Jay :)

um um my brain inside of brain filled with ADHD (bees) he/they, 18

[crowbrainss]

an intro post perchance

bare with me i’ve never done one of these before

hi!! i’m Jay, 18, and genderqueer?? agender?? transmasc?? idk?? gender i hardly know her?? but i use he/they pronouns

my main(?) account is @ccrowteethh but this one is much more spam and violent babbling

my brain is filled with bees (adhd) and brainrot for many pieces of media- Hannibal, Dexter, The Magnus Archives, Deadpool, my OCs, crows and many other critters

i’m very very normal about all of them 👍👍

at my core i am a goblin who adores trinkets, the personification of a crow, and am incredibly interested in dead things, bugs, cryptids and creatures, clowns (man idk why), punk rock and metal music and so much more

i post from a dark den in the woods :)

really i’m just a little guy

[netherworldpost]

“Why should rich people pay more” because fuck ‘em

“So you are okay for paying more when you have money” I am not excluded from ‘fuck ‘em’ when relevant

[pedulum-chronometry]

“I am not excluded from ‘fuck ‘‘em’ when relevant” is surprisingly powerful as both a statement and philosophy

[marsapartment]

Just going to leave this here!

[rjamakusa92-deactivated20180623]

Of fucking course.

Superman, the embodiment of American Values, the beacon of Conservatism and Americana.Being used to push a political agenda that is the complete opposite of who he is as a character.

Just to be expected. Superman the embodiment of conservative American values can’t be a conservative or believe in conservative values in today’s world.Because GOD FORBID Superman stand for something!

Rather than flowing with the tide of the liberals who own the rights to him!

[dykedekuremade]

Hey do you know who Jerry Siegel and Joe Schuster are?

[nonbinarysasquatch]

Superman’s very first story literally dubs him “Champion of the Oppressed.” He stops a wife beater from killing his wife and threatens a lobbyist.

Superman has literally never been a beacon of conservatism. Superman is meant to be an ideal. He’s aspirational. And he’s a goddamn immigrant created by two Jewish men who were the sons of immigrants.

[osheamobile]

Superman is not just a refugee, he’s an undocumented immigrant. Just because he’s white-passing and enjoys Ma Kent’s apple pie, that has never meant that he is not a refugee or an undocumented immigrant.

Though I hesitate to use the term because no human beings are illegal, he is quite literally an illegal alien.

[a-multifandom-mess12]

I love that Hannibal could be a fantastic psychiatrist if he wanted to be. But instead he’s just like. “What if. I make u worse?🤭😁”

[crowbrainss]

normalize engaging in medical malpractice

[gabessquishytum]

"He Would Not Fucking Say That" is whatever to me. For me it's always "He Would Not Fucking LOOK Like That". Why does he have abs. Why is he dehydrated. Someone help him

[discocuttlefish]

Forget the murders, Dexter's real crime was throwing all that plastic sheeting into the ocean.

[valtsv]

it really is insane how waking up early will grant you access to some of the most beautiful sights and sensations in the world that will make you want to live forever, but only if you overcome the gauntlet of a thousand razors that is getting out of bed early. truly one of life's little saw traps.

[crowbrainss]

The Crow (1994) enjoyer to transmasc pipeline should be studied

[nerdicornthetrekkie]

Me: look at all my murder blorbos from my murder shows! what if they were friends!

*thinks about it for a minute*

Me: they would not be friends

[darkpsychoterapist]

More often, many of our inner demons originate in our souls in childhood. The years of childhood are the most important in life.

And you will fight for the rest of your life to get rid of these little dark monsters 🩸🔪🚬

[zaricats]

i am what you made me: unlovable

LETTER TO HIS FATHER (1919, franz kafka) FRANKENSTEIN (1818, mary shelley) GREAT EXPECTATIONS (1860, charles dickens) DEXTER (2008, "our father", dir. keith gordon) ELEKTRA (420-414 BC, sophocles) THE LAST DAYS OF JUDAS ISCARIOT (2005, stephen adly guirgis) PARADISE LOST (1667, john milton) SHARP OBJECTS (2006, gillian flynn)

[petertqrk]

This is not self-pity but the coldest, clearest self-knowledge. I am unlovable. Following Harry's plan, I have tried to involve myself in other people, in relationships, and even—in my sillier moments—in love. But it doesn't work. Something in me is broken or missing, and sooner or later the other person catches me Acting, or one of Those Nights comes along.

I can't even keep pets. Animals hate me. I bought a dog once; it barked and howled—at me—in a nonstop no-mind fury for two days before I had to get rid of it. I tried a turtle. I touched it once and it wouldn't come out of its shell again, and after a few days of that it died. Rather than see me or have me touch it again, it died.

Nothing else loves me, or ever will. Not even—especially—me. I know what I am and that is not a thing to love. I am alone in the world, all alone, but for Deborah. Except, of course, for the Thing inside, who does not come out to play too often. And does not actually play with me but must have somebody else.

— Jeff Lindsay, Darkly Dreaming Dexter

[crowbrainss]

thrifted an antler from value village of all places and i’m having feelings about it

it makes me wonder about who owned it before, why was it so dirty? did they not care to clean and care for it? and just tossed it away when they were done with it.

now i get to take it, to be so excited to get it, to clean and wipe away all the filth from before. to let it be treasured and honoured once again. i hope the animal it came from can feel my love.

the antler if anyone was wondering

[crowbrainss]

having big feelings about cannibalism as a metaphor for love..as one does..

the concept of, being so obsessed and in love with someone that you crave to physically consume them, make them apart of you, as well as giving yourself up to be consumed by that person to truly be one with them,, has me foaming at the mouth

[bored-skid]

Me seeing anything spider-man spideypool or parksborn related

[astraldemise]

"little" and "freak" are my favourite adjective noun combo. like not only are you peculiar in nature but you are also rather small.