Coma Driftwood's Obsessions

For as long as I can remember, I've been obsessed with one person or another. I've decided to start a blog to make record of this as it happens. Of course I'll post other things as well, but mainly the obsessions.

[comadriftwood]

Love this song.

[comadriftwood]

Thank you, my beautiful friends, for your kindness and encouragement. I will respond as soon as I can, but lately, my head has been plagued. I have an appointment with my therapist soon, and hope to work some things out there. I love you all, and again, thank you. <3

[comadriftwood]

Loves, nothing against any of you (in fact, you've all helped me continue this long), but I will not be with you much longer. I am alone (again, no one's fault- it's that my mother and uncle left me, and that is everything to me, and I apologize). I will continue to live, so do not worry about that. I just wish to close this chapter of my life. I love you all. Have beautiful lives. I love you all. Again, keep in mind that I am only leaving Tumblr, not life in general. Don't worry about me, I will be OK. Have beautiful lives, and take hold of life while you can (that's part of what I'm doing, and I recommend it to EVERYONE!!!). I love you all. <3

[nevercaredmuchforsouls]

Some people don’t understand that I grieve the same way I live. Stay quiet until everyone is gone, then cry and try to figure out how to start the next day.

Sure it hurts more than everyday life, but at least now no one judges me for sucking my thumb.

[comadriftwood]

Maybe we can help each other. My mom died a few months ago. It still feels like yesterday. Feel free to message me.

[comadriftwood]

Not sure what all happened the other night, but if I offended anyone, I apologize. Blacking out on liquor has become something I tend to do about once to thrice a month. -_- Better than it was, though. I used to do that once every other day. Anyway... sorry if I messed with anyone's head. <3 I know, Otis wouldn't apologize, but I'm not Otis. I'm just his girlfriend. XD J/k, j/k... I sincerely do apologize for my drunken antics.

[comadriftwood]

I hate myself and I want to die. And I swear that I don't have a gun...

[comadriftwood]

Hahaha! One more quirky, cliched phrase You're the one I wanna refill In the someday What's that sound?

[comadriftwood]

Into the fire makes me want to die too. Its beautiful, in a way.

Truly.

[comadriftwood]

There aren't many people in the world who understand that my listening to Marilyn Manson's songs like "I Have to Look Up Just To See Hell" and "Into The Fire" are suicidal thoughts in their purest form. There aren't many people who understand what when I'm listening to Marilyn Manson, I either want to kill someone or die. I want to die. I'll probably delete this when I sober up.

[comadriftwood]

The man is a fucking work of art.

[noctisprogeniei]

[fuckyeahdementia]

Mrs. Doubtfire recut as a horror movie.

[lesprisenpati-deactivated201805]

I WOULD PAY MONEY TO MAKE THIS HAPPEN

[sparkypicklebird-deactivated201]

Oh man that’s great

[theone-who-knocks]

If there is one thing I can’t stand it’s the fact that there are so many blogs on tumblr that glorify things like self harm, depression, and anxieties. No OCD is not the fact that you can’t have your food touching, no depression is not something that you feel because you had ONE bad day. Stop...

[comadriftwood]

Yes, a lot of people who suffer from those things do so in silence, but not everyone does. These people who post about it, perhaps they're asking for help, or maybe they just need to vent. It's a lot easier to ask for help or vent behind the safety of a computer screen, when you don't have to personally witness the people around you judging you for how you feel. On another note, some people who post the kinds of things you're rallying against are looking for attention. Histrionic personality disorder, narcissitic personality disorder; these are real. I know I've only touched the tip of the iceberg as far as reasons people make such posts, but whatever someone's reasoning, their feelings are just as valid as anyone else's. I have yet to meet or talk to someone who hasn't suffered trauma in their lives. The way I see it, we're all wounded children trying to find our way home. Why knock someone down for that?

[comadriftwood]

What Creepypasta character are you?

Rake He is the rake. The rake is one of those classics who make you check under your bed like you did in the second grade. He has a creepy animal like persona, but he also seems curios. He is pretty epic except the whole no clothes thing. There's always just that sheer terror that someone will jump in your bed with no clothes on, and act like rabid chimpanzee.

[makemelaughblog]

[comadriftwood]

Y'know what? I really don't give a shit about the whole "GIF VS JIF" argument, now that I stop to consider why it urks me at all. The only reason it gets on my nerves when people pronounce it with a hard "g" is because the first person I ever heard pronounce it that way is one whose holier-than-thou, I-know-everything-and-you-know-nothing, BEYOND hypocritical attitude has left a very bitter taste in my mouth.

[comadriftwood]

WHAT FUCKERY IS THIS?! No. Change it back.

[comadriftwood]

Sometimes I get a glimpse of the world outside my apartment, and it's filled with gossip, drama, and bullshit (police showing up at the apartments because Billy Bob is fucking Bobbie Sue and Jimmy Joe is pissed off and yelling about it, or some other equally mundane idiocy). This is why I'm a hermit. Humans are, as a general rule, hideously annoying. I tend to relate to them much better when I'm drunk off my ass. Since alcohol basically (at least temporarily) lowers one's IQ, that's a sad statement on the outside world.