Hell Hole

22 ♡ They/It ♡ Actually Mentally ill ♡ Beware of triggering content ♡ Stay Safe

[pleaseseemeibeg]

how it feels to be aware of your paranoias btw

[constantly-katsura]

I think it's hilarious. She actually thinks he's hers. That she thinks she actually got him to cut me off. Saying all this sweet shit, he says it back (Which makes me suicidal but that's not here nor there). But at the end of the day, he spends close to 10 hours on the phone with me. He constantly tells me he loves me, like he can't stop saying it. He sleeps in my bed on weekends. He gives me his hoodies. He fucks me. He looks at me like I hung the fucking moon. He'll never truly love another girl. He may not say it, but he needs me. He's going to get bored of her soon enough. Then I'll stop being his dirty secret. We won't have to use burner numbers or alternative apps to talk. She'll be gone and we'll be happy again. I'll be happy again. I should feel bad. I know I should. She's genuinely in love with him and he has a certain degree of feelings for her, he wouldn't be reciopacting her flirting if he didn't. I but his heart and mind will always belong to me. She doesn't even know it. They aren't dating so it's not like he's cheating. Regardless of him being my ex, we are still best friends. We don't even tell people we are exes so as far as she knew, I was just his girl best friend that she fell intimidated by. I guess she was right seeing how he lied about stopping talking to me. She'll never understand the love me and him have for eachother. She's just an obstacle in the way of true love. I'll make sure he realizes that she's nothing but an inconvenience. I've already planted the seeds. Showing him that I'm better. That she won't love him like I do. That she's manipulative (I mean telling someone to cut their best friend off? That is manipulative) but maybe I am too, but at least the things I say are the truth. Gabby, you tried to take him from me, but it's not going to work. He will always come back to me.

[constantly-katsura]

They did end up dating, worst 2 months of my life but She's gone now and guess what? He came back to me <3

[constantly-katsura]

Turns out he was lying that he loved me for months. We cut contact. I fucking despise him. How fucking dare he do this to me. What did I do wrong?

[constantly-katsura]

Got back into contact. Then low contact. Back to regular contact and now he just forgets I exist

[constantly-katsura]

I think it's hilarious. She actually thinks he's hers. That she thinks she actually got him to cut me off. Saying all this sweet shit, he says it back (Which makes me suicidal but that's not here nor there). But at the end of the day, he spends close to 10 hours on the phone with me. He constantly tells me he loves me, like he can't stop saying it. He sleeps in my bed on weekends. He gives me his hoodies. He fucks me. He looks at me like I hung the fucking moon. He'll never truly love another girl. He may not say it, but he needs me. He's going to get bored of her soon enough. Then I'll stop being his dirty secret. We won't have to use burner numbers or alternative apps to talk. She'll be gone and we'll be happy again. I'll be happy again. I should feel bad. I know I should. She's genuinely in love with him and he has a certain degree of feelings for her, he wouldn't be reciopacting her flirting if he didn't. I but his heart and mind will always belong to me. She doesn't even know it. They aren't dating so it's not like he's cheating. Regardless of him being my ex, we are still best friends. We don't even tell people we are exes so as far as she knew, I was just his girl best friend that she fell intimidated by. I guess she was right seeing how he lied about stopping talking to me. She'll never understand the love me and him have for eachother. She's just an obstacle in the way of true love. I'll make sure he realizes that she's nothing but an inconvenience. I've already planted the seeds. Showing him that I'm better. That she won't love him like I do. That she's manipulative (I mean telling someone to cut their best friend off? That is manipulative) but maybe I am too, but at least the things I say are the truth. Gabby, you tried to take him from me, but it's not going to work. He will always come back to me.

[constantly-katsura]

They did end up dating, worst 2 months of my life but She's gone now and guess what? He came back to me <3

[constantly-katsura]

Turns out he was lying that he loved me for months. We cut contact. I fucking despise him. How fucking dare he do this to me. What did I do wrong?

