- So he’s really shocked when you refuse his money
- At first he didn’t really care, if you wanted to use your own money it wasn’t any of his business
- But then it starts to irk his inferiority complex
- Did you think he can’t provide for you? Does he not have enough money? Do you have more money than him? So you think you’re better than him?
- Eventually, every time you refuse his money or pay for him he turns bitter and would throw backhanded “compliments” at you to make himself feel better
DG/JAMES LEE
- He would find it really refreshing
- As an idol, people were only around him because of his money and popularity
- But seeing you refuse to take his money makes him see you as genuine
- He still offers to pay but doesn’t insist if you say no
- He’ll still spoil you with gifts and flowers tho because he thinks there isn’t anything else he can offer to you
ZACK
- He also thinks he should always pay for his woman and would absolutely love to buy you food and gifts
- So when you refuse to let him pay he’s a bit hurt and paranoid thinking you don’t like him
- You explain to him how important your independency and values are to you and he understands and respects it
- But he won’t give up and will always try to pay for you
- Specially if it’s a date, he will try extra hard to not let you pay but still respect your boundaries
hellloooo can i request Lookism guys dealing with pregnant reader?🫶🫶🫶🥺 (before their kid was born in your lookism as girl dads hcs)
lookism boys with pregnant reader.
࿇ characters. gun/goo/jake/gitae
࿇ warnings. there’s not a lot of dialogue since i wanted to dive more into their thoughts regarding your pregnancy. basically shows their thoughts re: the news and how they act on it
࿇ author's note. this is set before they became girl dads! thank you for requesting and i apologize for taking so long, i’ve been a bit stuck with this.
part 1 found here.
GUN PARK
If anything, Gun had taken on the responsibility of a father easily compared to what you had initially thought.
Being in Gun Park’s life had meant that you were able to see the rawest, purest form of him—the one where you see the Gun Park who had easily cooked your favorite meal in the cutest way possible. The one where you see how gentle he can be whenever he tends to you despite his heavy hands that were used to beating up people. The one where you see how caring can he be to you and to your unborn daughter.
“Rest,” he says, not even bothering to look up at you as you watch him make another conconction—whatever you and the little one (as he likes to call her) craved for today. It was a little mix of everything, and while Gun had wanted to tell you that this is not healthy, he could not resist you and your cute little face.
So what if he had gone soft for you? You were the only one who could see that softness anyway, and it’s not like he had lost his edge. He still makes a living, completely barricading this part of life away from prying eyes and loud mouths—namely Goo and the rest of HNH—while ensuring that the Four Major Crews aren’t doing shit that could possibly tarnish whatever he had worked so hard for.
All that matters now is you and your daughter.
“But what if I don’t want to?” you argue lightly, though it sounded more of like a tease. Gun had a tendency to be overprotective, making sure that you’re comfortable. If you wanted a massage now, he would almost immediately drop the baking sheet to go and wash his hands before tending to you.
He was quite literally the textbook definition of a househusband.
“Aren’t you a little hardheaded this afternoon?” he asks, looking up to see you glowing. Gun thinks he might have a heart attack with how adorable you look in your maternity dress, how you have that cheeky expression in your face that he loves looking at.
And while he initially was fearful of the pregnancy, it looked good on you. Looked good to the point that he wanted another kid because you being so round with his daughter made his heart ache in the best way possible. “You should go and take a seat on the sofa. It’s like sitting on a cloud,” he says, knowing damn well that he had it imported from whatever country it came from only because he wanted you to be comfortable during this whole pregnancy.
“Yeah, but,” you start, sitting on the bar stool as you watched him pipe animated designs on several pieces of cookies. “It won’t be the same without you,” you say, happiness evident in your tone as you put a hand on your stomach. “And our princess wants to see her dad create a masterpiece on those cookies.”
That was enough to make Gun smile—a rare one to his colleagues, quite normal to you—and while he thought that was cheesy yet adorable, he has his own lines ready to quip.
