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I saw a video today from a chronically ill woman about the fact you can feel so guilty when doing fun things.
She talks about how, as a kid, you learn to finish work before you can play and that you take this with you into adulthood. So you keep the mindset of having to finish 'have to' tasks/chores before being allowed to 'play'.
But when you're chronically ill, this is literally impossible! If you'd do that it would be all work and never play. That wouldn't be healthy at all. We need to remind ourselves of this. We don't need to feel guilty for doing something fun!
This is unfortunately not helped by people who ask you, "How come you're doing x fun thing when you couldn't do that chore I asked you to?" And it's very hard to explain to people that you couldn't do the chore because that would take up all the energy which you'd been saving up to do the fun thing, because you really needed something to help make life worth living.
I saw a video today from a chronically ill woman about the fact you can feel so guilty when doing fun things.
She talks about how, as a kid, you learn to finish work before you can play and that you take this with you into adulthood. So you keep the mindset of having to finish 'have to' tasks/chores before being allowed to 'play'.
But when you're chronically ill, this is literally impossible! If you'd do that it would be all work and never play. That wouldn't be healthy at all. We need to remind ourselves of this. We don't need to feel guilty for doing something fun!
This is unfortunately not helped by people who ask you, "How come you're doing x fun thing when you couldn't do that chore I asked you to?" And it's very hard to explain to people that you couldn't do the chore because that would take up all the energy which you'd been saving up to do the fun thing, because you really needed something to help make life worth living.
I saw a video today from a chronically ill woman about the fact you can feel so guilty when doing fun things.
She talks about how, as a kid, you learn to finish work before you can play and that you take this with you into adulthood. So you keep the mindset of having to finish 'have to' tasks/chores before being allowed to 'play'.
But when you're chronically ill, this is literally impossible! If you'd do that it would be all work and never play. That wouldn't be healthy at all. We need to remind ourselves of this. We don't need to feel guilty for doing something fun!
This is unfortunately not helped by people who ask you, "How come you're doing x fun thing when you couldn't do that chore I asked you to?" And it's very hard to explain to people that you couldn't do the chore because that would take up all the energy which you'd been saving up to do the fun thing, because you really needed something to help make life worth living.
I saw a video today from a chronically ill woman about the fact you can feel so guilty when doing fun things.
She talks about how, as a kid, you learn to finish work before you can play and that you take this with you into adulthood. So you keep the mindset of having to finish 'have to' tasks/chores before being allowed to 'play'.
But when you're chronically ill, this is literally impossible! If you'd do that it would be all work and never play. That wouldn't be healthy at all. We need to remind ourselves of this. We don't need to feel guilty for doing something fun!
This is unfortunately not helped by people who ask you, "How come you're doing x fun thing when you couldn't do that chore I asked you to?" And it's very hard to explain to people that you couldn't do the chore because that would take up all the energy which you'd been saving up to do the fun thing, because you really needed something to help make life worth living.
i was talking about this on my server earlier but i really think "cozy" is one of the worst genre labels out there in the gaming space. like people dunk on the terms "metroidvania" and "first person shooter" a lot for being uncreative or limiting but at least those are like... falsifiable descriptors. you can look at a game and go "yeah this game's mechanics and core gameplay loop generally operate like metroid/castlevania" or "yeah this game primarily uses a first person camera paired with some sort of projectile weapon" so i don't think they're completely useless. but "cozy" is just nonsense. fully subjective. i see a lot of games popularly labeled as "cozy" that share almost zero mechanical features between them and don't even always match in tone or aesthetic. hearing a game described as "cozy" doesn't tell you anything about what to expect as a player beyond maybe giving you a sort of forewarning about the fanbase and their discomfort tolerance. "cozy" is not a quantifiable metric. like imagine if someone offered to buy you takeout and asked you what kind of food you'd like and you told them fully unironically, and with no further elaboration, "i want to get yummy food." that's what hearing "cozy games" sounds like to me
as you wander the backrooms alone, you notice something strange; some of the wall is scratched, about at wrist height. the scratch is long, running slowly across beige popcorn paneling like a snake, jumping at some points, going straight for others.
