Code Name: Eight

"So Sin is your one and only consideration?" ((independent Roleplay blog for Nemesis Sudou/Master of the Hellish Yard from Mothy's Evillious Chronicles))

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Nem is really upset w/ herself rn and not up for replies, so I'm gonna roll back over to anirregulargod now

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Writes "Murderer" across her forehead, followed by "Unloved" across her arm where she can see it.

"Tch..."

The mask and her bangs could cover the writing on her forehead, at least. As for 'unloved', well...

"Takes one to know one," she practically spits back.

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draws 'Nerd' on her left arm and 'Loser' on the right

She waits until the other is done, before snatching the marker away from her and scribbling "pathetic fake" on the dolls arms.

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"Your apology is worth-" And he's gone. Fucking bye. Goodbye ghosty.

"W-Wait--! Y-You can't leave me now...!"

she breaks down sobbing, reaching out to where he had stood moments before. "I-I didn't even get to say goodbye...!"

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"I wanted a reason. I wanted to know why I am stuck as a spirit. I wanted to know why I am dead."

"I can't answer any of those questions, you know that..."

"I wish I knew. I'm only repeating myself at this point, but... I truly am sorry."

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"Nem, if you forget me, you could move on and have a happy life. Don't cling to me. I can't even touch you anymore."

She's slowly losing her cool, in a too upset to function way more than a too angry to see straight way. "I-If that's true, why'd you come back?! Why remind me that I can't have you anymore?!"

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"Perhaps you haven't tried the right thing. What can kill someone who seems immortal?" The ghost of her lover reaches out and passes through her hand. "That doesn't matter. Have a long life. Forget me."

"Why are you asking me?" she laughs weakly, clearly forced. "If I knew, I'd be with you by now..."

Nemesis flinches a bit when he passes through her. It feels so cold... She flinches again when he speaks. "A-Are you kidding?! I could never forget about you!"

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so you can't die......... what about lifespan? like, how long can you live?

"I'm only 21, how should I know my lifespan just at this point?"

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if you can't die then can you like. drink poison and stuff like that. that's super cool.

"I've never tried that, and don't really care to. I'll die when I need to."

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CAN'T DIE YOU SAY

"Who the--"

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"Can you not die? Nem, will I be here forever without you?"

she hesitates. "... I don't think so. Not by normal means, at least..."

"I lived through a gun to my temple, and I survived a house fire while standing at the source."

"If I can die, I haven't found the right method." she finishes bluntly.

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"Promise me that when you join me, if you have not found someone else to love, that you will find me. But you must try. Unless you'd like to join with me now?"

"I'd love to join you right now, believe me..."

"But I don't know if I even can."

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"You took the words right out my mouth. Unless I have another sister I’m not aware of, I’d say that we are one and the same. Do tell me what you think of the man we unfortunately call a father?"

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"I'd rather go with the latter option." she responds curtly. "Father? Father was a despicable man who I regret ever associating with."

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He sighs and shrugs. "I have had more time to walk the earth at this point, trapped somehow. Why you killed me when you were obviously so hesitant to confused me, Nem." The ghost of her lover leans closer to her. "I do still love you, my Nem."

"... Like I said, I was ordered to by my damned Father. He wouldn't tell me why. I-I can only assume it's because you and your team were trying to find proof to convict him."

She reaches a hand towards his spirit, but soon pulls it away, not wanting to see it go through him. "I love you too... I always will."

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"Nem, you could have just told me what you were being told to do. Why did you have to kill me? I need an explanation. Sorry is nowhere near enough still."

"Why tell me this now, though? Y-You barely even reacted when I put the gun to your head, you didn't even ask for an explanation then...!"

"I-It's cause of my Father, okay?! He wouldn't tell me why, just that I had to... off you."

"L-Like I said, 'sorry' is all I have left for you..."

come to think of it, how is he here now, anyways?

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codenameeight started following you

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"……" 

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"... Another one?"