Crowleysmistress

Samifer lover. Absolute Sam girl. Proship even if not my personal HC. This is Fanfic, helps process life, improve writing skills and make online friends. Don’t shitpost, stir drama - do bring interesting ideas and HC.

[spn-au-bang]

Sign-ups Open!!

SPN AU Reverse Bang 2026

Link to the Schedule/FAQ/Rules: Google Doc

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This bang welcomes crossovers of all sorts along with all SPN and SPN RPF prompts. This is a ship-and-let-ship kind of bang and welcomes all ships including wincest.

The only things not allowed:

- AI generated content 😠

- Underage sex content 🔞

- Bashing each other's yum on the Discord server 😑

Click below the line if you like your schedule in text format. 💖

SPN AU Reverse Bang Schedule 2026

May 1, 2026

Artist/Author sign-ups open 

June 14, 2026

Art submission form opens 

July 11, 2026

Last day to submit art for claims, artist sign-up closed

July 12-16, 2026

Claims gallery preview for authors

July 18/19, 2026

Claims round 1 and 2 (public claims follow if needed)

July 22, 2026

Latest date teams will be announced. 

August 16, 2026

Team check-in 

Concept and rough plot idea must be shared with artist

September 19, 2026

Team check-in (promo details and posting date preferences)

Promo details and 100% complete banner due

50% draft fic submission required to bang and your artist

September 27, 2026

Posting date announcements

October 1-31, 2025

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3 Days before posting

Fic and additional art must be 100% complete & shared with author/artist for draft posting

November 1-30, 2026

Posting begins

(voluntary/additional art must be 100% complete by now)

[crowleysmistress]

This one is going to be FUN!

[yoannspn]

He walks a thin line.

And that's a wrap for my own celebration of Sam's bday :'3 Thank you, everyone!

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Here's the king version:

. Here's the dark king version:

[crowleysmistress]

I really like how the dark side is cosmos. Itches at my astrology side. But also the Morning Star, sigh.

[suncaptor]

Sam being incapable of perceiving what was going on and made to enjoy sleeping with Toni in his mind 🤝 Sam being drugged to be so in love with Becky despite not wanting her while she makes out with him and marries him 🤝 Sam being told to have better taste because he was attracted to Meg before she assaulted him 🤝 Sam welcoming Lucifer's touch and kissing him when they first meet because he's in Jess's form 🤝 You let me in. You wanted me, partner.

[suncaptor]

#he wouldn't take no for an answer :(

[crowleysmistress]

One of my favorite stories is Sam magic potions himself to fake date Lucifer so he can save Dean.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/60428788

[crowleysmistress]

Holy hell

https://x.com/m1lsamwinch/status/2059964517740650526?s=20

[gristyping]

A shared understanding and an unexpected friendship [13.12, 13.21, 13.22]

[crowleysmistress]

Trauma bonding at its finest. Surviving Lucifer is not the only thing that unites them but it is the main thing.

[alaspapilio]

[crowleysmistress]

Oooofff

Other people’s art

[normalbrothershow]

Ruth panel

Question about Sam & Rowena's relationship, and "why was Rowena so maternal to Sam but not to Crowley"

Ruth: "It's interesting that you see it as maternal", how she thinks that the reason people view it like that is because Rowena is older than Sam & Dean and a woman. But that it wasnt maternal. Rowena and Sam's relationship was not maternal, they were "peer survivors", on equal standing, who both went through something horrible with Lucifer, and through that connected with each other. That they were two people who understood each other and that "they had a soft spot for each other".

And also that Rowena was still a Crowley's mother, and acted like a mother, but not in a traditional mommy way. But rather like "be a bloody king" and trying to steer him, like a strict mother with expectations. But also that after Crowley died, she showed more of her "maternal" side through the grief and wanting him back.

[crowleysmistress]

Another great example of let’s listen to the actors. I’ve never seen it as maternal, but rather trauma bonded, there is physical attraction for sure which I think would be marred by Lucifer, and the possibility of tutor/apprenticeship in magic.

She’s narcissistic and not motherly and that complicated relationship with motherhood is wonderfully explored within her relationship with Crowley.

Sam already has a difficult mother relationship to deal with- no need to add a secondary one. The story showed us he needed to have someone else who actually understood what being and surviving a relationship with Lucifer looked like.

[crowleysmistress]

When I watched SPN the first time, I didn’t see Destiel or Wincest at all. I think that’s normal people viewing experience 🤷🏽‍♀️ I started consuming media and that introduced shipping. I could see Destiel but only in the flirty beginning- not after Godstiel.

Wincest, I could see the extreme codependency and the something unspoken from the pilot but it felt like it would stay under the skin, not enough to burst.

I started writing and went with Samifer because the domestic non-con elements and the free-will versus destiny with a religious backdrop allow me to explore and process my own traumas related to these areas. I can make other relationships do the same things (as my Destiel AU demonstrates) but Samifer canonically is already set up for it.