You follow it. it's the only thing out of place you've seen since you got here. In the back of your mind you wonder what it could be. Is it bait? Is this a trap? Is there some lurking thing waiting at the end? Wouldn't that be exciting. More likely, though, this is someone else's path. A trail of breadcrumbs in the woods.
It occurs to you you have no way to date this scratch. Is there entropy in this place? What force would erode these marks? Does something clean these walls, or are they so empty they simply don't need cleaning?
You look down at the carpet beneath the scratch. It might be disturbed, those might be footprints, places where someone else had been here. Someone else. Anything else. Maybe it's an illusion, though. The carpet is, of course, a carpet; it's wall to wall, each loop sticking out in its own way. The slight graying, the gentle mustyness of it... is that the remnants of some past use, or did it come into being old and dirty and worn?
You wonder if you're going fast enough. Is the person who made those marks always just a few turns ahead of you? What if they're just on the other side of this hallway? One part of you wants to yell, to scream and get their attention, but something catches you in the throat, shuts your lips. You don't want to break the silence. Maybe you fear something noticing you, but moreso you fear the sound of your voice being drowned out, muffled by endless yellowed carpet and dry paneling. You carry on.
They're probably dead, you think. Does anything rot in here? Are they a blackened, moldering spot on the floor? Or will you find a mummy, some dessicated corpse of a roman centurian or a caveman? Maybe you hope theyre dead. You don't know how long you've been here, of course, but it feels like its been days. Despite that, your hunger, your thirst, your need to sleep... all tickle at the back of your brain, but none are urgent. None threaten your life. None offer an end to your wandering. If they are dead you'll be grateful, because that means you'll die too.
You've been following the scratch for a while. It's faded now, the jumps getting wider and wider, each turn now taking a moment to find the next mark. Did they get weaker? Was this their life fading away, their strength going? Or did they get bored, simply lose hope? You'll ask them when you find them. You'll find out what happens soon. As soon as you get to the end of the scratch.
You do. You do reach the end. You've scoured this room now, peered into the hallways around it, never straying too far from where you last saw the scratch. The rest should be here. The scratch. You go back to where it was, where you knew it was last, but you can not find it. Maybe you lost it. Maybe you stepped into another room, an identical room, and forgot. Or maybe it wasn't there at all.
You are alone.
AND THEN A BIG TV STATIC MONSTER
GETS YOU
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staring at the dessert menu and twirling my hair and going "should I be baaaaddd" until the autistic girl I'm eating with says "there is nothing bad about eating dessert. it is a morally neutral action"
sometimes reading what people say online is like beating myself in the head with a hammer
"its a joke" yeah its just a transmisogynistic lesbophobic joke!
How do I make Google understand that when I searched for "Goth girl names" I meant that like Amalfreda and Radagonda and not like Enoby Darkness
Though little is known about them, some historians believe that the House of Enoby, the Enobyngii, were the most powerful tribe of Goffs in their day. Linguists still speculate what influence Crimean Goffic had on the East Germanic branch.
Some limitanii stared at me
I put my middle finger up at them
Sketch c0mm for anon
Sleepy Usagi getting ready for work.
need everyone to know that the artist who created this iconic artwork:
is STILL creating wolf art TO THIS DAY. TEN YEARS LATER. proof that the world is beautiful. her username is wolfroad! you can find her art right here, and here are a few of her more recent pieces that I absolutely adore:
checked her page today and I think this might be because of everyone who saw this post and went to support her and show her art some love. the power of spotlighting an artist!! if you know an underappreciated artist, telling people about them could mean the world. [:
number theory* diagram
these relationships are always increasing numbers as well. so obviously we need six eleven to mean somethimg
imagine if that's the date it finally happens
would you guys like to see a real illustration from an actual published scientific paper? of course you would
link to the paper
Hey op kinda buried the lead. This isn't just some illustration. ITS THE ABSTRACT.
my mushoomb,, :D
one musruum..
in the age of repression and purity culture, getting more perverted is the only morally correct course of action
#(thousand-yard sex-disinterested aroace stare) cool opinion. love seeing this same sentiment 10000 times a day on this website
im also aroace. being disinterested in sex and romance is still sexual perversion in the eyes of the state. get more perverted in whichever direction fills you with the most joy!!!!!!