monaca towa (danganronpa) , super creek (umamusume) , jane margolis (breaking bad) , and ryoba aishi (yandere simulator) irl / fictkin , doubles absolutely okay , pls don 't bother me about not 'actually' being them idgaf
i have more fictkins but those r probz most relevant . . . i 'm also a sheep therian but i rarely talk about that
i have a very fucky typing style if yuu need me to 'translate' / try to clean it up for you to understand i don 't mind 🩶
my page tws : s/h + s/h ideation , sui ideation , drug ideation , etc etc . . . i 'm also recovering from an e/d but i rarely post about it . . . all my iffy posts r tagged with tw tags like this (ie . tw sh , tw substance abuse , tw sui ideation etc)
more about me unda tha cut ( ◜‿◝ ) 🩶
i consider myself jirai but i am uber pro-recov , i 'm in super messy recovery right now that swings back and forth from wanting to get better + wanting to get worse so please understand if i am not always positive
i have super disorganized attachment and i tend to post my yanisms every once in a while , i luvvv my bf + i get obsessive over platonic relationships . i 'm not violent just really annoyingly protective and motherly ,,
speaking of motherly , if you are annoyed by being coddled / treated slightly childish you probably won 't like to become friends with me , i 'm sorry T_T
i am vvv friendly n i love talking 2 people ! ! ! i don 't automatically consider moots friends but i am super easy 2 become friends with lol !!! dming me + talking a lot / dailyish is the easier way for me 2 love you /p but if you consistently interact with me or mention me in things i will assume it means yuu are fond of me so we can be buddies ! ! !
i do have some triggers but i work hard 2 block tags n stuff : ) my biggest bother is e/d content BUT if you post stuff about your e/d , i am still willing 2 be ur friend , as long as it is not the focus of your whole account ,,, i will simply block / ignore those posts , and i don 't see them , so please don 't try to garner my attention that way . . .
i 'll add more stuff 2 this gradually probably . . .
here r my tags : )
general/chatting - # ° ･ my four-walled world ...
vents - # ° ･it's an all-night thing
yearning - # ° ･i'll call you beautiful ... if i call at all
attention bait - # ° ･digging for gold
answering asks - # ° ･ mother ... mother ... found me on their step
inspo (magazines , online pics , models , nails , etc) - # ° ･the sky was your playground <3
i 'm in a shit ton of pain right now and my teacher is making us do something that requires walking around the room and standing for 5 mins oh my god i 'm going to end it all
talked to my bf about what we r gonna do after grad and i feel like such a piece of shit i fucking hate my health both mentally and physically i don 't want to be such a burden on him but i 'm so fucking useless
i should clean up and stop cutting again but i 'm too embarrassed to tell anyone i went back to it gyyyughhhh i 'm such a failure
