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[cottonjisungie]

hey guys!! 

i know i haven’t really posted (again T^T) in these past few months but looking back at my drafts, im thinking of continuing my series! i finished the first part of it last year (yes, last year omg) anddd reading it again makes me want to finish the whole series!!

i’ll go with the original plan of mine with uploading one part every week once i finished writing all of them ^^

[cottonjisungie]

then suddenly i am back,,,

well… not BACK back, but just checking in cuz i lowkey missed my works and decided to look again lol

if any of my moots and followers sees this, hi again i guess ><

[cottonjisungie]

make you mine.

“to. jisung oppa

hi oppa! i’m actually two years younger than you :3

from. anon”

you smiled as you drop the baby pink envelope in jisung’s locker. you thought of giving hints on who you are every week and today’s that day.

jisung is a sophomore in the university you’re in. he’s been one of the popular type, but one of your characteristics quite match— being shy. you can’t think of any more than that, but just the thought of it make you smile uncontrollably from ear to ear with your cheeks dusted with pink.

it was already break and you told your friends to wait for you at the cafeteria and decided to put some of your textbooks in your locker. a same colored envelope you’re sending to jisung fell and caught your attention, which made you tilt your head slightly. you looked what’s inside and saw a small paper with a messy handwriting. you read it and made you smile slightly.

“to. y/n

hi! i know that you’re two years younger than me and

can’t you go to the cafeteria? i know a better place.

from. jisung”

he drew a little heart that made yours beat twice faster than normal. you turned around and saw him being pushed at your direction by his hyungs and once he’s less than a feet away facing you, you saw how he’s blushing that made your cheeks paint with pink, too.

“cute.” jeno smiled, followed by renjun smiling teasingly. “born in 2004?” jisung asked. “cute.” renjun added, the smile visible in his words. “cute.” jeno said again, giggling. you were so mesmerized that you forgot how to talk, only having to give a shy nod. jisung smiled, making your heart nearly jump out of your ribcage. “you know, born in 2004 really is... cute.” he nodded while looking at you, making chenle, who’s been quiet ever since they appeared right in front of you, let out his signature dolphin squeal. both the statement and the attention that caught by chenle made your face redder than it has ever been, making you look down, shy.

you saw him waving a strawberry milk below you, and you looked up again, seeing him giving you the milk carton. “why don’t you want me to go to the cafeteria? my friends are waiting for me there.” you shyly asked, having the courage to look at his chocolate eyes. “my hyungs got them.” he said, while the three boys wave at you two good bye, heading out to the cafeteria.

“besides, there are many boys there.” he mumbled.

“pardon?” you asked, not hearing what he said.

“nothing. let’s just work on making you mine.”

[cottonjisungie]

hi!! omg i’ve been away for so long and im so sorry for that askdjksa i didnt expect that being a senior would be stressful that i didnt had the time to make blurbs and such 😔 i’ll try to post again whenever i can!

and also to my moots, i miss having nice lil chats with u!! <33

[cottonjisungie]

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! 🏆🌸💘 Once you are given this award you’re supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it’s sweet to know someone thinks you’re beautiful inside and out! 💞💞

aww thank you!! 🥺🥺

[cottonjisungie]

[12:45]

it’s the middle of the night and you’re supposed to be already sleeping but the uncomfortable feeling you’re having prevents you otherwise.

you sighed, trying to shrug it off, snuggling to jisung beside you. it gave you comfort for a little while but the feeling rose up again making you wide awake.

you didn’t realize you’ve been shifting and moving on your shared bed for the past couple of minutes that when you faced jisung, you saw him eyeing you with heavy eyes. your eyes were leveled, breaths grazing on your skin. he gave you a warm smile and left a kiss on your forehead, followed by your cheeks, nose, and lastly placing a lingering kiss on your lips.

“it’s okay. i’m here.” he said, enveloping you with his warmth, gently placing the stray hairs blocking your face on the back of your ear.

“i know.” you whispered, snuggling to his neck. “i know.”

he held you tight on his arms, making sure you sleep first before him, covering you with love and warmth. you felt safe from his embrace, making the thoughts slip away from your mind for the night. he then felt your steady and even breaths, jisung following after you to dreamland.

but even before that, he didn’t forget to say to you what he was meaning to say since day one.