“How funny,” he says as he finishes piping one of the cookies before handing it to you to taste. “Because our princess needs to know that she,” he points at your tummy. “Is mom and dad’s magnum opus.”
GOO KIM
Goo has done a lot of stupid things, and while they are stupid, they are well-calculated. He doesn’t make a move where he knows he’s on the losing end because Goo will always benefit in the end.
This, however, is not something that he had calculated. He was also unsure if he was going to benefit from this because he hadn’t thought this through. Maybe it was also the panic and anxiety talking because he’s not supposed to talk and think like this whenever you’re involved—making it sound like you’re just some random business deal that he needs to get over with when you’re not.
You’re worth more than whatever pile of money was waiting for him at the end of every goal he has.
Still, he can’t even deny it himself—the news had shaken him up. Though thanks to years of masking his feelings, he’s definitely a lot better at not showing whatever emotion that was about to consume him because you look so happy.
You look so happy at the fact that you’re giving him a child at this age. Goo wonders if you’re as crazy as he is because holy shit, the two of you were only, what? In your 20s?
You should be partying at the club and not getting knocked up by him because: a) he’s got a lot of shit to do in the underworld and he’s involved with incredibly dangerous people, b) he’s an idiot that wanted to go raw, and c) he’s unsure if he can be a great father to this kid.
Goo, at most, plans 5 steps ahead, but with you wanting to keep the baby, he must plan at least 10 steps ahead because God knows whatever life is going to throw at him next. He was still unsure about the pregnancy—the thought of being a father—but he sure as hell would give you everything to ensure that you only have a smooth and less-awful pregnancy.
So, months later, his protectiveness shows.
Really.
“Jungoo, I’m fine!” you argue with your boyfriend as he held your hand, the two of you descending down the stairs of your new home.
He was insane enough to get you a house—away from prying eyes so that you and your beloved baby girl will be safe, not worrying about anyone who could possibly attack the two most important people in his life. “I can go down the stairs just fine!” you exclaim.
And while you almost push him down the goddamn stairs, Goo keeps a tight grip on your hand, the other on the small of your back. “You don’t know that, cupcake,” he says gently, eyes flitting from your face to your pregnant tummy. He feels his heart swell a little because going through the ultrasounds, the parenting books, the look of the nursery—everything made him excited.
A far cry from his initial response to when he found out you were pregnant. “Let me do this for you, okay?” he says gently, trying not to trigger a possible mood swing from you. “Ugh, fine,” you retort, letting him dote over you. “Only because you look funny begging,” you say, in which you receive a face from him.
You think about how Goo had always been so mobile, always in one place and then another because he has business deals all over Seoul. But with you, he’s been so patient, the most he’s ever been considering he always liked to get things done in the quickest, Goo-est way possible.
“Thanks, Goo,” you murmur as he safely helps you down the stairs, your hand immediately resting on your stomach. “Anything for you, sweetheart,” he says, leaning down to kiss your forehead before placing his hand on top of yours. “And for our sweet little angel too.”
JAKE KIM
Jake hadn’t really thought about being a father at such a young age.
Considering his lifestyle and as the leader of Big Deal, Jake had wanted to make sure that before anything like a pregnancy happens, or at least progresses, he had removed himself from the gang life.
Sure, he treats Big Deal like family because that’s what they are to him, but at the end of the day, there’s always a sick reminder in his head to never ever forget that it was still a gang—and the two of you having an unplanned pregnancy while he’s still the leader of the said gang makes him want to spiral into the abyss.
But even if he was in a state of shock and in worry, he doesn’t show that to you—not when you looked so horrified right in front of him, hands trembling, your tears instantly filling your lash line as you broke the news to him. You confirmed that you were indeed carrying his kid after a trip to the clinic.
“Hey,” he says as he holds your hand in his, engulfing them. “We’ll be okay,” he assures you in a quiet whisper, hunched down a little as makes a promise.