Jensen Ackles, the actor, is someone I see as a really professional, nice in a detached way, actor who was the co-lead of the show I fucking love and that I create fan-fic for and participate in fandom spaces and events in. He’s very pretty but not my type. All this to say, I really don’t pay much attention to him.

When I heard this audio I was livid. Distraught. Indignada. It felt so violating. Frustrating.

I have read before that Jensen is a publicist’s dream, because he plays nice and gives answers that don’t rock the boat. Well here he said No - he was firm and he made Misha back track on his fanning the flame and fix his prior statements. He said in 15 years I never played it like that and no there is no Destiel - not for Dean and not for Jensen.

I fucking love that for him- standing up for himself. I was angry at the fans still trying to bully him into saying what they wanted and at Misha’s long winded response, to try to not seem like a liar (7 out of the 10 mins or so are him BS). I didn’t like how it felt like an attack when this is a fictional character, fictional speech, fictional intention and years ago. But if anyone knew what that character felt it would be the guy who gave him life for 15 years.

Shipping happens after the show airs, based on how you view it and how it affects you. So it’s a you thing- not an actor thing. Some people ship bc people look physically good together. Some people bc they like the dynamics. Some people bc of representation. Some times the story arc is leading to that and sometimes it’s not. You pick it up and use it- over there in your 🏝️and don’t confuse it with the actual story told.

And you don’t bully the actors!

[jaredwithab]

Up close and Personal

[crowleysmistress]

Ah I always thought possessing Vince was a gift, not an insult. At least I think Lucifer would see it so.

[why-choose]

Sometimes it genuninely makes me sick to think of how long Lucifer was in the cage waiting for an apocalypse he didn’t really want planned for by his father and a human who was promised to him that he knew didn’t deserve to have to shoulder that responsibility.

Bare minimum with the assumption that 4 months equals 40 years and Lucifer got thrown in the cage right after Cain and Abel, that’s approximately 30,000,000 years. But then you also have the fan theory that deeper you go into hell, the longer the time dilation and it could be anywhere from 10 times to 1000 times that number.

Millions of years of being in cold, burning fire, tortured every which way, dark (he was the lightbringer, imagine being in a place where your incredible legendary light is doing about as much good as a birthday candle), isolated in a way angels were never meant to be.

How was he not MORE insane?? How did he still have such a capacity to be calm and empathetic to both Nick and Sam? To ask Michael to walk off the chessboard? To have tears and disgust at killing Gabriel like he was being rend in two? I can’t fucking believe it was one big cartoonishly evil ploy of manipulation and lies, no one can hold themselves together like that after suffering that immensely without any cracks of truth slipping through. Which means it was genuine and real. All of it. He cared! Even if his grace was flayed beyond recognition, to the very fiber of who he was, he still didn’t have his heart in it all. All he wanted was his father’s and his sibling’s love and for the creation to be made beautiful again.

It’s a joke, a big, heart-wrecking joke for the narrative to push its own propaganda of Lucifer being a great evil again and again, even though it revealed multiple times that his role was chosen for him just as much as Sam and Dean.

[crowleysmistress]

Lucifer

[system-of-cells-interlinked]

SUPERNATURAL S03E12 - Jus in Bello

[crowleysmistress]

“Tag team me in Dean- I’ll handle this asshole fed talking about you and dad.” Sam w his killing mode activated- he’d been laying back on the cot not caring and then one comment… in Spanish we say el que se pica es xq ají come. If it burns it’s bc you’re eating chiles.

[gristyping]

It wasn't God inside your head, Sam. It was me. So you see, He's not with you. He's never been with you. It was always just... me.

11.09 / O Brother Where Art Thou?

[crowleysmistress]

This scene- there is the imminent danger, the trauma of being with his r.. torturer (ala Jared)… but also the deconstruction of everything Sam has believed. Sam is a man of faith. We’ve been shown this time and time again, I do pray, I pray every day, I would kneel and ask God, I believe, I thought if I could prove I was worthy… so to have his belief torn down in one simple sentence, like a joke, while being mocked is one of the worst things that could happen to him.

That is the true horror of this scene for me.

[maxadecillion]

okay yall said more messy sketches so here we go. i made the og post a few hrs ago on my spn blog and then thought about the concept all day

[crowleysmistress]

This is so cute and true! Adding to the list of times Luci brought Sam back.

[whereveritsdarkest]

every day im astounded by how badly this fandom is able to piss me off

[whereveritsdarkest]

late seasons lucifers red eyes were so fucking corny dont you dare put that on a season 5 lucifer im serious

[whereveritsdarkest]

season five (for all its faults) did such a good job at establishing lucifer as being not what humanity's lore (and his father) wanted/expected him to be. he was softspoken and gentle and tearful. he was angelic. he ran cold. at that point in the show he is the kindest and most human we see of any angels introduced so far. yes he killed people but very quickly and only when it was necessary and he hated it the whole time. he shows his vessels the most care out of any other angel (talking about nick, talking very openly and honestly with nick and sam about being his vessel, keeping sam present as his vessel and still trying to appease him even after he says yes, giving a fuck about dean because he knows how much he means to sam). he loves his brother and he loves his dad more than anything and even after millenia of torture he still cant summon the strength in himself to be anything beyond surface level angry with them.

and then every season after is like actually hes an annoying evil shithead with glowing red eyes (because he is evil) who loves torture and the fires of hell

[crowleysmistress]

Yes, and yet much like the show you can’t let go of it. You stoke the fires of brilliance with nuggets that come by every 8-9 episodes, in a brief mention. You pin your hopes on continuity- I mean there is someone hired for that- it’s more than what hand position for the gun, plot holes, script - remember when….. no????

