Vicar

C-DID sys || pro-endos, radq, polyminds fuck off || other blog is @cryptidcanidsys

[cryptidk9]

Vicar or K9. It/Its + Muzzle/Muzzled. NEVER THEY.

Aggressive. Muzzlegender + Canidic. Non-human terms only.

DNI:

Bigots. Endos + Pro. Radqueers. Polyminds. Pro-Contact

BYF:

I use slurs to refer to myself. I’m a progged sys. I’m very blunt. I use a lot of swears. If a word in my posts seems off or if it looks like there’s a word missing you’re probably right, I have disabilities that make typing difficult.

[anti-willo-hiccup]

Just because I follow medical texts and say “you need trauma in order to be a system” doesn’t mean:

I’ll not accept you for not remembering any trauma

I’ll force you to uncover traumatic memories

I’ll expect your system to function in one specific way

I’ll force you to talk about triggers

I’ll force you to tell me about all your trauma

And so much more that my brain has blanked on.

The only thing that I will expect of you is to go find a therapist or psychiatrist as soon as is feasible for you - and I don’t care if that means now, in a months time, when you move out of your current living situation, in a few years once you have some financial stability, whatever. I just want you to get help as soon as that opportunity comes.

[anti-willo-stu]

if i ever sound like i'm fighting invisible people in these posts theres a 99.99% chance i just got pissed off by someone on syscord

[cryptidk9]

Mainstream religion makes me absolutely nauseous, I try to avoid it but that kind of stuff is impossible to avoid

[cryptidk9]

I have not made a proper post for almost a month so this is gonna be a clunky as fuck.

I hate discovering new alters cause it feels like discovering another horrible part of my brain and another way my trauma affected me. It makes me understand Willos and NTGs outlook on alters even less than I already did. It makes no sense genuinely

[sysfreak-official]

developing a system is like making toast. hear me out on this one.

sure, there are multiple ways you can make toast. you can use a toaster, a grill, a pan, an oven, even a flamethrower if you like it REALLY toasted. but you know what all of those methods have in common?

they all require heat.

if you have no heat source, you can't make toast. sure, you can use a sharpie and scribble on bread to make it *look* like toast, but it's still bread. it still isn't toast without the heat.

developing a CDD (aka system/plurality) is the same way. trauma can look vastly different, but it's all still trauma. abuse, neglect, bullying, it does not matter. trauma is required for the formation of a system just like heat is required for toast.

endos can try to look like systems all they want. they can use a whole box of sharpies trying to pretend they're the same as us. but at the end of the day, they're still bread and we're still toast.

[thearcanon]

systemality is not queer or an identity to claim systemality is not queer or an identity to claim systemality is not queer or an identity to claim systemality is not queer or an identity to claim

[anti-willo-zygard]

SYSTEMALITY IS NOT QUEER OR AN IDENTITY TO CLAIM !!!!!!!!

Im SHOUTING to the roof tops

SYSTEMALITY. IS. NOT. QUEER. OR. AN. IDENTITY. TO. CLAIM!!!!!

[anti-willo-zygard]

(Pro)endos Need to Understand that their Actions Have Consequences

Absolutely baffling at the amount of (pro)endos I see genuinely unable to understand the amount of harm they do.

I have seen (pro)endos and the like say some absolutely HEINOUS shit and act like there arent consequences to what they say.

Just because youre on the internet doesnt mean you get to do/say whatever you want.

[anti-willo-canada]

The fuck is this 2020 ass hazing ritual LMFAO losers get better

[anti-willo-kangel]

btw saying you can have alters without trauma is comparable to saying you can have ptsd without trauma

[anti-endo-susie]

i love addict systems 💜 i love self harming systems 💜 i love drug abuser systems 💜 i love porn addict systems 💜 i love masturbation addict systems 💜 i love systems who are still going through their trauma 💜 i love systems who are still going through their abuse 💜 i love systems who relive their trauma everyday 💜 i love systems who are still splitting 💜 i love systems who are still traumatized 💜 i love systems who are still ill 💜 i love systems 💜

remember you are loved 💜💜💜

[cryptidk9]

Should I make a sys blog?

