Constellation System

Professionally diagnosed DID system of eleven. Friend to most. We're nice. Just ask.

[akimitsukino]

Hello, my bubbles! ❤️ So, this post was inspired based on recent Trisha’s video about her speaking of DID. The most disrespectful and misleading video that I have seen in a while. Mental illnesses are being romanticized and used for attention - this is sickening. I don’t like talking about my personal life on social media, but I have to say this. I got diagnosed with DID, Depression and Anxiety in October, 2019 by a psychaitrist. Self-diagnosis are wrong, and if you are disturbed about something you should always seek professional help. I had walked a harsh path of hallucinations, delusions, amnesia, emotional neglect and mental abuse as long as I can remember. I had suffered from self-harm, suicidal thoughts, dissociation, horrific flashbacks my whole life. The fact that someone uses such a complex disorder for views and money - disgusts me. Personally, I can see that Trisha is showing clear signs of BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) but I am not a mental health doctor/psychologist so I am not stating any diagnosis in no way. I will not comment on my personal health issues anymore on this blog.

I use this blog to help others smile, sparkle creativity or help you understand that you are not alone no matter which path you are going through. I will support you no matter your race, gender identity, sexual orientation, past trauma, mental illness and even if you just simply need to talk. Love yourself ❤️ and spread love, bubbles

[thearrowteam]

Singlets I cannot stress this enough but please if you have questions regarding DID/OSDD talk to systems. Some if them have so much knowledge on the topic and experience to back it up. Most systems I know would be willing to talk about it and I for sure am. Don't go talking to other singlets about it either. Just like you wouldn't talk to a cis person about a trans persons experience don't talk to a singlet about system experiences. Not all of us are here to educate and you have to ask if someone's okay first. If you do talk to singlets talk to people who know a lot about the topic like psychologists. But please talk to systems. We're the ones living with it after all.

- Mia

[elevine26]

Reblog if going nonverbal is acceptable (temporarily or not).

I’m trying to prove a point.

[constellationstarsystem]

An Introduction - Red

Good morning. Yes, it is morning now where you live simply by you reading me say that it is(I don't make the rules.). But in all seriousness, welcome! This is the part where I introduce myself with all the relevant details.

My name's Max. I'm 18, I use he/him pronouns,my 'un-birthday'(or, I guess technically my actual birthday since I have the one the body uses??) is January 3rd(the day I'm writing the first iteration of this post. How lovely.), my color of choice is red, and I faceclaim our body's face. I only write that last part down as opposed to showing you because we are not out as a system to most of the people in our lives, so it gets kinda tricky trying to show you my face when it is a dead giveaway of who we are(Forgive my want to not completely out ourselves. We don't know how many of our irl friends have tumblrs.).

My biggest goal out of the coming use of this tumblr is to bond with other systems. We know of two not counting our own that we interact with on a highly frequent basis and I think it'd help us if we had people who know our struggles and our experiences.

I know I'll probably add more to this as questions come up and people change and what not but I think this is a good enough place to start for now. If you want to follow my reblogging shenanigans, my tag is #/maxrants.

And I hope all of you see bright stars in your future.

-Max

[the-lavender-system-deactivated]

Splitting a new alter on the first of January really gives a new meaning to the term, "new year new me," doesn't it?

[petrikoi]

NO MATTER WHAT

nobody can tell you that you aren't a system.

nobody.

they can't see inside your head.

if you have alters? you're a system!

if you have fragments? you're a system!

if your therapist won't diagnose you because they don't believe in systems? hey guess what? you're a system!

if you have fictives? you're a system!

if you have persecutors? you're a system!

if you know you're a system, then that's how it is!

and I'm so, so sorry for everything you had to go through to become one.

I love you! you're doing great!

