto the note tab where all the previous scenes had already been merged together... Don’t ask me how because I didn’t know either 😭 And it got worse because I kept writing without realizing my mistake until I went back to the note list and didn't see it. There's no way to undo it now.

I tried telling myself it wasn't that much. No. Scratch that. It is much. 11k words just gone along with my brain. So yeah, I’m actually crying a little.

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I made a home for Sakura and Suo. I love how Suo always looks at Sakura with a soft and proud gaze.

Some of the items in this room are from my current Suosaku fics and future works. You can check out my AO3 profile here if you like hehehe 🌸🍵

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Writing fanfic is wild. Idk shit about weapons but guess what? It’s 4 a.m. and me lost in a rabbit hole on how to unload a gun and pick which model fits best?? All this research for ONE measly paragraph. And don’t even get me started on those fight scenes—suddenly I’m deep in martial arts articles, pausing every five seconds to pose in front of my mirror like some discount stuntman. Irl I have difficulty breathing just walking up the stairs lol (ಥ◡ಥ)

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Inspired by the Sanrio X Windbreaker collab.

Attempted coloring similar to Nii Satoru’s. (Also..when I found the smudge brush….)

#ウインドブレ SuoSaku Sanrio Date~ - heartsofthedeadのイラスト - pixiv

Sakura Haruka & Hayato Suo Sanrio Date! Inspired the recently announced Sanrio collab! Character

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Cuties having a fun date 🌸☕️

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We played some gacha and I was super thrilled when my friend got me Suo and Sakura (ෆ’∀’ෆ)

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Just a small (or not) rant about Kintsugi of Blossom Moon (ㅅ´ ˘ `)

I just realized the last update was nearly a month ago, but rest assured that this fic is NOT gonna be on hiatus. I’m just having a long trip that I’m not be able to write much. I’m two-thirds way there to finish the next chapter so we will meet again in two weeks! Hopefully this post will reach you and you will stick around a bit longer ♡

Since it’s gonna be another monster with estimatedly 15k words that will cover a lot of “things” so I need to make sure there will be no plot holes or grains (╯˘ -˘ )╯

Yeah, and ah, I’m gonna post a little snippet of the next chapter here:

Suo said, lifting the spoon to his seaweed soup. He paused, suspicious. “Hold on, Sakura-kun. I beat you in Mario Kart yesterday. You didn’t want revenge and spit in my soup, right?”

Sakura nearly choked on his breath. “Wha—! Are you stupid? You’re my friend.”

He turned red. Then, muttered, “I did add something, though.”

Before Suo could ask, Sakura shot up and bolted for the door.

“I like taller boys too, y’know,” he tossed over his shoulder, his ears reddening—and vanished down the hall.

Suo stared after him and then at the soup, spoon swirling softly. On a closer look, he saw it then. Floating in the broth, the narutomaki had been cut into tiny heart shapes.

Suo’s own fluttered in his chest.

And he smiled.

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Someone please help me!! Idk how but my username turned dark and looks dead 😭😭😭