“i love you.”

you smiled on his chest, unaware that dream jisung saying those three words were not only said in your dreamland, but in the real world also.

[cottonjisungie]

haha idk if you'll see this ate pia, but i hope you're doing well and taking it easy with school 💖 and nagpaparamdam ako because i just wanted to tell you i love you a lot lot lot and i really appreciate you, even if i don't really say it much >< sending lots of love and kisses and hugs 🥺💓💓💗💖💘💖💝💟💕💞💕💕💝💟💘💟💗💕💘💞💝💞💝💘💟💗💟💘💟💝💓💝💓💘💓💗💟💘💟💝💓💓 - 💓

aww z!! 🥺🥺 sorry im not that active nowadays but im checking on here once in a while and i miss miss miss you 💓🥺 actually, school’s starting in two weeks and im nervous as heck just thinking abt it agskahksjs

ilyt and take care, okay? drink lots and lots of water!!! sending hugs and kisses with love back💓💗💕💝💘💖

we can chat if you want someone to talk to bby z 🥺 my inbox is always open <3

[jisvnq]

who are some mutuals you admire?

this is so random i love it 🥺🥺 watch me turn this into a hugeass appreeciation post 💀 thank you so much for sending this in omg and also!! if you aren't here i'm sorry 😅 i'm just still kinda shy about and really really very bad with this kind of stuff ><

here goes nothing 🤡

@aufaits ;; vera ✨💜

ok wow vera, we haven't talked much, sadly (since i'm so awkward and shy and all that bad anti-social stuff hhhh i'm sorry) but i always see vera's writing progress diary things on my dash and w o w that's so cool and one thing i admire about her 🥺 she's so ✨organized✨ i could never sjdhjs and the way she plans everything out carefully before actually writing :0 w o w (i love reading it too uwu ☺️) plus even though i don't think we've really talked one-on-one yet, i always found her really nice and she always pops up in my notifs too and 🥺 i forget i'm mutuals with her lmao since when i read her stuff it's like :0 the good stuff like w o w sjdhjsdj mwah 🥺💜

@cottonjisungie ;; ate pia ☁️💙

ate piaaaaaaaaa 🥺🥺🥺 again, idk how to explain it, but i really just admire her for... her! 🥰 like how her works are always so cute and fluffy! 🥰 and how she checks in on me every now and then as well 🥺🥺💞💞 she's really just like... a really nice older sister to me 🥺 like that kind of admiration yk? 🤧🤧 (i'm just really shy and ik you might be too 😅 so maybe it would be nice if we could talk a bit more in the future? 😅😅) mwah 🥺💙

@dreamiehrs ;; jenna 🎪💞

i have been following jenna since like..... idk i don't remember lol ik is that is been a while sjdjsk anyways, i really, really admired her for her writings before 🥺 and i really, really admire for her patience to deal with all our teasing now too 😭🤧 idk hhh i'm missing so much but my tiny and miniscule brain cannot find the words i need rn i can't ahhdjsbdjdbf but i just... 🥺✨admire✨🥺 jenna oooooo mwah 🥺💞

@dreamzenct ;; ren 🤧💘

idk how to explain it... but i just really admire ren like... like yk? just. how she's just effortlessly funny? and like how her ideas are just like 🤯🤯 yes i'm pushing on the ren galactic brain agenda what about and then like how she writes stuff that kinda end like ??????????????? and would make me die trying to get my brain to work on the 28381 possibilities that could've happened after that scene alone 🤧 and like how she's so witty (and sm0rt cmon galactic brain) !! omg she catches onto stuff really quickly and thinks up of these awesome sarcastic comebacks in .00001 seconds and they never fail to make me laugh 😭😭😂😂 and like yk how she tries her best not to make anyone feel left out 🥺 and everyone ik loves her and i just 🥺🥺🥰🥰🥰 i'm whipped wbk mwah 🥺💘

@drydrops891 ;; victoria 💛✨

the loml victoriaaaa (my wife ig 🤧) 🥺 she's just really, really nice to talk to and all and talking to her really made me admire how strong she is when i think of it 🥺🥺🤧🤧 like... yo she gives really good advice and her stories are just t h e b e s t and she tells them t h e b e s t w a y e v e r too 🥺🥺 mwah 🥺💛

