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the BLOOD guy.

[countbaacula]

Support Diyaa: A Home, a Future, and Hope Lost in Gaza

Hello everyone , My name is Diyaa , I am 28 years old, and I live in Gaza—or at least, I used to. I am the sole provider for my family of 9

count/hav (generally prefer being called count online ^_^) | he/it

tme white usamerican. aro bi. bigender and transitioning transmasculinely. marxist-leninist

i am a Vampire. a Sheep. a Dragon. and a Male Bird. i am also an assortment of Fictional Guys. check the havimals and countcore tag for more information!!

anon is off because having anon on is a death wish and i have no reason for it

gtfo if u are the following

zionists (yes, this includes lib zionists who are "pro palestine". no the fuck you are not. if you are especially hostile to antizionist jews, this is certainly not the place for you.)

transmisogynists (includes transmisandry/transandrobros. transandrophobia is functionally illogical and an unhelpful descriptor for violence we face as transmasculine people. anyone who polices the words trans women use to describe their oppression and oppressors, anyone who participates in mass harassment of transfems. idc what she did, callouts are functionally unhelpful.) this is a DISTINCTLY transfeminist space.

cruel to polyamorous people

the usual bunch who dont really care or read dnis. racists sexists nazis etc

id prefer minors dont follow or engage with me but hey, if you get something important out of my blog i wont shut you out. id just prefer not to chat W u :thumps up:

generally i will just block you if you irritate me too much. Trust me

my icon is my own art! you can find more of it, alongside other original content at @atalevs

💖@focafurineuvi 💖@deltenna 💖 @lyralegato💖 the sweetiepeas

[sharkstonbarkston]

tbh i do hope that pjackk is alive and well and at peace

[fullrnetalwindbreaker]

i hope that son a bitch is nothing but rust and bones

[gaycop]

i hope i get a shiny red bicycle for my birthday

[capnsoapy]

okay but seriously what's going on with [tumblr] moderation right now

[capnsoapy]

okay but seriously seriously

[capnsoapy]

Not even in an "I'm outraged" kind of way, in a "genuinely perplexed as to what could be going on behind the scenes to produce these outcomes." I want to stop staring at the shadows on the wall and exit Plato's allegory of the website moderation

[jingerpi]

"reblog to give a trans woman soup"

- 144k notes

"trans women experience misogyny because they're women"

- you are now on a blocklist

[saejima-nyan04]

we all had a pjackk dead wife flashback today

[guelwaar]

like in general making care work dependent on sentimentality is a fucking bad idea lol, to some extent you can't really prevent the fact that people interacting with one another will probably feel some type of way about each other but esp when you are taking on a role where people depend on you for basic bodily care tasks, necessary medications, proper performance of potentially dangerous procedures &c it's not actually about YOU or your feelings at all & the more you make it into that type of ego trip looking for self satisfaction because youre soooooo self sacrificing and empathetic and you love your patients sooooooooo much -- the less you actually see & think about & serve those patients. never confuse personal fondness for evidence you are doing right by that person -- completely irrelevant & not at all protective against or mutually exclusive of abuse. people who are disliked or dislikable also need care! you signed up to provide it to them. if you cannot do bear to do that and do it fucking well then find a different job

[squeakitties]

the author's barely disguised spy from team fortress 2

[maidthings]

rest in peace you worthless shitmetal buffoon

[manuciruja]

awww the like button turns into a rainbow when you press it! that's so cute...hey staff what's with all the trans women you keep nuking?

[manuciruja]

i think we should be ridiculing them more for this. you don't get to try and go all "queer website" when your staff likes to go on nuking sprees targeting the trans fem users

[smadsel]

would be remiss not to mention that the rainbow notably straight up just removed the trans flag colors from it. like they’re gone. it’s the progress flag minus the trans flag colors.

[smadsel]

that’s not the whole flag, now is it

[manuciruja]

hey staff what the fuck

[villainessbian]

hey staff don't you think you're being too on-the-nose

[shrodingers-catgirl]

HEY STAFF DONT YOU THINK YOU'RE BEING TOO ON-THE-NOSE

[cartoon-fanaticism]

GLaDOS voice: "Would you like to see some artwork I generated? I've heard from other test subjects that AI-generated artwork produces an uncanny valley response in human viewers because they can't perceive it as fully real. They've told me that it looks absolutely hideous to them, that they can't imagine anything more disgusting than AI art. But, well I've been practicing and wanted your honest opinion. Feel free to let me know how ugly you find this by ranking it on a scale from 'vomit-inducing' to 'eye-bleeding'." A robotic arm lowers from the ceiling holding a hand mirror up to Chell's face

[wassuppeas]

[lakewinnipeg]

need

[psi-hate]

[shegayonmygirl]

tilejob from a girl with huge mahjongs

[catboybiologist]

After some years of HRT I've been left with this deep, low simmering rage. Because what do you mean it was always this easy to be happy

[catboybiologist]

I take a shot once a week, and even if that was too much, I could do it as pills, and so many of my problems just evaporated overnight.

