Chemicals Over Calories

🦋 accountability 🦋

[coffeediets0731]

Introduction

🦋 I’m a woman who is over 18 years of age and from the USA who has struggled with her weight her entire life on both ends of the spectrum (flip-flopped between severely underweight to obese).

🦋 I work overnight shifts in healthcare. My waking hours are typically 8PM to 2PM.

🦋 No personal information (i.e. my name, my actual age, my location, etc.) will be shared here.

🦋 This blog will be dedicated to logging my daily intake to the best of my ability. I might not always be able to track calories in everything, depending on the circumstances, but I will certainly try my best.

🦋 I do have a history of disordered thoughts and behaviors when it comes to my relationship with food. I’ve been trying my best not to completely slip back into said behaviors and to complete this journey as healthily and sustainably as I can.

Stats

Height 6’1”

SW 286.6lbs (7/10/26)

CW 271.4lbs (8/9/26)

UGW 125lbs

Goals

[ ✅ ] 285lbs (7/11/26)

[ ✅ ] 280lbs (7/13/26)

[ 🔒 ] 270lbs

[ 🔒 ] 260lbs

[ 🔒 ] 255lbs

[ 🔒 ] 245lbs

[ 🔒 ] 230lbs

[ 🔒 ] 225lbs

[ 🔒 ] 215lbs

[ 🔒 ] 199lbs

[ 🔒 ] 190lbs

[ 🔒 ] 180lbs

[ 🔒 ] 175lbs

[ 🔒 ] 160lbs

[ 🔒 ] 155lbs

[ 🔒 ] 150lbs

[ 🔒 ] 145lbs

[ 🔒 ] 140lbs

[ 🔒 ] 135lbs

[ 🔒 ] 130lbs

[ 🔒 ] 125lbs

[coffeediets0731]

🦋 8/11/26 🦋

OMAD

Chicken taco salad dish 227

Wheat Thins 120

Mixed nuts 170

SF chocolate chips 60

Turkey & Swiss wrapped pickles 210

Total 787

The taco salad dish was originally supposed to be like a fried rice type of deal, but it turned into something… not that (I do know how to make fried rice, I was just experimenting). So I don’t really know what to call it. It’s good though! And it made like 4 cups, so I’ll be eating off of it for a bit! I ended up just using it as a dip for my crackers.

[lottienats]

I actually started to change for the better when I told myself never to use the word 'hate' again. What we say to others, and especially what we say to ourselves, affects our emotional state and our energy. Now I try to stick to lighter words and lighter ways of being because I want to surround myself with light and positivity and love.

[velvetyaura]

[◉°] finacadjancu

[diorstardust]

Ariana Grande photographed by Dave Meyers for Positions (2020)

[nessa007]

Nikki + facial expressions OBSESSION (2026) Dir. Curry Barker

[nessa007]

Inde Navarrette as Nikki Freeman OBSESSION (2026) Dir. Curry Barker "What she really brought [to the movie] was a personality trait to the real Nikki that I did not anticipate. I wrote Nikki as this really sweet, girl next door, kind of like the dream girl of any guy. She's so sweet, she's got a heart of armour. Nikki gives money to the homeless person and you can see she's really got empathy. But what Inde brought was this, like, bro-type of sassiness to Nikki that I didn't anticipate but ended up working really well for the movie because it kind of emphasizes that Bear is totally in the friend zone." — Curry Barker for Cinema Blend [Inde] is a surprise talent. She was very reserved in rehearsal [during production]. It was very much a mystery to me what she was capable of. As a first time filmmaker you're kind of nervous about that. You're like, oh my gosh, I hope everything works out. But I remember, I think this was the first day of shooting, and it was the scene where she was kissing Bear on the bed and she flies back. I was, like; "Here we go, okay, action!" And she did it. I looked at my producer [Haley Nicole Johnson], and said; "Okay. We've got a movie." And that's the take [that's in the movie]. We only did one take of that." — Curry Barker for Evolution of Horror [Auditioning actresses for the role of Nikki] was a really rigorous process. A lot of really talented girls came out for this. You'd either find an actress was really good at [acting out natural scenes] and just talking and all that but they couldn't get the really eerie, weird, scary stuff right. Or you'd find that they could really go weird but they weren't very naturalistic. It was [about] balance. We got very lucky in the end [finding Inde]." — Curry Barker for CBR In Studio

[coffeediets0731]

🦋 8/10/26 🦋

OMAD

Turkey and Swiss wrap 275

Cottage cheese 80

Wheat Thins w/ salsa con queso dip 160

Slim Jim snack sticks w/ Babybel cheese 260

Total 775

I got these cute little Bento lunch boxes (pictured below), and I was so excited to try them out! It may sound weird, but it made prepping my meal so much more fun because of the ✨aesthetic✨.

[twilight-sagas]

Kristen Stewart as Bella Swan in Twilight (2008)

[jolenegifs]

ARIANA GRANDE via IG

[atlantisview]

arianagrande: heartbreak won’t bite here in paradise …

[coffeediets0731]

🦋 8/9/26 🦋

OMAD

Salad w/ guacamole dressing

Total 1035

I used spinach, chicken, imitation crab, mozzarella, chia seeds, and sunflower seeds for the salad. The dressing was just guacamole and plain non-fat Greek yogurt mixed with some lemon juice. It was a large salad. I didn’t eat all of it, but I’m not entirely sure how to calculate the calories consumed, so I’m leaving it as it is.

[stackhousesookie]

KRISTEN STEWART AS BELLA SWAN Twilight (2008) dir. Catherine Hardwicke

[snowbairdd]

ARIANA GRANDE performing “Twilight Zone” during the “The Eternal Sunshine Tour” in Chicago | August 3, 2026

[dailyflicks]

the devil wears prada (2006) + outfits → andrea sachs

[coffeediets0731]

🦋 8/8/26 🦋

OMAD

Greek yogurt w/ granola, nuts, and berries

Total 625

[coffeediets0731]

🦋 8/7/26 🦋

OMAD

Crab mac & cheese quesadillas 907

Chicken egg rolls 350

Total 1257

It’s my only day off for like two weeks, so I decided to splurge and treat myself a bit. Plus my back is still fucked up and I just started my period, so I’m not having a good time in general.