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Over the many years of helping people with cervical spine problems, we have come across a myriad of symptoms that seemingly go beyond the orthopedic, musculoskeletal, and neuropathic pain problems commonly associated with cervical spine disorders, “herniated disc,’ and cervical radiculopathy. While many patients can understand that cervical neck instability can cause problems with pinched nerves and pain and numbness that can extend down into the hands or even into the feet, they can have a lesser understanding that their cervical spine instability also pinches on arteries and disrupts, impedes and retards blood flow into the brain.
…cervical instability causes excessive motion of the spinal canal, whose primary job is to protect the spinal cord and nerve roots. When we first examine people as new patients, a message that we try to have them understand is that the word instability should draw a picture for them of the word destruction. Instability is causing the structure and function of the neck to deteriorate…
The complexity of symptoms and conditions that these people suffer from can be summed up as Cervical spine instability causing progressive destruction of the joint structures if not stopped.
When the soft tissue of the cervical spine is damaged, weakened, lax, loose, and degenerating, the bones of the neck wander around. With this wandering in the neck comes a narrowing of the intervertebral neural foramina space, the extent of which can reach the critical point at which the nerve is compressed (radiculopathy) or the spinal cord is compressed (myelopathy).
This narrowing can also decrease or compress the flow of fluid in the blood supply to (arterial) and from (venous) and around (cerebrospinal flow) the spinal cord and nerve roots that they need for proper health and functioning.
Cervical instability can cause the various parts of the spinal cord to be “touched” by bone and give various sensations to distant parts of the body. Indeed, herniated discs, bone spurs, and osteophyte complexes can also ‘touch’ the spinal cord, likewise, causing distant shooting, vibrating, buzzing, and electric shock-like sensations.
Dysesthesias or ‘unusual’ sensory symptoms may happen though no damage or disease can be found. It’s not that the nerve impulses are getting structurally impeded all the time but intermittently when the body is moved in a certain way until there is too much tension on it to carry nerve impulses normally.
In more advanced situations and certainly more frightening to this patient is the “drop attack,” where they would suddenly and for seemingly no reason at all, fall to the ground and then get up as if nothing had happened a few seconds later. (Of course to this patient “as if nothing happened,” is not what is going through their mind.)
…this group of patients can suffer both atherosclerosis and vertebrobasilar insufficiency. In this group of patients, it would not take much by way of neck rotation compression to cut off blood flow to the brain in arteries that are internally clogged.
The main advance in the understanding of blood flow to the structures in the brain, head, face, and neck including the cranial arteries has been in our opinion extracranial and transcranial doppler ultrasound, primarily because this can be done in a physician’s office by the physician or his trained staff. A problem is, is that these tests are done with the patient in a standard or static position.
Most patients know the exact head position that gives them the symptoms of dizziness, “lack of oxygen to the brain,” and related problems. I can tell you that head position is almost always when they are standing or sitting upright, not when they are lying down, as when these vascular tests are almost always done.
For many years, I ordered these tests and wanted the technician to perform the test in the patient’s “vulnerable to symptoms” position, not in the lying down position. Our patients would relay to us that, unfortunately, their tests were not done the way I ordered them primarily because the technician simply tells the patient, “we don’t do the tests that way.”
Even when disruptions of blood flow were found on the test, the radiologist reading the test would call the test normal. Once when talking to a neurosurgeon colleague he explained “You have to learn to read the scans yourself. The radiologists don’t have experience in reading results from the craniocervical junction.” I was shocked actually when he told me this, but now I know it is true.
The nerves, veins, and arteries of the body are protected from harm because they run close to the bones. Often they are within a few millimeters of bone; thus, any excessive movement of the joints or bones can directly compress and stretch the nerves.
It should be noted that the symptoms are often different when the nervous tissue involved is in the peripheral nervous system versus the autonomic nervous system versus the central nervous system. Central nervous system nerve tension is typically from upper cervical instability and not only affects the cervical spinal cord but can involve the brainstem and brain. When the brainstem and/or brain nerve impulses are altered, the effects can be far-reaching and more dramatic.
Nervous tissue, like the other tissues of the body, depends on nutrient flow into it and toxin flow out. If the flow of nutrient blood flow into the nerve is deficient, the nerve cell function will be impaired and likewise, if the neuron (nerve) cells can not get rid of waste products (toxins) out, it will swell and again nerve impulses will be abnormal. If the fluid flow into or out of individual neurons and collectively (nerves themselves) is compromised so is nerve function.
When one understands the anatomy at the craniocervical junction, it is easy to see how upper cervical instability could cause a blockage of CSF or arterial flow and/or venous drainage causing neurologic-like symptoms. Even if it is just the CSF that is increased, eventually this will lead to an increase in intracranial pressure which can cause reduced blood flow to the nervous tissue in the brain and spinal cord, potentially causing damage.
…anyone with unusual neurological symptoms that go undiagnosed or unexplained by traditional medical means should consider a motion scan of the cervical spine looking for instability. Cervical instability is very reversible cause of many neurological symptoms and syndromes.
