I count my thoughts with coffee-spoons

// he/him // 20s // side acc // aspec freak

[lightbluedaisie-deactivated2022]

The urge to bother my mutuals

[lightbluedaisie-deactivated2022]

[jaynotwayne]

reblog if it’s okay for your mutuals to bother you <3

[cofigo]

Zanka is a dry texter, Enjin replies in an overenthusiastic tone, Riyo uses way to many emojis and Rudo never replies

[cofigo]

Enjin has the habit of pulling people in with the handle of his umbrella

[toto11]

Закончу позже, но и так тоже забавно 😗😗😗

[cofigo]

I need enjin to become disabled and Never heal from it like it's urgent

So real. So so real

[red-garden]

With Binghe’s canon lack of healthy coping mechanisms or support system, it must suck to be post canon Binghe whenever Shen Yuan accidentally does something that triggers him and makes him lash out and believe Shizun hates him, and once the episode passes feeling so awful about being like that. He can’t control it, people in this time don’t even have words for the way that he is. Other people he could have relied on to help him would despise him for having a bad brain and hurting Shizun. He must feel so isolated. The only other person I think could understand and help him would be Yue Qingyuan who grew up with and loved Shen Jiu, but Yue Qingyuan, but they don’t like each other at all.

[greatnesswithoutenvies]

#sorry LBH your husband body snatched the only other bpd princess

[cordia1ly]

«hell if I care.»

[cofigo]

I wanna do more canon analysis but I haven't found motivation to catch up with the manga yet arghhh

[cofigo]

Absolutely obsessed with the thought of Enjin letting down his guard around Zanka. Specifically in the way of being brutally honest

[beingharsh]

*flirting with an older man* when i was born you had already attempted suicide once

[beingharsh]

finally someone says something kind of titillating

[theannathyst]

im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sleepy

[antisocialcrow]

"Stalking?" God forbid I'm detail-oriented and curious by nature.

[insecuregodcomplex]

[yay-kimblee]

[virgoos]

what if instead of kissing we destroyed each other in every way two people possibly can

[cofigo]

Zanka taking up smoking because it gets Enjins attention

Enjin ripping cigarettes out of Zankas mouth, hands, going through his bag before missions without him, so he won't smoke a whole pack on a two day (!!!) mission, and Zanka thrives with the attention

Enjin keeps giving him long talks about how he shouldn't copy bad habits, vehemently arguing against Zankas "well then maybe you should stop", but it's performative at best because catching the lingering scent on Zankas hair, when he moves too close again, or watching the smoke curl around his mouth, up to his eyes, the little satisfying twirl of his lips when Enjins hands snap another cigarette out of his fingers, the way he keeps avoiding Zankas room like the plague because he caught sight of the incense stick and cigarette smoking together once- well. Zanka should just stop smoking, is all.

[supersharkgentlemen]

"the little satisfying twirl of his lips when Enjins hands snap another cigarette out of his fingers"

oh, so they are both completely aware that this thing about prohibiting smoking is utterly performative. Its like a game of chicken AND foreplay for them. Insufferable gay people to be around, for sure

[cofigo]

😋😋

[memories]

I’ve been silent for too long and can no longer bear to keep this inside: @lesboyhare is a good person and deserves many good things.