@hae-sicheng ;; kara 🍧💓

that one time i ranted out during one of my worse days and kara just like sent me this really nice, and really sweet message 🥺🥺 i really... i was touched tbh especially since i was really, really down during those days and i just... really, really admired her during that time and i really, really appreciate her words 🥺 and when i get to do her tags! 🥰🥰 like, i loooove doing them and they're really fun too! so i hope she doesn't worry too much about tagging me 🥺 and like her works too omg 🥺💕💕 binge reading her masterlist on accident (was only meant to check out your barista!chenle thing sjdjskd) best accident ever sjdjsj mwah 🥺💓

@honeydh ;; emmie 🍯💛

emmieeeee 🥺🥺 i really appreciate and admire emmie like again, she's just one of the people i ✨admire✨ but i can't exactly pinpoint why ??? idk i'm probably lacking more vocabulary than i thought ( ˃̣̣̥᷄⌓˂̣̣̥᷅ ) but really 🥺 i like i appreciate how she just pop!s up into my inbox randomly like that and talk to me just be ca u s e hhh 🥺🤧🤧 emmie's writing too omg it's so soft and fluffy and comforting when it needs to be 💓 and when she sent that one renjun timestamp into my inbox because i wasn't feeling exactly well 🥺🥺🥺💕💞💕💞💖💖 mwah 🥺💛

@glossyjaems ;; louna 🧊💙

louna was like a celebrity when i first saw her blog HHHH like i knew she was friends with nana and another writer i'm even shyer about mentioning sjdhjshd and through knowing them, i came to know louna! 🥺🥺💕💞💓💖💕💟💝💗 i really admire her confidence and love to bring people together! i could only aspire to be louna pls and like when i read her jeno fic, i l o v e d it hhh 🥺🥺 and like i really, really want to get closer but i'm this shy little awkward person and idek how many times i've said that this entire post 😭😭😭🤧 and like, the l e g e n d a r y nct tumblr squad discord server omg 🤧 for me, that was really, really admirable that she did that and all just to bring people together too 🥺🥺 mwah 🥺💙

@godrics ;; miss lexi 🌹❣️

i already told her this once in a long as hell, and very embarrassing message skdjksjdjs i'm still so sorry omg hhh but lexi's blog got me into posting my writing in the first place... like i really, really love her writing skjdksjf and her renjun imagine and jisung smau were one of the first things i've read here on the nct side of tumblr! 🥺🥺 i really love and admire her and i literally squealed when she followed me back! 🥰🥰 mwah 🥺❣️

@jensungf ;; ate leyna 🍥💗

ate leynaaaaaa 🥺🥺 i really admire her a lot 🥺🤧 and i really appreciate her for checking up on me now and then as well 🥺 i wish i could be able to continue our conversations better hhh but anyways, her writing is god-tier, as i have said many times before, and i just.. admire her for all that, really 🥰🥰 i'm bad at words please forgive me, but i just really love her works, and i look up to her too and i wanna talk more but :( anyways, mwah 🥺💗

@mjlkau ;; ate anie 🧚🏻‍♀️💖

ate? mom? sjdjsjd help 💀 anywaysssss her works SJDJSKDJLSJDKDJF [← me not having proper vocabulary to describe their beauty 🤧] and when she just pops up in my inbox idk i get a bit startled because i forget i'm mutuals with her 😂😂 idk how to describe h e r either but there's just this ✨admiration✨ i feel for her yk? (no? i'm weird yes) like i just feel comfortable calling her ate and all 😂😂🥰 and i'd really like to talk more but i'm afraid i'll be a bother & i'm like super shy 🤡 what type of clownery is this smh mwah 🥺💖

@nanasarea ;; mama nana 🥺❤

i died when miss nana followed me back JDHSJDH i was vv inactive for a long, long period of time and like i came across nana's works and like 🥰🥰 the first one i came across was that jisung as your bff one! and honestly i checked out stalked her blog, found all the rest of her works fell in love with the "as your bff series", and yooooooo she writes good! she was like a celebrity to me 🥺 and confession sjdhks: i've been an anon on her blog even before the whole 🍓 anon thing started KSJDKSBDKE plus her interactions with everyone made me so 🥺🥺🥰🥺🥰🥰🥺🥰 that i wanted to become more active and online on this blog and interact with everyone more too hhhhh mwah 🥺❤

