My Midnight Thoughts

Just a side blog where I can bitch about my feelings and such

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I just wish I had someone who loves me. Just someone who tried to love me...

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I wanna die...

[latenights]

you’re still my person even if i’m not yours

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You asked why I haven't moved on and if I told you the truth...its not worth it

Please come home...I miss you

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And every night yet I fall apart because I'm here and you're with her...

I'm a fool

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I think my greatest downfall was that I loved you enough for it to be enough love for us...you never actually loved me

I'm a fool

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Every night it scares me...I'm coming home to an empty room, an empty bed, and just a tshirt I have left of you that doesn't smell like you anymore...I'm scared to be alone

Please...

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I hate going to where I sleep because it's never 'home'. You're home...

Please...

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Some nights I just really need you... I just really need you

Please come home...

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I want to have a life with you. I want to have kids and grow old with you. I wanna make you happy. I know I can. And I know I would do anything for you. I know I can give you an amazing life you deserve and make you happy. I can do it right. Please don't give up...

Please...

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I want to wake up from this nightmare...

Somebody save me...

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Seeing her so happy tonight gave me the greatest joy I could ever receive and in that moment I knew she would be okay in this cruel world...she will be okay without me...

I'm ready...

[just-shower-thoughts]

Loving someone who doesn’t love you back is the equivalent of filling a bucket with holes in it

[my-teen-quote]

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Please come home...

I want to die...

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And one night when you lay there and finally accept that everyone has left and you're alone you realize there is no point...

I want to die...

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I just wanna text you ‘I love you’…

Theres no point…

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And sometimes you cave and text them and you hate yourself for it...