And not one person thought to bring it up.

When I was talking about how horrifying puberty felt. When I was cutting myself. When I was in inpatient care. When I attempted suicide. When I talked for YEARS in therapy about how dissociated and trapped I felt in my body. When I felt like I never truly fixed something that was deeply wrong about me that started at puberty.

Not one person said it was a possibility. No one thought "hey, maybe this kid should go to someone trained to identify dysphoria". No one mentioned that trans people weren't some weird other group of people. It didn't have to be pressure. It didn't have to be "forcing" me. Just mentioning that trans people exist and it could be me. That it was possible and it was easy. No pushing, just laying the option out there.

HRT is treated like this last ditch option. This horrific, mutilating thing that I GUESS we can give to you if you have NO OTHER options. Because did you know it's permanent? Did you know you'll be on it for the rest of your life? Did you know the health risks? Did you know it'll make you infertile? Did you know that it's deviant? Did you know that it's an alternative lifestyle for other people?

No one said it was okay to WANT it to be permanent. Or noted that most people are reliant on the medical system in one way or the other anyways (and it's not even necessary for HRT). Or that the health risks are the normal parts of having that hormone, even in cis people of your gender. Or said it was okay to not want kids, or mention that you can just freeze gametes. Or acknowledged that the "deviant" people are just people, living their lives, that have been violently pushed out of "normal" society.

I grew up in an area that Republicans mock for being a kind of "woke central". And even then it's just. Not treated as an easy option. It was never on the table if you don't specifically already know you're going through gender stuff, and no one will help you get to that point. At which point, it's still treated like the last ditch option. Did you know you can be a feminine man? Did you know you can slap a "she/her" in your twitter bio and be done with it? Did you know that you're oh-so-valid without it? Did you know that you shouldn't take HRT? Maybe don't take HRT? Don't take HRT? Don't take HRT? Don't ta-

When you've been in it a while, HRT is the easiest, most casual thing in the world. Just pop a shot on a Saturday as part of your "everything shower" routine and you're done.

Anyways. Support trans kids always and forever.

[catboybiologist]

And if anyone comes swinging in here with "but Sierra you don't have to take HRT to be trans this is toxic" I'm going to fucking scream, because that is the status quo. "Just do this without doing this" has become a "give them an inch" refrain when making ourselves "acceptable" to the cis. Of COURSE you don't need to take HRT. I'm only reminded of it a dozen times a day.

[lakemojave]

People are unfazed if you hate women but if you dislike dogs they assume you're a bad person

[neuronary]

"the only difference between a cult and a religion is the scale"

NO. NO IT ISN'T. THIS IS WHAT THE CULTS WANT YOU TO THINK IT IS NOT TRUE. THERE ARE RELIGIONS THAT ARE NOT CULTS AND CULTS THAT ARE NOT RELIGIOUS AND YOU MUST LEARN THE DIFFERENCE

[hagiomoto]

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[soup-mother]

The prevailing view of suicide and self harm to most parents is basically rapid onset internet illness. Which is ironic given nearly every single person I know who has self harmed or tried to kill themselves has been in large part because of their family, but also not surprising because yeah no shit they're not going to think about their own personal role in making their property kid miserable.

[soup-mother]

Ultimately if they actually cared about reducing it they'd not take away all your autonomy and rights ('cus yknow, not having any freedom whatsoever is a great way to want to kill yourself), but they don't care about that. they care about it not making them look bad to others or making them feel like bad parents, and they will spin it to whatever personal narrative they see fit or profitable. Your kid killed themselves because you were abusing them? They must have been brainwashed online into doing this. I mean fucking hell: Your kid was murdered in a hatecrime by some classmates? This must be because of social media.

It's all gender and property relations all the way down. Parents and "suicide survivors" (meaning people who know people who died. not people who survived suicide) are never going to meaningfully actually advocate for the things that make people not want to hurt or kill themselves in the first place because that's ultimately not actually what they care about, they just don't want the negativity associated with someone they know/own killing themselves.