When cervical myelopathy patients lay prone – everything calms down – a test where you are laying down is probably not a good test if you are looking for active blood flow problems.
“When it gets bad, I lay down and things calm down for me.”
Often people in their pre-patient interview will tell us that their brain fog and related problems reduce in severity if they lay down. Simply they say things like:
I have neck pain, cognitive problems, insomnia, headache, dizziness, fatigue, and brain fog. When it gets bad, I lay down and things calm down for me. The problem is I am now spending days laying in bed.
Conclusion? Prone positions and non-prone positions create a different [pattern of] blood flow.
…Our testing and treatment center is equipped with x-ray diagnostics with digital motion x-ray because the traditional scans missed so many instabilities.
If the blood flow is intermittently compromised, such as only when the neck is in certain positions, it will be difficult to catch and diagnose. To assess proper blood flow to the body’s most important nerves and nervous tissue (the brain), especially with head and neck motions, we perform transcranial doppler (TCD) and extracranial Doppler (ECD) ultrasound examinations.
It is through dynamic transcranial doppler (TCD) and extracranial Doppler (ECD) ultrasound analysis that this decrease in blood supply can be documented with its root cause being compression of the arteries as they run through the cervical spine.
The problems of Atlantoaxial instability are not problems that sit in isolation. A patient that suffers from Atlantoaxial instability will likely be seen to suffer from many problems as they all relate to upper cervical neck ligament damage and cervical instability. As demonstrated below this includes cervical subluxation, (misalignment of the cervical vertabrae). One of the causes of Vertebrobasilar insufficiency is this cervical misalignment and its “pinching,” or “herniation,” not of a disc, but of the arteries themselves as we suggested above. This creates the situation of ischemia.
When the cervical spine ligaments are weakened, they cannot hold the cervical spine in proper alignment or in its proper anatomical curve. Your head begins to move in a destructive, degenerative manner on top of your neck. This is when cervical artery compression can occur.
In our 2014 research led by Danielle R. Steilen-Matias, MMS, PA-C, published in The Open Orthopaedics Journal, we demonstrated that when the neck ligaments are injured, they become elongated and loose, which causes excessive movement of the cervical vertebrae. In the upper cervical spine (C0-C2), this can cause a number of other symptoms including, but not limited to, nerve irritation, vertebrobasilar insufficiency with associated vertigo and dizziness, tinnitus, facial pain, arm pain, and migraine headaches.
Treating and stabilizing the cervical ligaments can alleviate these problems by preventing excessive abnormal vertebrae movement, the development or advancing of cervical osteoarthritis, and the myriad of problematic symptoms they cause including nerve and arterial compression.
Through extensive research and patient data analysis, it became clear that in order for patients to obtain long-term cures (approximately 90% relief of symptoms) the re-establishment of some lordosis, (the natural cervical spinal curve) in their cervical spine is necessary. Once spinal stabilization is achieved and the normalization of cervical forces by restoring some lordosis, lasting relief of symptoms was highly probable.
SAM WINCHESTER IN EVERY SPN EPISODE (100/327)
how are you watching supernatural and not seeing the incest. like what do you do when sam stares directly at dean lips, or when dean makes sam watch him have sex, or when they get mistaken as a couple and they just play along, or when dean gets a little too close to sam and he just stands still, or when they get jealous about each other's partners, or when sam cups dean's face almost the same way he does when he kisses girls, or when-
Jared Padalecki in The Making of Scoobynatural
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Every now and then, the question “What would the relationship between Sam and Dean have been like if the series had been produced by HBO?” comes up again.
Overall, I think this is a fascinating thought experiment. However, it never ceases to surprise me that there are quite a few people who believe an HBO version would have depicted incest on screen. I know we’ve had “Game of Thrones” and now “House of the Dragon,” but in my opinion, those series are different. They’re deeply rooted in the fantasy genre. And of course, “Spn” doesn’t depict real life either. But I think the fact that the world in which the story takes place is still far too similar to our own would make it harder to “accept” an incest storyline. Besides, we all know how difficult it is for the general audience to recognize nuances, think critically, and avoid immediately succumbing to misguided moral panics.
What is your take on HBOnatural?
(I've managed to accumulate quite a backlog of WW asks, so I just picked one at random to answer.)
Okay, so here's the thing...
Since the episode Ghostfacers (3x13) established that Sam and Dean actually do swear but are shown being bleeped, this opens up a huge can of "How much is the main show not showing us?"
Also, in the original version of the Pilot script, Dean is a smoker. But in the show, we never saw him smoke. However, in Born Under a Bad Sign (2x14) Dean says,
"What's going on with you, Sam? Hm? 'Cause smoking, throwing bottles at people, I mean, that sounds more like me than you."
