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Lowkey making this blog into a public diary hah.
Art school has pushed me in a bit of an artblock, and you'd think that people who have more experience in that whole thing would know how to deal with that, but we are all just the same.
It's a bunch of burnouts teaching future burnouts (well with like a few being ok and actually motivated)
Other than that, I feel like i'm very close to returning to some lost interests, and rediscovering my shit. Been lost for a while, but I'm coming home.
I'm replaying life is strange, and Max is actually lowkey an asshole. I guess most people there are, but like what?
I bought a daily planner that is physical and I feel like an important businessman from 2000's. What I have realised is if there's no more space on the page, I probably wont have time to do it.
idea that came to me in a dream this morning: two male warriors, perhaps in some kind of fantasy world, prevented from being together by the homophobia of their environment, both wish as they're dying to be reincarnated as a woman so that they could be together in their next life.
they're then reverse-isekai'd into our world, where they BOTH get their wish. what if we were both boys and we were both girls. *yuri-fies your doomed yaoi*
two normal young women who are also scarred war veterans, star-crossed lovers across time and space!! approaching mundane everyday problems with a comedically military attitude that is gradually revealed to be not so comedic and actually PTSD!! can they find the courage to be gay with each other this time, but in a lesbian way?! find out on the next installment of, uh, My Battlefield Lover and I Were Both Reincarnated as Teenage Girls and We Still Can't Confess!!
(there's also the option of one or both having gender dysphoria and transitioning "back" to male, one or both being trans girls......gee protag-chan how come your mom lets you be trans and cis at the same time...but I digress lol)
Them fitting just right in with other girls because they keep looking for pretty clothing to "match their status" or being super into pink clothes.
Teenage boys disliking them for being "horse girls" when in fact both of them yearn for a trusty steed.
Both are super into fencing!!!
I want more mushroom representation in media, but it's almost always made to be psylocibin - why? Give me more Dorohedoro yknow
They feel like they're the same
Some hand sheets I made for the animation team! I looked at how Dana drew hands a lot and coupled it with my own anatomical knowledge of hands.
I hate hypocrisy, it's stupid.
I don't know if it's because I lack empathy or because I'm actually an alien from outerspace or something, but It makes me genuinely angry when someone is being blatantly hypocritical.
Like my brother who's screaming about how bad abusers are while actively dissmissing me, a survivor of abuse, because it's simply harder to take care of the wounded than scream slogans.
Or the so called friends that claim they like your company but only hang out with you when you are useful and have no time for you when you need them.
The parents that fill social media timelines with thoughts about the children when they haven't sat down and played or talked with their kid in 3+ years
The self righteous bastards that have had the 5th beer in the bar and are loudly discussing how bad junkies are.
trans people will literally go “i have a complicated relationship with my history with gender and sometimes see it as a gender i ‘used to be’ and i don’t really look like a cis person of either gender and i don’t think i can fit it into simple categories” and everyone will spontaneously combust
i remember being at some lgbtqia+ group when i was at an all girl’s school and i was one of two trans people, i was the only butch or even vaguely masculine person in the room, and i said something along the lines of “i consider myself a guy who used to be a girl” and five minutes later one of my friends(if you would say that ig) went “yeah so he was always a boy, he just didn’t know it yet” about me. and i had to stand there like What Did I Just Say. Can Anyone Hear Me
now i make posts like “sometimes trans men used to be girls and sometimes trans women used to be boys and it’s ok if we think about it like that” and everyone immediately acts like they want me dead
Do you really want to be a trad wife/trad husband or is it just the primal urge for a big happy family that is impossible to reach because you've alienated yourself from your own parents and comunity because internet content conditioned you into believing that every mistake the older generation made should automatically be seen as a form of abuse while you are fed idealised fantasies of a bygone era of people that don't exist anymore?
Whenever I find myself disasociating It always feels like i'm inside a slice of life anime and I have no means of stopping it.
Like rn
I am stuck inside an animated realm and I can't leave until something gut wrenchingly realistic happens to me. And deep down I also know that it will and it makes me exponentially more and more stressed. Help
I'm watching a bl anime and only like 6 episodes in did I realise it's a black butler fanfic
i think when we used to point out that a story didn't need a sex scene what we meant was "this story reduces its women to mere sex objects and gives them no interiority so the sex scenes are gratuitous and geared towards the male gaze" it wasn't the sex that bothered us per se it was the objectification of female characters while givig them little to no consequence to the overall story but nowadays people mean "sex is icky and gross and has no merit to ever be portrayed in our arts which should be good and pure and never ever make ME feel discomfort" and it's like. i bet a bowl of unfrosted flakes looks real good to you rn
Alright kids say it with me
My thoughts don’t make me a bad person
My feelings don’t make me a bad person
My thoughts, feelings, and impulses only exist inside my head, and none of it matters unless I act on it
Nobody can see my thoughts or emotions
The only things anyone can see and judge me on are my actions
There’s no such thing as a thought crime
thank u
You can have harmful beliefs and harmful impulses and harmful urges and not be evil. You can make yourself aware that these things are harmful and take steps to correct yourself and not be evil. You can walk around with the urge to kick puppies all goddamn day and as long as you are capable of redirecting that impulse to something benign then it doesn’t matter. I don’t know how else to say this
Yes, but you are missing the part, where this is okay for everybody, except for me.
As someone who has struggled with that exact thought, I personally try to kick it back with “if it’s weird to think I’m specially and uniquely better than everyone else, it’s equally weird to think I’m specially and uniquely worse”
I have PTSD that I ignored for like almost 10 years, because I thought there's no way I as a teenager have experienced the same amout of stress as like a war veteran right? The only reason I even started suspecting it's PTSD was because my symptoms started to be suspiciously similar to those experienced by ww1 veterans. I went out to seek therapy, started to figure this shit out and slowly accept the fact that I have to live my life traversing these symptoms with care and was actually getting better and all untill there was this wave of reels and tiktoks of people bitching about their queer friends having ptsd. All those "when you wake up with walls of text because you triggered kai" videos made me feel super guilty for a while but like...
What do they think happens when a person with ptsd gets triggered? They do realise that we don't get just slightly uncomfortable, right?
