Reading past posts. I’ve been depressed for a long time but it took some time to realize it.
april 19th, 2016
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july 22nd, 2016
i have almost attempted suicide again, checked myself into the hospital, got and lost a job, dropped full IB, began drinking and partying, and reconnected with several friends, while also breaking up with Emma.
november 27th, 2016
Got laid off, checked myself into the hospital again (this time for a week), reduced 4 medications to 1, withdrew from the semester, and I have a new girlfriend named Miranda.
June 16th, 2017
Back to school, came out as trans nonbinary, (changed my name to Bodhi, pronouns they/he) Miranda broke up w me, I have a babysitting job, I'm on 2 antidepressants and I started Ritalin today.











