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either incredibly calming or a raging storm there's no in between here

[uwudate]

i hope one day this could be something 😌

[hellothoughtsaftermidnight]

“Let’s not miss this chance- of the universe conspiring for the possibility of you and me”

— Bmfs

[fatallyfallingforyou]

I think my feelings for you are genuinely fading away. I thought I’d never get over you, but now I find myself deleting those pictures, deleting those little memories, traces of you are slowly leaving my heart. The butterflies are fluttering away, the blush on my cheeks is disappearing, the idiot grin I had when I thought of you is turning into a blank expression.

I’m starting to feel grateful that it didn’t work out, when just months ago I was heartbroken over it. I’m realizing how wrong you are for me, how damaging my feelings for you were, just overall how bad the situation was.

But the thing is, if I could go back and make it so that I never liked you in the first place, I wouldn’t change it. The whole experience taught me so many lessons that if it weren’t for how it played out, I wouldn’t have learned. So thank you, for being both the best and worst person that I have fallen for.

[crushsuggestions]

we could get together already, but where’s the fun in that? let’s stay in this mutual crush stage for a bit longer, until we can’t deny it anymore. we’ll sink into it like quicksand.

[crushsuggestions]

i love your curly hair and your loud laugh and your soft hands and fuck date me

[formercherub]

[a-love-like-whore]

“We’ve been talking like we were when we were together. I’m missing you so much right now, I don’t think I’ve missed you this much in a while. I’m playing scenes in my head of us hen we were together. It hurts.”

— 23:53 29/09/2016

[bookshelves-and-brightlights-de]

“Of course I want you back. It’s unbelievable how much I want you back. I want you badly enough to stay away from you. Badly enough to know that you’re happy now, and badly enough that letting you be happy without me is the hardest thing I’ve ever done.”

— But I’m glad you’re happy

[everythings-reminding-me-of-you]

So I’ll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep

And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe.

- 23.04pm

[bluerainjacket]

“i’m only hurting myself by holding onto these memories of us, but no matter how much it hurts me to hold on, it’ll hurt me even more to accept that it’s never coming back.”

— memories are all that’s left

[double-hoe-7]

As I’m laying in my bed all I can think is “I want to go home.” And that seems ridiculous because I am home. But when my heart thinks of home it thinks of being in his arms and not within these four walls.

[foreverlongingforu]

the trouble is, what you and i had wasn’t even as beautiful as i make it out to be, you not only ruined me after you broke up with me but during the relationship there were times i could have ripped my hair out and screamed in your face for the way you treated me, i didn’t want to lose you tho. i miss you dearly but i think i’ve erased all the times you made me feel worthless and ugly and useless and made me feel everything was my fault from my memory, so i guess i don’t miss you or us, i miss how we should’ve been, i miss the romanticised version of us that i play in my head when i miss you. i miss what we could’ve been and if we had been i wouldn’t be sobbing alone in my room i would be in your arms. i miss the fairytale i wanted but all i got was a nightmare

- gw

[bleph-bleph]

Iwyb

[samcta]

“Tell me that you can’t do this anymore That you don’t want to be just friends Tell me that you can’t handle the thought of me with anybody else And that it felt wrong to be with another girl Tell me you miss me That you want me back Please tell me its not just me who wants more than this”

— I can’t be just friends (but I’m not telling you this)

[anxiousbutconfident]

when lazy kissing gets intense with that deep breath and hip pull

[velvet-thirst]

Imagine we get our first apartment. We put on music and dance stupidly around the empty space and boxes. So happy, finally, it feels like our life together can start.

[metaangelz]

anyways good night i’m gonna go indulge in my unrealistic romantic fantasies until i fall asleep