[xvelvetcoffinx]

backshots this, backshots that, i would like to be taken out back and shot

[nofuckingideawho]

a 10+ hour screen time will help will definitely make you feel real again trust me bro

[echoesofsaturn]

"slut era" i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past

[constantly-katsura]

I think it's hilarious. She actually thinks he's hers. That she thinks she actually got him to cut me off. Saying all this sweet shit, he says it back (Which makes me suicidal but that's not here nor there). But at the end of the day, he spends close to 10 hours on the phone with me. He constantly tells me he loves me, like he can't stop saying it. He sleeps in my bed on weekends. He gives me his hoodies. He fucks me. He looks at me like I hung the fucking moon. He'll never truly love another girl. He may not say it, but he needs me. He's going to get bored of her soon enough. Then I'll stop being his dirty secret. We won't have to use burner numbers or alternative apps to talk. She'll be gone and we'll be happy again. I'll be happy again. I should feel bad. I know I should. She's genuinely in love with him and he has a certain degree of feelings for her, he wouldn't be reciopacting her flirting if he didn't. I but his heart and mind will always belong to me. She doesn't even know it. They aren't dating so it's not like he's cheating. Regardless of him being my ex, we are still best friends. We don't even tell people we are exes so as far as she knew, I was just his girl best friend that she fell intimidated by. I guess she was right seeing how he lied about stopping talking to me. She'll never understand the love me and him have for eachother. She's just an obstacle in the way of true love. I'll make sure he realizes that she's nothing but an inconvenience. I've already planted the seeds. Showing him that I'm better. That she won't love him like I do. That she's manipulative (I mean telling someone to cut their best friend off? That is manipulative) but maybe I am too, but at least the things I say are the truth. Gabby, you tried to take him from me, but it's not going to work. He will always come back to me.

[constantly-katsura]

They did end up dating, worst 2 months of my life but She's gone now and guess what? He came back to me <3

[constantly-katsura]

Tbh wanna put his dirty boxers to my face while I mastrubate. I feel like a perverted middle aged man on 4chan

[constantly-katsura]

Seeing a lot of posts about people regretting their EDs and talking about the health issues they developed. I feel like I'm the only person who doesnt regret their ED. Yeah I have a blood sugar problem now but I don't regret it.

[constantly-katsura]

I want to cut infront of him and tell him its all his fault. Instead I do it quietly in the dark and then use his hoodie to cover them

[serwaphic-deactivated20260228]

" wish you would open up to me more " you literally ignored me and was actively playing a game when i told you about my groomer stfu

[fangirlmentallyilllie]

It kinda funny how cutting my skin makes me happy and at peace where, more than using anything else to make me feel this much of a peace in mind

[drunkndead]

Me with sh: i love pain i love destruction oh i love to see blood this is what i deserve

Me with a papercut: ouch owie ow why is the world so cruel to me ouchie

[ghostyypawzz]

real (╥﹏╥)

[constantly-katsura]

First time in my life I don't care that I'm the other woman. Fuck her. I know she's a place holder. Fun until he wants to properly settle down.

[constantly-katsura]

I think it's hilarious. She actually thinks he's hers. That she thinks she actually got him to cut me off. Saying all this sweet shit, he says it back (Which makes me suicidal but that's not here nor there). But at the end of the day, he spends close to 10 hours on the phone with me. He constantly tells me he loves me, like he can't stop saying it. He sleeps in my bed on weekends. He gives me his hoodies. He fucks me. He looks at me like I hung the fucking moon. He'll never truly love another girl. He may not say it, but he needs me. He's going to get bored of her soon enough. Then I'll stop being his dirty secret. We won't have to use burner numbers or alternative apps to talk. She'll be gone and we'll be happy again. I'll be happy again. I should feel bad. I know I should. She's genuinely in love with him and he has a certain degree of feelings for her, he wouldn't be reciopacting her flirting if he didn't. I but his heart and mind will always belong to me. She doesn't even know it. They aren't dating so it's not like he's cheating. Regardless of him being my ex, we are still best friends. We don't even tell people we are exes so as far as she knew, I was just his girl best friend that she fell intimidated by. I guess she was right seeing how he lied about stopping talking to me. She'll never understand the love me and him have for eachother. She's just an obstacle in the way of true love. I'll make sure he realizes that she's nothing but an inconvenience. I've already planted the seeds. Showing him that I'm better. That she won't love him like I do. That she's manipulative (I mean telling someone to cut their best friend off? That is manipulative) but maybe I am too, but at least the things I say are the truth. Gabby, you tried to take him from me, but it's not going to work. He will always come back to me.

[constantly-katsura]