@sodiumjeonghee ;; yuri 🍡💕

yuri... just a heads up, her blog is blank so going there won't do any of you any good sjjdjs but i just love love love talking to her and she actually has saved me from deleting this sideblog and my mainblog a few times hhh i love love love her too and i am totally and fully convinced she is my soulmate 🥺🥺 (who lives on the literal other side of the world and 12 hours later than me rip) but anyways, i really admire how she's so mature but still knows how to mess around sjdhsj i honestly and genuinely admire the way she's been able to deal with my extreme mood fluctuations like 😭😭 i'm so so sorry for that and i'm so so grateful for her presence 🤧🤧 i also admire how she can manage to go along with whatever i say, tipsy drowsy or not, and how she's so, so supportive of everyone and mwah 🥺💕

[cottonjisungie]

ah z, my babie! 🥺💓💞💘💗 you’re literally the cutest, i swear ahsljaksjak

[cottonjisungie]

*hugs you real tight* would you please send this to the first 10 people in your dash? make sure someone gets a hug today and stay safe! 💕🌸✨🤗 [lots of love love love for youuu 🥰🥰💗💝💝💞💖💞 - z💓]

*hugs you back too* ilysm z ahskjshsks 🥺💗💓

[cottonjisungie]

the words from me are: ate 🥰, soft 🥰, jisung 🥰 your url just screams SOFT JISUNG and your content DOES NOT disappoint 🥰🥰🥰💘💓💗💓💕💝💝💕💞💟 also!! i love you ate pia 🥰🥰🥰💖💘💗💟💗💞💗💞💕💓💝💗💝💘💝💗💖💘💖💟💘💞💗💕💓💓💞

thank u bby z!! motivation’s been so far away from me that’s why im not posting much :// (also because of school 😔) it means a lot to me when u said my content doesn’t disappoint 🥺💓 i love love love love you tooooo!!! 💓💓💘💞💗💝

[qualitystart]

saw this on twitter… new ask game maybe?

[cottonjisungie]

[2:30]

you waking up in the middle of the night, facing the love of your life, sleeping peacefully beside you. his arms were thrown over your torso, legs tangled with yours under the covers, making you warm and cozy. his soft, even breaths and the quiet sound of your ac makes you more drowsy than you already are.

“if this is a dream, i don’t want to wake up ever again.” you whispered to yourself, snuggling closer to jisung.

you closed your eyes in content but opened them again slowly when you felt the soft press of his lips on your forehead, pulling you closer to him, enveloped with his love.

“then, i’ll stay with you in this dreamland forever.” he whispered back, feeling the smile forming on your lips on his shoulder.

[cottonjisungie]

hey guys!!

sorry im not that active these days,,, school’s just around the corner and im currently preparing for it (also because it’s my first year being a senior so im a nervous wreck rn) :// i’ll still be on here checking once in a while but my wips are on hold right now, so i’m sorry if your requests aren’t coming out yet 🤧

anyways, i hope you’re all doing good and always be safe!! (knowing what’s happening in our world rn 😐)

[cottonjisungie]

Omg you’re so nice for tagging me on that post 😭 I nearly dropped MY phone when you followed me, your writing is amazing 😭😭💕

aaaAaAaAaaAaaAa thank you omg im— ahslwijdkajdk 🥺💗💓💖💕💘💝💞

[cottonjisungie]

soo either tumblr tags aren’t working in my recent posts or just they weren’t that good 🤷🏻‍♀️

[2006barbie-deactivated20210102]

which season are you ?

[lunareclips4]

I’m autumn🤗

@tomfreakinghollandneedsaoscar @jjsredhat @jjsmaybcnk @rretrophilee @latenitewolves @mrsmaybankhere @rudysrings @drewstarkey @softstarkey

[tomfreakinghollandneedsaoscar]

I’m winter 💙

@pit-zuh @scandalousfemale @lokiqueenofasgard @drew-starkey

[purple-pit]

im autumn 🍂 :DD

@futuretaxcheat @obxmxybxnk @livinglikepogues @socialwriter @sortagaysortahigh @outerbankslut

[outerbankslut]

I’m winter ❄️

@outrebanx @angellissy @starlightstarkey @sguymon21 @jjsredhat @pankowrudeth

[saharamae21]

I’m spring 🌷

@obxmxybxnk @obbx-tings @jiaraendgame @potterheadhollander @lindzaylove @baby-pogue

[lindzaylove-deactivated20250311]

autumn

“you’re a quiet surprise, you’re not someone who people notice often because you keep to yourself and you prefer to observe. you like to be sure of things and often inadvertly reassure those around you. the best part of knowing you is realising how much there is to you. you’re so kind not in large amplified ways but in small ways, you do good upon others as you wish the same for yourself. the world isn’t as cold and gloomy because you’re in it.”