[cryptidk9]

So, I made it. @cryptidcanidsys

[anti-willo-nekomura]

NO you arent transfashion you just are stupid, its not that hard to dress a way you want and NOOOO non harmful transids arent actually non harmful, it still hurts the trans community!! its a pipeline of starting with the non harmful ones to the harmful ones. they all are bad and disgusting and the community is still disgusting and still is ust groomers!!! why tf would a community that defends itself with "well its ust kids!!!" be so open and proud of it when the whole community builds itself off of perversion and akes their only personality being degenerate perverts ???? fucking weirdos! transids and radqueer tho it rlly is the same thing actually fuck off and report yourself to the nearest police station please!!

[cryptidk9]

Should I make a sys blog?

[scrybe-of-death]

Please stop and read for a few minutes to help support stigmatized people with dissociative disorders

This isn't for a financial cause, a political statement, or an obligation on your part. You are fully allowed to scroll by. However, you reading and reblogging this post could help save people from falling into ableist ideology. At the very least, please read the TLDRs under each section of this post to understand the gist of the situation, and share

But first, some background, and a vocabulary lesson

What is this post about?

This post is a PSA to spread awareness on the topic of endogenic systems and the Empowered Multiples Movement. This post is strictly against their ideals and is an in-depth explanation of how people in these movements came to be that way, why their actions are harmful to people with dissociative disorders, and what you can do to prevent their ideology from spreading and harming others.

What's the vocabulary we need to know? And what is a dissociative disorder?

A dissociative disorder is a disorder caused in the developmental stages of a child's life (ages around 4-10 years old, sometimes younger) where the brain develops personality. It is exclusively caused by trauma being inflicted on the child that causes them to dissociate to help them tolerate the trauma or memories of the trauma.

It is a covert disorder, which means it hides its symptoms from its holder, making it difficult for many people to recognize that they are systems or seek help on the matter.

And some vocab...

System A broad term to refer to someone who claims to have multiple personality states. Despite originally being medical terminology, this term has been stolen by endogenic people.

Singlet A term to refer to those without dissociative disorders, whose minds present as one connected personality state without dissociative barriers. The average person is this way.

pwCDD Stands for 'person with a complex dissociative disorder' or 'people with complex dissociative disorders'. Refers to anyone who presents as having a dissociative disorder.

Traumagenic A term for systems who claims to have their system or personality states borne from trauma. This term has been forced upon people with CDDs in order to differentiate themselves from endogenic systems.

Endogenic An umbrella term for someone who claims to not have their system or personality states borne from trauma, but from some other reason. Some additions in this umbrella include willogenic, tulpagenic, etc.

Final Fusion A term to refer to when a pwCDD has their final two personality states merge with each other to create one distinct personality state without dissociative or memory barriers, after intensive therapy and cooperation to integrate these states and remove barriers. While not every system wants to have final fusion, it is generally considered a good thing to look towards and a sign of recovery.

But how do we know that endogenic systems are not real or connected to pwCDDs?

TLDR: Because all psychiatric evidence points against the correlation of endogenic systems and dissociative systems, and there is not much information or proper studies about them existing at all.

The criteria for dissociative identity disorder (DID), the most well known dissociative disorder, is as follows (according to the DSM-5):

The existence of two or more distinct identities (or “personality states”).

The distinct identities are accompanied by changes in behavior, memory and thinking.

The signs and symptoms may be observed by others or reported by the individual. Ongoing gaps in memory about everyday events, personal information and/or past traumatic events.

The symptoms cause significant distress or problems in social, occupational or other areas of functioning.

In addition, the disturbance must not be a normal part of a broadly accepted cultural or religious practice. As noted in the DSM-5-TR1, in many cultures around the world, experiences of being possessed are a normal part of spiritual practice and are not dissociative disorders.

The above statement says it all. Endogenic systems could be considered disturbances created by cultural (see: endo spaces online) or religious (see: the theft of tulpamancy and creation of 'tulpagenic' by endogenic systems online) practices. They do not classify as dissociative disorders and therefore should stay out of areas intended for pwCDDs, and not use the medical terminology for those people.

Why are endogenic systems harmful?

TLDR: Because endogenic systems steal medical terminology and prevent real systems from discovering themselves and seeking help, as well as show an incorrect and romanticized view of dissociative disorders

Endogenic systems break into system spaces by taking medical terminology like 'parts', 'system', 'alters', 'personalities', 'inner world/mindscape', 'fragment', 'persecutor', the list goes on. Endogenic systems take these terms and often misinterpret them, because all of these terms can only manifest in a person if they are a pwCDD who has experienced trauma in their childhood.

