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The past like three days Iāve been doing research on his case and all through it I just wonder if I should really be blessed to look at his gorgeous face. I feel too ugly to even look at him. Every photo light just hits his face so perfectly and his jawline is so defined.
His lips are like so pretty and just slightly plump the chain on his neck just pulls it all together it makes him look so nice he also has this boney but athletic build his eyes are also just almost cold but then thereās this amazing glint that he gets from the light.
His hair too it seems so perfect and I know he most definitely spent so long to get it that way donāt get my started on his cheekbones with that smirk he also has perfect skin he glows in every photo.
Is this a safe space to say I sometimes fantasize running my hands through this hair scratching his scalp while Iām laying down on his chest and heād look down at me with that smirk.
Oki Iāll shut up now but heās so gorgeous Elliot please Iāll do anything for you.
'NikitaĀ never finished anything to the end. He practiced a little music, played scales, but when it got harder ā he quit. He went to the 'Seeker' club to do drawing. He had talent and even took first place in a city competition. The teacher wanted to transfer him to an art school, but Nikita refused. He also did kickboxing. But there he had no success, he never won. The only time he took third place, but then he said it was undeserved, an unfair result. Later he stopped attending classes altogether. I once met him on the street at a time when he was supposed to be at training. Nikita never found anything creative or fulfilling, no passion. He never discovered any goals in life.'
ā 'He told me that he considers himself shit, that he is a nobody, a scum, and does not intend to live long.'
If Jeffrey had a phone, what phone do you think it would be?
Do you think that Jeff would use his phone a lot? do you think that he would post on Instagram, Facebook, etc... and what contacts do you think he would have on WhatsApp? do you think he would consume OF content or any other pornographic site?
Just curious. In general, what do you think it would be like if he had a phone? I want to know all your thoughts on this topic.
#ShowerThoughts
Given that he impulsively bought a laptop, I think he would buy himself a new iPhone on a whim. Lionel would urge him to buy a case for it, but he would always put it off. He would probably be on his phone quite often in order to distract himself and vent his desires in different ways, as he did with TV. I think he would be too reserved to post photos of himself in his day-to-day life, so he would use FaceBook to post photos of himself with his family but use other sites like Instagram and Reddit anonymously. I think Reddit in particular would suit him because he had a variety of rather specific interests. He might use Tumblr for the same reason, but he would not be on our side of Tumblr because he was not particularly interested in other peopleās crimes and would be sensitive about it general. He would watch YouTube videos on fish, religion, psychology, and his other interests, and he would listen to music often. He would have very few contacts, and they would mostly be family. He and Lionel would check in with each other and maybe send interesting articles or photos to one another on occasion, but they would not speak very often or intimately. I doubt Jeff would use the Notes app except for practical reasons because he never really wrote down his thoughts for personal reflection. He would spend a significant amount of time looking at pornographic content on sites explicitly made for this as well as on social media. Due to its availability online, he would probably develop an addiction to it. He would use hookup apps like Grindr and sites like Craigslist Casual Encounters to meet men. Knowing him, he would probably have bizarre parasocial relationships with OF creators like he did with his male pen pals, only he would be the one spending money. His Google search history would be unique, to say the least.
When asked by Dr. Frederick Fosdal if he believed he would have enjoyed a close relationship with another man, Jeffrey Dahmer replied, āThat would have been nice.ā
Fosdal further asked what, if anything, might have prevented him from killing. Ā Ā āA permanent relationship,ā Jeff responded.
