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rotting-milk

I will never be clean of you

(only csa/cocsa survivors reblog)

cptsdbaby

since that day,

i was not the same

and it’s all your fault, your fault.

darknessbyme

I'm scared

i finally learned what hyperarousal means and the symptoms of it , that understanding has really helped me identify why / how i’m getting to my over-reactions and when i need to step away from a conversation to avoid more complicated misunderstandings.

thanks therapy ! even when you think you have all the skills you need to cope , there’s always something new that could encourage you to utilize existing coping skills .

#hyperarousal #mental health management #bipolar disorder #bipolar depression

as a trans person who has PTSD from SA it’s so hard for me to differentiate between dysphoria and dysmorphia 🤥

#trans AND traumatized???#seriouslysurvivor #cocsa trauma

i’ve been itching to cut myself for the past few weeks. i started picking at my skin but it’s so much more noticeable than picking an isolated spot for cuts. my mind goes in circles thinking about the pain. i miss it. is that fucked up or fucked up?

#tw self harm #self harm #it’s never worth the embarrassment but in the moment it’s everything #actuallybipolar

cocsathoughts

that feeling when you act out sexually because you feel like people only like you if you have sex with them and do anything they want even if it makes you die little more on the inside

cocsathoughts

it’s so weird like looking back, the two people i messed around with who i wasn’t dating, it just made me feel worthless and like my body feel like it only exists for other peoples pleasure