lab made homo

(sapien) she/they | queer | donor conceived person | 22 | AuDHD | creative | loser

[conceivedchaos]

I watched Iron Lung.

I really liked Iron Lung.

Everyone should watch Iron Lung.

Here is a drawing I did of Mr. Lung.

Thank you, Markiplier, for Iron Lung.

[junglejim4322]

People don’t even want to say le sigh anymore. le sigh

[monsterofmaplestreet]

#but I am more le tired than ever

[conceivedchaos]

so i'm a director for a whole national non-profit rn and NOTHING makes me feel more like the 22y/o dumbass that I am than all my colleagues being professionally trained and insanely competent adults in their 30s and 40s

i just sit there in silence like omg. . I'm not grown up enough for this

[scramratz]

[conceivedchaos]

got a case of the bloogoos :(

[hamletthedane]

So, I follow this “bad commercial interior design” Facebook page and-

[comicgeekscomicgeek]

[last-to-the-orgy]

Posted for the beauty and eloquence of this comment:

[conceivedchaos]

Sibling Season is a niché Donor Conceived (tm) experience that envokes both excitement and woah mumma a whole lotta fear

[strangehorse]

OCD recovery is cosmically unfair because it's the only disorder i know of where the treatment is 'okay! now make yourself feel worse'

[dovewhoreofbabylon-deactivated2]

my deleting my comment after 2 minutes of no response bc i overthought it

a lot can happen in 2 minutes for someone with ocd

[conceivedchaos]

So I have OCD right, and when talking to my psychologist about a compulsion of mine, he likened it to being a drug and needing regular "hits."

Now I giggle everytime I get anxious re: the compulsion cause I just hear;

"Don't do Door."

"Say NO (to Door)."

"Door is bad. Mmmkay?"

And that's helpful in of itself in mitigating the anxiety of resisting the compulsion (yay!)

[conceivedchaos]

bed hog

12:10am with my loves

[lesvegas]

A few years ago while trying to find ways to commit suicide as painlessly as possible, I came across a PDF of Dr. Paul Quinnett's The Forever Decision. Thinking it might go into actual methods of suicide (I read an article once that actually did that and was trying to find it again) I started to read it, and I think I only got about two pages in before I was crying too much to actually see the words.

I downloaded the PDF to my hard drive and I open it again whenever I'm feeling too suicidal to do much else, but not enough to start booking a ride to the hospital. And every time without fail I only go up to a few pages before backing off and choosing to live another day just because suicide suddenly seems even more unbearable than whatever the hell upset me in the first place.

All the book really does is [I'm pulling a summary from GoodReads here as, again, I've read no more than 5 pages] "discusses the social aspects of suicide, the right to die, anger, loneliness, depression, stress, hopelessness, drug and alcohol abuse, the consequences of a suicide attempt, and how to get help."

But it also starts with the author kindly asking the reader to complete the book before going through with anything, and for some reason I'm compelled to really just try to read it all before finalizing everything. Despite not yet completing it (hopefully never will) I think I can safely say it's saved my life at least a few times now.

It's intentionally legal to copy and redistribute this book to keep it as accessible as possible, and it's very easy to find, but here's a link for it anyways.

[queer-here-and-in-fear]

shorthands for dumbassery that i have grown to love deeply

"how dare you say we piss on the poor" in response to someone misinterpreting your post

"_ isnt gonna fuck you" for suck up behavior

"woah. should we tell everyone? should we throw a party?" for who the fuck cares

"and what if the world was made of pudding" for when would this ever matter.

"and sharks are smooth both ways" for a group of people heatedly arguing with 1 guy who is fucking with them all

".. but its about a witch in the alps finding her lost cat" for someone trying to sanitize something to the point of absurdity

[queer-here-and-in-fear]

this is prime proof that this ENTIRE WEBSITE is autistic because nowhere else would a no tags post that's just an informative list about slang get this much traction.

[queer-here-and-in-fear]

anyway more addittions

“30-50 wild hogs” for someone making ABSURD excuses for violence.

“what were YOU doing at the devils sacrament” for how do you know that without being a part of it.

“anyone in this thread smoke weed” for the shit you people are saying is so off topic this might as well be a general discussion forum

“dogs are boys and cats are girls” for ooh ur mindset did not grow past 4th grade, huh

“color theory in a childrens hospital” for bending over backwards to not agree that YEA, that thing Came Off Weird

“you are a tar pit” for someone finding any reason to respond with outrage.

“is the __ in the room with us right now?” for I Don’t Think That’s Real.

“bean soup? im allergic to beans!” for ik this doesn’t work for you, but that’s not a flaw. not everything can be for you.

“people irl: hey man hows it going” for this will Never Matter irl

[i-am-a-fish]

I don't think dust needs to exist personally

[i-am-a-fish]

I really love this website and the people on it a lot

[hools]

no yeah i cant hang out sorry. yeah im hugging my pillow in bed today. yeah no itll be for a while. maybe for forever. OK bye

[joshpeck]

just truly bonkers how much i love lying down……….like being horizontal? unparalleled

[comixextra]