[femmme]

Be nosy

1. What’s your sexual orientation?

2. What are you obsessed with right now?

3. Ever done any drugs?

4. What piercings do you want?

5. How many people have you kissed?

6. Describe your dream home.

7. Who are you jealous of?

8. What’s your favorite show to binge?

9. Do you watch porn?

10. Do you have a secret sideblog?

11. If you could teleport anywhere in the world right now, where would you go?

12. What’s one of your fantasies?

13. Do you have/would you get your nipples pierced?

14. How would you spend a million dollars?

15. Are you in a relationship?

16. Do you follow porn blogs?

17. Are you angry with anyone right now?

18. What tattoos do you want?

19. If you could change your name, would you? What would you change it to?

20. What is something you’re obsessed with?

21. Describe your best friend.

22. Tag someone you think is hot.

23. Who are five of your favorite bands/musical artists?

24. What are three places you want to travel?

25. Describe your perfect Friday night.

26. What’s your favorite season?

27. What’s your pet peeve?

28. Who is the funniest person you know?

29. What’s the most overrated movie?

30. Tag someone you want to talk to but have been too shy to message.

31. Do you like paper books or ebooks better?

32. If you could live in a fictional world, what world would you pick?

33. If money was no object, what would your wardrobe be like?

34. What’s your coffee order?

35. Do you have a crush on anyone?

36. Do you still have feelings for any of your exes?

37. Have any tattoos?

38. Do you drink?

39. Are you a virgin?

40. Do you have a crush on any of your mutuals?

41. How many followers do you have?

42. Describe the hottest person you know.

43. What’s your guilty pleasure?

44. Do you read erotica?

45. What’s the worst date you’ve ever been on?

46. How many people do you follow?

47. If you could marry any celebrity, who would you pick?

48. Describe your ideal partner.

49. Who do you text the most?

50. What’s your favorite kind of weather?

[cactus-spirit-deactivated202211]

Send me some!

[constellationstarsystem]

I’m curious what others want to know...

[dissociated-nyx]

"When you’re going through a breakdown, a good question to ask is what is actually breaking down. We usually think it’s our self. But what’s typically happening is that our struggle to deny our emotional truth is breaking down."

— Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents by Lindsay C. Gibson

[odessa-system]

forever wishing my alters had their own separate bodies so we could physically do things together 

so we could go shopping and actually talk out loud to each other and try things on in our own bodies and compliment and hype each other up 

[constellationstarsystem]

You told us to ask, so, are you nice?

I can promise you we are. We try to be nice to everyone, because we don’t want to be a negative force on anyone’s lives.

And I know I can personally say that I like being nice. It’s rewarding passing on niceties and uplifting someone’s day if they’re having a rough one.

-Mitch

(and yeah, Vi kinda asked for it with that one.)

[porcelliolaevis]

💜sys ask meme💜

are you an older or newer split?

are you a human or non human alter?

do you enjoy your role in your system?

who are you closest with?

who would you like better communication with?

who do you not get along with so great?

do you handle issues or avoid them?

what’s a fun fact about yourself?

what’s your go to thing to wear?

what are something positive you’ve done lately?

do you like personality tests?

what’s your zodiac sign?

who would you consider an artist in your system?

have you changed much from when you first became active?

do any of you share interests?

who do you prefer to co-front with?

have any members recently come out of dormancy?

how do you handle stress?

are you a people person?

how many alters are active in your system?

do you prefer fronting or hanging around the headspace?

do any of you keep notebooks?

preferred method of system communication?

do you have a hard time sharing belongings?

do any of you have different favorite foods?

[constellationstarsystem]

I think the more of these I reblog the more people will want to ask us things

[disassociationnation-blog]

Multiple System Ask Meme

1) How many system members are there?

2) Youngest member? Oldest?

3) Any friendships within the system?

4) Any relationships within the system?

5) Does your system have a name?

6) Any fictives or factives in the system?

7) What does the headspace/inner world look like? Is it just one building/area, several, or more?

8) Do members have separate rooms/areas? Does anyone share a room?

9) Any unused rooms/areas?

10) Unexplored rooms/areas?

11) Who likes/dislikes being in the headspace/inner world?

12) Any members who never leave the headspace/inner world?

13) What do members do in the headspace?

14) Is anyone religious? What are their religions?

15) Who cofronts the most often (what group/pair)?

16) Are there any otherkin in the system?

17) What is something that system members have very different opinions on?

18) Does anyone talk with a different voice in the outer world? In the inner world?

19) Favourite part of the inner world/headspace?

20) Least favourite part of the inner world/headspace?

21) Running jokes within the system?

[constellationstarsystem]

Ask away, friends.

