✰ » Creator(Artist/Designer/Writer) + Selfshipper for Multi-fandoms
About:
Hiyaa welcome to my blog!!
I'm a creator/selfshipper(SI and OC x CC), my activity varies since I'm a uni student! I like experimenting with fem/masc/neutral expressions so expect to see me flip flop often with that including queer/trans hcs on characters(my own and with other fandoms) that I love 💜
As a selfshipper, I would consider myself to be nonsharing towards F/Os I deeply adore(Dubbed as the "Heaven F/Os") but will have selectives here and there.
Note that I'm a socially anxious person with suspected neurodivergence so I might come off as eccentric at times, I will also post suggestive content at times, along with lots of cussing haha, just be mindful of that bit when interacting, thankies!!
Other than that thanks for stopping by!✰
Blogs/Links
Carrd(Read before following): Extended info on me, byi, dni, F/Os, and more
Straw.page: Simplified overview
cosmo-cake(You're here!): Blog for my arts of selfships, OCs, reblogs and other
@lovers-cafe: Selfshipping-focused blog for writing
Tags
#✰Cosmo Craziness = Me speaking like yappitron 5000
#✰Cosmo bakery = Irl photos of sweets that I make, I love baking 🍰
Hello!! My name is Amina or Alexis, and to keep it short 'n sweet I'm a creator who likes to draw, write, design and....slack off lol, I don't post consistently but I try doing so whenever I can.
But more importantly- I'm a selfshipper!! The characters shown on this post are known as my "heaven f/os" aka my main f/os who I tend to think and talk about a lot!!
Now...Since this is a pride promo, let's talk queer shall we?
I identify as genderfluid(he/they/she) lesbian aroace!! And as you can see, I like headcanoning that onto my f/os as well, so a lot of them are nonbinary/masc/butch/T4T lesbians + aroace-spec to me!!
DNF: zionists, proshippers, minors
Lesbian dividers by @/cafekitsune, Milkshake dividers by @/s-silk
Sorry if this is kind of random, but thank you for speaking up about fauniilla. I used to be mutuals/friends with them and their dickriders a long time ago but cut all ties and I regret being dumb enough to trust them and said dickriders. Kudos to you for having the courage to call them out, I don’t have the courage because of manipulative they are and always act like they’re the victim and did nothing wrong. 🫡 //gen
oh my god hi there anon!! i didn't expect to wake up to this so i'm deeply honored to have done so. i don't know if you were already following me or if you were from the mhy fandoms but i hope you're able to see this somehow. i guess this'll give me an opportunity to publicly talk more in depth about? what i remember she's done to me? very lightly though.
i don't blame you for being dumb enough because she DOES paint herself as such. you WILL feel bad until you learn the truth and its fucking disgusting. but im glad you eventually got out of there. that entire new friend group she became apart of just seemed doomed. for anyone wondering who we're on about, here's her tumblr and twitter
i have the confidence to speak about faunilla (otherwise known as peyton / cherriifawn / tealilii / many other names) because i had known her in my youth. she's two years older than me (certainly never acted like it lol) and she was always kind of? controlling? always promised change but never did change. she never does really change, honestly. and god don't even get me started on her favoritism bullshit once she finds other people she drops you at the drop of a hat despite how close you two could've been. like you said, she is VERY manipulative, as someone who was swayed by her apologies and promises of change but they never came. she was the type to barely engage with your stuff unless it somehow appealed to her otherwise you could go ages without her engaging with you despite her claims of "being your friend", but whenever she posted and you gave attention was all that seemed like it mattered.
ignoring a lot that she's personally done to me, there are two other reasons i will always feel uncomfortable around her. first is that, as someone two years older than me before we cut ties, as i got older i realize how weird it was to me how often she would talk about nsfw and encourage it from me (or my orher friends, we're all the same age) and idk having grown up with older people engaging with nsfw very loudly around me has left a bad taste in my mouth. you can decide whether that's problematic or not, i don't really care, it just makes me uncomfortable nowadays. if you have nsfw to talk about, it should be with people your age otherwise? you have no idea what the effect it'll do to someone younger than you. a lot of this was before i was 18, we stopped being friends when i was 18.