@highschooldreamer11 @1eehi @jisungssmile @lucyepiccrash

[lucyepiccrash]

summer 🥺💛

@jisungshotfirst @loonizpink @honeysticksandflowers @bbinie @hwisgf @minhobins

[ppoyeomz]

summer too 🥺🥺🥺

@4seungmins @timothytheowl @end-me-tm @sharkie-stay @xiaocity

[roshnis-deactivated20220517]

summer!

@lilyunhowrites @woonggis @oneredpineapple @forever-rain-mp3 and @iknowsongbutidontknowsongname

[hwanung-deactivated20221124]

spring :D

@yunhowhoitiss @x1aojun @hyuckiebuns @oh-my-vocal-unit @yunhoway @nafnifnice @randomkpopfiction

[yunhoway]

autumn🥺

@curanonemu @barsformars @rosy-wooyoung @masterninjacow @vocalyunho

[rosy-wooyoung]

summer! 🥰

@closer-stars @atbzkingdom only if you want it!!

[atbzkingdom-deactivated20210509]

summer 💛

@chaoticdeobi @juyeonzz @fluffytbz

[chaoticdeobi-deactivated2021100]

autumn 🧡

tagging: anybody!

[ncteaxhoe]

spring! 🌸🌷🙃 

tagging: @hyucks-archive @hyxckii @nakamotoyutae @ethaeriyeol @butterbeeryuta @fullsuh @nayvisa @amberness

[qju-remade-deactivated20201119]

Autumn✨

Tagging : @cloudyutaa, @xoxohyuck, @nctream, @riskyrenjun, @hyuckieloves, @ddonghyuckss, @cuddlyhyuck, @neodrabbles, @kirei-markeu, @prettydeadlykpop, @dreamsaboutnct, @neomumark, @renjunspelvis, @renjincty, @gohyuck, @markheehee and anyone!

[untitled99803]

Spring 💛💛

Tagging : @souljaems @glossyjaems @cutebutapsychoo (and everyone who wants to)

[glossyjaems-deactivated20210830]

Winter

Tagging: @angelicmark , @souljaems , @jaemallow @jisvnq @strawjaem @peachjaem00

[jisvnq]

spring :3

tagging! @cottonjisungie @jisungsmochi @jisvngy

[cottonjisungie]

ooh im autumn 🍂 🍁

tagging // no one! but if anyone sees this that wants to try this out,, im rlly curious which season you are ^^

[cottonjisungie]

[4:48]

the drops of rain can be heard softly dropping on the car roof, droplets slowly trailing on the windows. you and jisung were having an early morning ride, you wanting to see the sunrise on the beach with him. unfortunately, rain fell hard, making jisung stop driving for a moment because of the slippery road. you fell asleep on the way with a little blanket covering your figure, the calm splatters of rain lulling you more to deep sleep.

without you noticing, your blanket slipped from your shoulders, making you shudder slightly. you shift to your side, finding a warm spot, facing jisung. he looked at you lovingly, quietly chuckling at himself at how cute you are pouting at the lack of warmth.

he leaned on you, making your seat fall back. “i love you, sungie.” you mumbled in your sleep, dreaming about your adventures together, maybe from flying around the world to just sitting by the edge of a cliff on a waterfall. he smiled to himself, placing a warm, gentle kiss on your forehead, making you sleepily smile also.

jisung put back your blanket up to your chin, making sure you’re enveloped enough with warmth and love.

“i love you, too.” he whispered back, leaning back on the driver’s seat after lowering it in your level. he stared at your sleeping figure, his eyes feeling heavy.

the skies are now clear, the sun slowly rising in front of you. maybe you’ll have to see the sunrise next time, but you’ll surely be seeing the sunset later.