Additionally, endogenic systems often spread ideology in their spaces that pertains to hiding or ignoring specific parts of this identity to pwCDDs; an example is how endogenic systems are often against people looking into therapy or recovery, or the idea of final fusion, because endogenic systems do not see dissociative disorders as a DISSOCIATIVE disorder, but as an ALTER disorder (i.e they only care for representing the symptom of having other people in their brain).

Endogenic systems often romanticize this idea of being a system: they want to have 'friends in their head' who 'help them with tasks', but are unwilling to accept or acknowledge the other symptoms that often come with being a system, like strong dissociation, memory loss, anxiety, delusions, suicidal and self harm ideation, chronic nightmares, chronic headaches/migraines/stomachaches, and more.

This creates not only a misrepresentation of CDDs to pwCDDs, but also to other people online witnessing it, which makes people take the disorder less seriously. An example might be back in 2020 when lots of people on TikTok were faking DID: when people hear the word, they think of people listing their alters and not representing any of the grittier symptoms, and are less likely to listen to these traumatized people because of this recollection of endogenic systems.

All of this combined leads back to the Empowered Multiples Movement, where the idea of endogenic systems started.

Wait, what's the 'Empowered Multiplicity Movement'?

TLDR: it's a movement from the 1990s-2000s that spawned the idea of endogenic systems and advocated for the removal of DID from medical spaces and the DSM-5

Endogenic systems have had a history stretching back to the 1960s where their term was coined by Sigmund Freud (here it was not referring to this idea of systems, but it is the first known mention of the word 'endogenic' in history).

30 or 40 years after the fact, 'Empowered Multiples' began to show up online, where a few select people began to use the term 'endogenic' to refer to themselves as systems without dissociative disorders.

They also advocated for the removal of DID (or, at the time, MPD) from the DSM, said that those who identified with the term DID or CDD labels were inferior and faking, and would encourage people to write papers and articles against the idea of DID and boycott the term online. They specifically used the term 'natural' to refer to being a system.

It's important to know that this was not a movement borne from love. This movement is, palpably, born from the hatred and purposeful stigmatization of people with DID. The people who spawned the term likely never had system experiences or even fully considered themselves true systems, but did this to hurt people who did.

Why should I, a singlet, care?

Because your care (and reblog/share) can help spread this message to those who need it, and let pwCDDs know that they are safe around you/that you won't tolerate ableism.

Those who have experienced dissociative symptoms, but have never cared to seek out more information or a diagnosis because of the misinformation spread by endogenics, could find this post helpful and end up discovering more about themselves, improving their quality of life significantly. If that's you, and you've been relating to the experiences presented here, I highly recommend you look into scholarly/medical sources and look around CDD spaces for more information.

Why should I, an endogenic system, denounce that title?

Because your title is inherently born from the idea that systems are a fake disorder to make fun of, disrespect, misrepresent, and stigmatize.

If you are experiencing symptoms of a CDD, you should look into medical/scholarly sources for more information. You should not fall for the idea that your trauma was "not enough" for you to be a system. You should not fall for the idea that you didn't "have" trauma. Even if you can't remember your trauma, if you experience symptoms of a CDD, you should look into that more deeply. It may help save your life in the future, or improve your quality of life.

For those of you who are endogenic not because you experience symptoms, but because you want to be, I highly recommend you rethink that idea and look into subjects like kinning, alterhumanity, otherkin, fictionkin, etc., all of which are terms for non-disordered people who might have similar (but not the same) experiences as pwCDDs.

Thank you for reading

And a reminder to please reblog if you found this helpful or informative. Let your disordered friends know that they are loved and welcomed in your community without the stigma spread from endogenics being forced onto them.

If you have anything to add, please feel free to in reblogs or comments

[sysanamoly]

please STOP self diagnosing CDD's based off one symptom

this applies to other disorders too but I see it alot more with CDD's, also DONT ASK TIKTOKWHAT DISORDER YOU HAVE??!?!?!??!?!?

[cryptidk9]

I’ve been decently active on here but I feel as if I haven’t been because I’m so tired and so dissociated and it’s so nonsense. DID is horribly nonsense.