[sassafraslowrey]

MOURN THE DEAD, FIGHT LIKE HELL FOR THE LIVING

[distracted-from-writing-deactiv]

This might be the most Aer thing ever holy shit dude. -V

Hi

[constellationstarsystem]

Hello friend

[theirmajestythehighcouncil-deac]

Boyfriend: I really need to stop buying books...

Me: *laughs in library card*

[distracted-from-writing-deactiv]

I have a library card too!!!

It’s just easier to hoard them...

[theirmajestythehighcouncil-deac]

Easier on what? Certainly not your bank account... 🤨

[distracted-from-writing-deactiv]

I don’t have to give them back! And I thought you like my collection :’(

[theirmajestythehighcouncil-deac]

Oh, I do. I just like to chirp you sometimes.

[distracted-from-writing-deactiv]

What the fuck is chirp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????????????????????????

Apparently @discontinuedbirthdayparties​ means ‘sass’ and I’m so confused. What the fuck does OMG! Check Please have to do with our convo about my book buying habits?????????

[theirmajestythehighcouncil-deac]

You have read the ENTIRE comic MORE THAN ONCE, how do you not know what chirping is???

[distracted-from-writing-deactiv]

Knowing all of the slang of pop culture would be homophobic.

I’m gay and it would inconvenience me

[theirmajestythehighcouncil-deac]

You say, to your queer enby partner

[distracted-from-writing-deactiv]

“Use the library card,” says one.

“But books,” says the other.

“Chirp is sass,” One thinks.

Quoth the demi-ace trans man to the queer enby

“Nope.”

[theirmajestythehighcouncil-deac]

The line is "Nevermore"

[distracted-from-writing-deactiv]

I memorized thirty six stanza poem by Poe once. I know. I just would not get caught dead saying the pretentiousness of said phrase outside of reciting “The Raven”

[theirmajestythehighcouncil-deac]

[constellationstarsystem]

Quick Shoutout

Happy in-system birthday to Nine, who’ll experience the first of these since we discovered them. So that’s pretty nifty I would say.

[daeesta]

HELP CHILE

WE NEED YOUR HELP, THE POLICE AND THE MILITARY IS ON THE STREETS AND KILLING. OUR MEDIA AIN’T SHOWING SHIT, PEOPLE ARE BEING MURDERED AND ABUSED, WOMAN ARE BEING RAPED, PEOPLE ARE MISSING.

I’m not well spoken and my English is not perfect, but I’m speaking from the heart. When prices for our public transport raised once more people started to “evade”. This became a massive action, and police was sent to close the entrance of the subways and answer as they would see fit. But this is not about the subway fare, we’ve been enduring a lot of bs, and we’ve been silent this whole time. We don’t get paid enough to pay for our health, for our education, our public transport, for our water (our water is privately owned!!!) and electricity. And it seems it’s never expensive enough. So this is not just about the damn subway fare. Our president declared state of emergency, then set on a curfew, released the military to the streets and now he says “WE ARE AT WAR”. We’ve caught Police burning subway stations, buses, and causing property damage in order to blame it on us. tv is staging situations. We’ve seen police using drugs, beating up kids, killing dogs, shooting, and running over people. I can hear a f*cking helicopter and the firefighters as I type this.

THIS IS THE COPS BEATING A KID (message me for the link)

THE COPS DOING DRUGS.

AGAIN USING FORCE AGAINST KIDS.

I ASK FROM MY HEART, ALL WE NEED FROM YOU IS TO SHARE THIS, WE DESPERATELY NEED TO BE SEEN AND HEARD FROM OTHER COUNTRIES. PLEASE SHARE. IF TV ISN’T SHOWING HOW THEY KILL OUR PEOPLE, RAPE OUR WOMEN AND BEAT OUR KIDS THEN DON’T BELIEVE IT. I INSIST ON ONE THING: PEOPLE ARE BEING KILLED. There are videos as proof to everything I’ve said, I don’t want this post to be taken down (the videos are graphic) you can go ahead and search #CHILE on Instagram, people are recording everything but a lot of videos had been taken down. 

EDIT: MADE A POST WITH LINKS TO VIDEOS, IT IS NOT TAGGED IN CASE IT GOT TAKEN DOWN OR FLAGGED

(im tagging everything i’ve ever known, reaching for the fandoms in this page)