And why is it so bright in here? Wasn’t this a gritty, goth horror? Ah, no ofc when you elevate and go to heaven it’s all about there be light…. I can’t complain my favorite is an angel. The actual lightbringer - so, shush. Yes, yes, I love what they’ve done with the place.

[willbbg]

let’s all violate sam winchester

[crowleysmistress]

Sounds like a plan

[swjpbang]

2026 SWJP Reverse Bang Masterpost

The first ever iteration of the SW (Sam Winchester) JP (Jared Padalecki) Reverse Bang has come to an end. Creations are shown in random order and not in sequence of posting.

Title: Tight Red Dress

Artist: @sam-is-my-safe-word Author: @shipeandoando

Link to fic: Ao3 || Link to art: Tumblr / Ao3

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Title: The Priest and The Bad Boy

Artist: @amberdreams123 / Author: @hello-starlingfics

Link to fic: Ao3 || Link to art: Ao3

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Title: Bunker Stroll

Artist: @Pumpci / Author: @crowleysmistress

Link to fic: Ao3 || Link to art: Ao3

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Title: What If I Held Your Heart

Artist: @amberdreams123 Author: @yohkobennington

Link to fic: Ao3 || Link to art: Ao3

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Title: Down The Rabbit Hole

Artist: @xpurdyglambertx / Author: @samanddean76

Link to fic: Ao3 || Link to art: Tumblr

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Title: Sleepwalk My Life Away

Artist: @carryonmywaywardsam

Author: NovaNara @imnova

Link to fic: Ao3 / Fanfiction.net || Link to art: Ao3

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Title: Broken Horses

Artist: @masoenart / Author: @timehasa-way

Link to fic: Ao3 || Link to art: Ao3

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Title: Samulacra

Artist: @samwinjester / Author: @peanutbutterandbananasandwichs

Link to fic: Ao3 || Link to art: Tumblr

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Title: Sorrow

Artist: Avery Edits (YouTube link) / Author: @crowleysmistress

Link to fic: Ao3 || Link to art: YouTube

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Title: On the Ranch

Artist: @jld71 / Author: @amypond45

Link to fic: Ao3 || Link to art: Ao3

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Title: Kiss of Protection

Artist: @qwertyuiip-art / Author: @holyfreaks

Link to fic: Ao3 || Link to art: Tumblr

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Title: Off To College

Artist: @jld71 / Author: @flanneledfae

Link to fic: Ao3 / Tumblr || Link to art: Tumblr / Ao3

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Title: Bound in Blue

Artist: @MasoenArt / Author: @jdl71

Link to fic: Ao3 | Tumblr || Link to art: Ao3 | Tumblr

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Title: Out of Touch Tuesday

Artist: @kalsoapie / Author: @timehasa-way

Link to fic: Ao3 || Link to art: Tumblr

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Title: Sampunzel and other bedtime stories

Artist: @xpurdyglambertx / Author: @entropic-saudade

Link to fic: Ao3 / Link to art: Tumblr

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Title: Accidents Happen

Artist: @jld71 / Author: @fictionallemons

Link to fic: Ao3 || Link to art: Ao3

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Title: For Better, For Worse

Artist: @masoenart / Author: @klove0511

Link to fic: Ao3 || Link to art: Tumblr / Ao3

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Title: We Live in Hunger

Artist: @evil-pistachio

Author: @carryonmywaywardsam

Link to fic: Ao3 || Link to art: Tumblr

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Title: Ran to the Devil (please hide me)

Artist: @qwertyuiip-art

Author: @entropic-saudade

Link to fic: Ao3 || Link to art: Tumblr

[crowleysmistress]

SWJP Reverse 2026 Masterpost means reading list!!!!!

[swjpbang]

Sorrow

Title: Sorrow

Artist: Avery Edits (YouTube link)

Author: @crowleysmistress

Rating: Mature

Pairing: Sam & Ruby (Gen)

Fic Summary: When Sam Murphy’s wife dies and her ghost is haunting him he hires a professional to help him. Hunter Dean Winchester finds that this client is very different than most, from having read up on angry spirits, to volunteering to go into the veil to guide his wife through and a few more surprises. But in the end it comes down to the same thing as always hunting things and saving people.

Link to fic: Ao3

Link to art: YouTube

[crowleysmistress]

This was the video edit that I went- YES- grabby hands 👏😍🎉

Then was lucky enough that it came with a fabulous artist. They were kind and easy to work with: Avery Edits.

My second story for the SWJP Reverse Bang - a Gen ghost story.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/84556886