Love the concept of Shane being very insecure about being "too much". Anxiety, sensory issues, panic attacks, getting upset when he's dealing with any of that stuff and he can't help but feel like he's annoying Ilya or being a brat but Ilya sees all of these things as opportunities to do his big one as the best boyfriend ever.
Shane doesn't want to eat the weird food they have at fancy restaurants? I get to stay home and cook him something with love that I know he'll like and will make him happy. He's anxious or had a panic attack? I get to comfort him, and then do everything I can to make him smile and loosen up. He's overwhelmed and in a bad mood? I get to set up stuff that he enjoys for us to do together as a pick me up.
He's feeling insecure about his body or how people see him? I get to tell him all the craziest most romantic thoughts I've ever had about him and be a freak about it if that's what he needs. He's actually acting like he's sick when he is indeed sick? I get to make him the comfort food my mom would make me when I was sick and cuddle him all day. He doesn't want to go out because it's overstimulating? Maybe I like going out but I like staying in and playing video games or having a movie night with the love of my life more. Like, Shane could not piss him off if he tried.

