And sure, that's a pretty minor detail, Dean says a fair amount of weird stuff, but it's enough to get my brain wheels spinning and now I'm sitting here wondering if maybe Dean's been a smoker the entire time and we were just never shown it in the series?? And if the regular series sanitized Dean's vices and the boys' language for the audience, what else might have been sanitized?
Because there are hints and jabs all throughout the series that Sam and Dean are a little too close. This gets noticed and pointed out by everyone from random, one-off characters...
Two different realtors looked at Sam and Dean and assumed they were a romantic couple and said, "We accept home owners of any race, religion, color or… sexual orientation." (1x08)
One of the werewolf college kids in Bitten looked at Sam and Dean and said, "Is it me, or are you getting a workplace romance vibe from those two?" (8x04)
To people like Lisa and Jody who knew them pretty well...
When magically forced to tell the truth, Lisa told Dean that, "… the minute that [Sam] walked through that door, I knew it was over. You two have the most unhealthy, tangled-up, crazy thing I've ever seen." (6x06)
"Come on. You and Dean? That's something special, don't you think?" Jody said to Sam, right after she'd just been talking about looking for a romantic partner for herself. (9x08)
To angels and demons teasing them about being erotically co-dependent and/or married on numerous occasions.
All that to say that there is a lot of evidence given in the show that insinuates that the Winchester brothers might be closer than we're being shown. But while I don't think that an HBOnatural version of the series would've gone full incest with it, I do think that it could've pushed and tested the boundaries a lot more than the actual series did.
I think we might've gotten them being a bit more handsy with each other, them maybe sleeping in the same bed sometimes, all tangled up together, maybe even engaging in sexual activities with others while in the same room (either each having sex with someone else or sharing a third but not touching each other, etc.), or more casual nudity between them. How much weirder all their lingering looks and physical proximity would be if they weren't concerned about maintaining a prime time, network tv rating?
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Here are my wincest fic recs after bulldozing my way back into this fandom after 5 years. ❤️ I read some of them back in the day and re-read them recently. None of these are like the other but they all punched me in the face.
The Last Outpost of All That Is by gekizetsu (Explicit, 59k) Classic. Probably the best characterization I've read of them.
Sam and Dean Winchester find themselves the sole survivors of humanity.
Waiting for Lightning to Strike by dimeliora (Explicit, 6.9k) This was so cute. Nice to see Sam giving a fuck a little earlier lol.
What if Sam never met Jess at Stanford, and all he had was time to think about what he left behind?
swelter by urchinesque (Teen, 3.7k) This one had me feeling very soft and fond. Cute and simple story.
'Jesus Christ, Sam, the place is fallin' down. You couldn't have chosen, I dunno, Chicago?' (Sam an Dean settle down after 05x22)
And at once I knew I was not magnificent by philomel (Explicit, 18k) This one felt like I was watching a movie. A very dreamy movie.
Sam dreams of horses, and spends the summer in western Virginia with Dean. Alone, together.
The Road to Hell is Paved with Our Intentions by RatFlavored (Explicit, 13k) This one might squick some ppl because blood drinking lol but i ate it up.
Sam becomes a vampire. Dean still takes him as he is.
The Ballad of the Invisible Boy by dollylux (Explicit, 57k) If I could give this a rating more explicit than explicit, I would. I was blindsided.
Sam and Dean facing their feelings throughout adolescence.
Sure Got a Dirty Mouth by JustineDelarge (Explicit, 374k) This one has a lot of smut tbh but their dynamic is lit. Also it's a novel.
The genesis is in the way Sam and Dean allow their feelings for each other to become physical. Sam is nearly 17, Dean is nearly 21.
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well i've decided i am just gonna manually paste all my created html files of the j2 con panel youtube transcripts into blogger because it's silly how much time i put into it and it only being available to me locally. and realistically, i'm very fast and efficient at data entry stuff, so me just pasting 500 some odd files and doing a few bits of typing with each one won't take me very long
and also gotta refresh my memory on how i made them to begin with so i can grab the latest panels since i did the big bulk go
decided to throw in an embed of the yt video too because why not! i've got 86 out of 547 done so far (not including the most recent ones i haven't downloaded yet)
Hey, @detailtilted, this seems like a project that might interest you.
slight hiccup in that blogger doesn't let you search for an exact phrase 😭 so i uh, had to move everything to wordpress. which didn't bring over the nicely documented tags and repeated some data twice, which was probably my poorly set up html. so i'm doing some cleanup of the imported 200 posts, and general wrapping my head around how this all works which is obviously a lot more complicated (but also a lot more customizable) than blogger. but now we have exact phrase searching, which was a must-have. with the quantity of data, it was basically useless without it. JESUS this project refuses to be easy :p
it's still a much more work in progress and i might break the view sometimes but it's here (i will do a proper post for sharing once it's done but for interested parties who want to follow along now)
and i also need to add 419 more posts lol
https://j2transcripts.wordpress.com/
did tag and category cleanup on the imported posts and added 60 more posts after that. found a good flow so should be back on track 🤞
260 down, 359 to go 🤪
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