there was also a situation with my friend where she caused MASS HARASSMENT towards my friend and got not only their former shared friend group to dogpile him, but even twitter mutuals. to keep it short, my friend did say something insensitive, and even i and my friends who he asked an opinion for said yeah that was kinda tone deaf, but we know he didn't mean it that way. so when my friend asks this friend group to educate him a little better and showed genuine remorse, instead of telling him to be careful with words, they just bullied him. didn't inform, didn't care to educate, they nosedived into bullying. and my friend, who thought peyton was his friend, got dogpiled on by her too. and for what? clout now that her shitty genshin oc was getting popular? total bullshit.
there's a whole metric shitton she's done but im at work at this time and its a little hard to recall everything. she used her excuse of "i don't like change" to control me, i remember her being very guilt-trippy when i made the transition of doing ocxcc stuff to actual selfshipping, and despite my reassurances that i wouldn't leave her...she just always chose to vague me and complain about abandonment even when i was pretty sure i was engaging with her a lot more. but she eventually chose her new gaggle of friends and ended up doing the abandoning in the end.
do i expect anyone to believe me and what i may later remember? no. i don't care if you don't. but i'd remain weary because she genuinely is just a piece of shit, especially if she hasn't changed. believe me, i had been friends with her for multiple years and excused her behavior towards me even when it hurt and kept forgiving her. it's not worth it.
Hello!! You may call me Cosmo, Alexis(may change) or Amina.
Today(or rather tonight) is my birthday so yay, promo time. Overall I'm a creator, designer, selfshipper...I like doing many things haha, I also bake!! I'm currently practicing vintage cakes
I'd consider myself a furry artist since it's what my ocs are consisted of but I do have a wide variety of ocs from different fandoms of what I'm in the mood for, namely Final Fantasy 7, Splatoon, Love and Deepspace and My Little Pony.
Now, as for selfshipping....I'm non-sharing for the most part, especially with the following f/os!:
♡Cloud Strife(ff7)
♡Aerith Gainsborough(ff7)
♡Xavier(lads)
♡Rafayel(lads)
and maybe. just MAYBE. a secret fifth
Anywayyysss I think that just sums up about me for now!! Happy birthday to me and goodnight!!
every time parents say smtg along the lines of "I was like that at your age and not wanting kids too but then I grew out of it" I question whether that's the case or if you're just projecting onto your child of wanting grandchildren
2 gif comms for @cosmo-cake!! thank you so much for buying, these were really fun ^^ (but i did have to look up "purple hair anime boy" to find out the characters' names. harrowing experience)
here's my ko-fi if you'd like something similar! https://ko-fi.com/auggie64
Im so so so SO SORRYYYY for late reply I forget abt ttumblr sometimes 🥀
THANK YOU SO. SO SOS OSOSOOOOO MUCH AWAEWAEAEAWAE THIS IS THE CUTEST PAIR OF GIFS EVER AAAHHHH THEY ARE PERFECT EVERYTHING FROM EXPRESSIONS TO DETAILS I LOVE IT THANK YOU I LOOOVVEEEE IIITTTT!!!!!❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰
npd is all shits and giggles until you developpe imposter syndrome and now you second guess if you ever had any real and genuine intentions or if they were fake all along
some of you are not cis and the thing is that you don't even have to do anything about it. you can just be like "damn that's crazy" and move on with your life. you don't have to change your name. you don't have to change your pronouns. you don't have to choose which flavor of not-cis you are. you don't have to change your wardrobe. you don't have to come out or cut your hair or reinvent yourself. you can just be like "huh neato!" and let that be that. you don't owe anyone a performance of your queerness. not even other queer people. ok that's all thank you and goodbye
every time I find a post dedicated to calling out misogyny I get all happy and supportive about it being brought up
BUT if that post is made by a fucking TERF that's when I get turned off. I agree with the sentiment but I know damn well that you're a hypocrite who would state otherwise to a woman who doesn't adhere to your certain "rules" of How To Be A Woman 101(transwomen, masc women, ect)
idgaf if you're correct. You're not an actual feminist you're a traitor. Fuck you.
Your art is absolutely gorgeous it deserves to have more recognition if I was Leonardo Da Vinci I would be proud of this generation I really hope you achieve your dream and here's a waffle for you
I FORGOT ABOUT THIS IN MY INBOX IM SORRYHBGFTR
AWAEWAEAWA!! that's very sweet I'm so happy you like what I draw thankiesss 🥹❤️
