You can call me Amanda or Banana || lee-leaning switch || She/ Her || 18 y/o || sfw tickle blog || NSFW, homophobes, and creeps DNI || please read writing list before you send asks || hate would not be tolerated towards anyone here <3 ||
Mouthwashing: Anya, Daisuke, Curly (pre-crash), and Swansea
A BIT ABOUT AMANDA/BANANA:
Heyyy! My pronouns are she/her, and I am bisexual! I started this Blog on August 21st 2021, currently this update is Jun 15th 2026. I really love music (specifically MICO, Conan Gray, Laufey, Olivia Rodrigo, and musical theatre as a whole), script/story writing, volleyball, and acting! I have a bunch of fic Ideas, so I hope you all enjoy them! I am a lee-leaning switch and have liked tickling... since forever?? Iâve liked it when I was a kid, so thatâs forever for me đ. However, I only found out about this community in 2020, was a lurker, but then decided to make an account! I hope you enjoy your stay here â¤ď¸
IT"S FINALLY DONE!!!!!!!!!!! Check out my animation of the title song from Nerdy Prudes Must Die, a horror musical from @teamstarkid
You can watch the FULL stage show on their youtube channel!
https://youtu.be/PG3RDdyD_GQ?si=Rhxg6asT0MMoTTXd
This clip features Jon Matteson as Richie, Will Branner as Max! The story and script is by Nick and Matt Lang, with music and lyrics by Jeff Blim!
Omg guys a really embarrassing thing happened to me yesterday while I was at work, and idk if anyone else would find this embarassing but I did LMAOO
FUCKKK WHY CANT I BE NONCHALANT LIKE EVER
I work in a grocery store in the deli department, and yestersay I just had my first 5 hour shift in like a month and I was so tired omg
I was so zoned out and I was doing the dishes, and usually the store has some music playing so itâs fine, but the music randomly stopped and it was just silence for like I kid you not 10 minutes
And it was taking me a while to wash the dishes because there were like 20 spoons, 10 knives, and a few other containers and stuff like that
And mind you NO ONE was talking to me, my coworker was closing pizza which was on the opposite side of the area, so I was just alone doing the dishes
And bc I was bored I was humming to songs I like in my head, but then when I would forget the next part Iâd move onto a different one, and eventually I ran out of songs so idk why but Toddâs poem from DPS came to my mind
And I know this poem off by heart bc I had to do an analysis of it, as well as play the whole scene in front of the class and explain the importance of it and stuff like that
So I start reciting it, and when I got to the end ig my mind just kept giving me lines of poetry so I started reciting Shall I Compare Thee To a Summerâs Day, Edible Woman, and O Captain My Captian (other poems I had to analyze)
And then I eventually went back to Toddâs bc I forgot the rest of the other poems I did
And then I hear âuh⌠sorry- can I just spray there?â
NOT ONLY DID NY COWORKER HEAR MY PERFORMATIVE ASS RECITING POETRY WHILE WATCHING DISHES BUT I DROPPED THE SPOON I WAS WASHING IN THE SINK AND GOT SOAP WATER IN MY EYE
AND THEN SHE WAS APOLOGIZING AND I WAS APOLOGIZING AND UGHHH
AND THEN SHE GOES âwere you just⌠reciting poetry?â
LIKE UGH
And I was like âuh, hah, yeah..â
and she went âoh, thats cool..â
BUT SHE SAID IT IN A WAY THAT I KNOW SHE WAS LIKE WHY TF IS THIS KID MUMBLING POETRY WHILE WASHING DISHES
Again not too bad but Iâve never embarrassed myself like that at work before
You Seem Pretty Sad For A Girl So In Love (Olivia Rodrigo)
BANGER.
Do It All Again, Like You Mean It, Dreamboy, Parasite, Without Me, Ever After (MICO)
BANGER.
Wishbone Deluxe (Conan Gray)
BABGER.
Kiss All The Time. Disco, Occasionally. (Harry Styles)
BANGER.
Zodiac (album), Rush (single) (TROY)
BANGER.
Manâs Best Friend (Sabrina Carpenter)
BANGER. (yes I know what she did, but I just really like her music)
Matter of Time (Laufey)
BANGER.
The Subway (Chapelle Roan)
BANGER.
Princess of Power (MARINA)
YOU GUESSED IT. BANGER.
Literally banger after banger
I didnât think I liked pop music that much, but holy shit theyâre putting something in these songs/albums, and we need more people talking about it.
I kinda like the idea of jax becoming a cautionary tale of what happens when you let dysphoria and self hatred eat you alive. I've met so many of him IRL in my own circles. I think people need to hear it. I need more characters who eat themselves alive and actually have to suffer the consequences of not choosing to be better. It's pretty refreshing to see a different and nuanced take on dysphoria and how it doesn't always manifest the way you would expect.
âIn two weeks I can doomscroll and write and go shopping and hang out with my friends everydayâ I mutter as I slowly open my laptop and open the assignment I have yet to start (due on Monday)