That’s what he tells you—often does, anyway. Jake was the type of person to reassure everyone around him that things were going to be okay, even if he himself was unsure of what the future holds. But he knows he’ll do something about it, make a plan—he had always been the type to step up no matter what challenge was thrown towards him.
A few weeks in your pregnancy, you began experiencing its symptoms. Jake could hear you retching your guts out in the bathroom, his immediate instinct was to get out of bed and quickly follow to help you. The swinging of the door was heard as you were keeled over, feeling his large hands help you with your hair before letting the other rest on your back.
His expression softens as he rubs your back. “It’s okay, baby,” he whispers, and you only hum a response in return because you didn’t feel like talking—the weight and realization of becoming a mother slowly sinking in with the symptoms.
Shit, he feels bad. Jake knows you well enough to know that you’re in deep thought, and he thinks that you wouldn’t have to carry majority of the burden if the two of you had been careful enough. But you wanted to keep the baby, and it’s your body therefore it’s also your choice. In the end, all Jake can do was be there for you and be the best support system for you.
“I’m here.”
GITAE KIM
Fatherhood is a foreign concept to Gitae.
If anything, he thinks—knows, that he’s not meant to be a father. He doesn’t have the gentleness and patience of a parent. Sure, maybe he can be stern, but never in his life did he think that he would be a father. Can you blame him if he didn’t know how to be one, given how he was born out of wedlock? How his own father barely acknowledged him, his first born, and so he turned into whatever this is.
All Gitae knows is that he was a man made to remove people—a man who resented his own parents; resenting them for giving him life when he didn’t ask for it.
He knows that being a parent isn’t for him. So when you told him you were pregnant, a multitude of thoughts had come to his head.
It was as clear as day whenever Gitae recalls the moment you broke the news to him.
How your voice trembled when you spoke to him, pupils looking like they were about to spill salty tears. How you were visibly shaken, making yourself look smaller in his presence, utterly distraught at the fact that you were pregnant when the two of you have been so careful. How you had endless apologies slipping from your lips, not bothering to look at him out of fear that he might get rid of you and your unborn child.
Gitae doesn’t know if the odd pain in his chest was normal whenever he remembers that devastated version of you that day. Even if the two of you had such an unconventional start in your relationship, at the end of the day, he still chose to risk it all with you despite not knowing the first steps in loving someone—in caring for someone other than himself.
At the end of the day, he still wants you in his life no matter how dangerous it was—because he had a silent promise not just to you, but to himself.
That he will protect you because he wants you standing by his side.
“You’re pregnant,” is what Gitae says as he looks down on you, the sentence he utters sounds more like a statement than a question. It was as if he doesn’t completely register the revelation you just told him—the look in his eyes could be described as two things: distant and hollow.
But this is you, not some random woman—not a concubine. So he tries to take it easy on you.
“Do you want to keep it?” Is the first thing he asks, and when you take a while to respond, he leans forward to hug you—a moment of reassurance and affection, quite rare. An unspoken I’ll be here for you. And once you said yes, Gitae steels himself for nine long months of pregnancy—and a lifetime of fatherhood.
Though, he thinks he’s faring better than expected.
Months later, he finds himself massaging your feet as you tell him about how your daughter was giving you a hard time today, constantly kicking, making you want to lay down constantly. And apart from that, pregnancy in itself made it quite heavy for you on your day-to-day, so you asked Gitae to give you a foot massage.
To which he surprisingly obliged.
He only hums as he listens to you, a grunt and even a small chuckle escaping from time to time. “Mi flor,” he speaks, looking at your stomach. “Don’t give your mama such a hard time. She’s already dealing with papa as it is,” he jokes lightly, but he doesn’t notice the slight look of concern that you give him.
He makes it sound so horrible dealing with him. Maybe to his enemies, yes, but Gitae had been nothing but different with you in the best way possible. “I’m sure our little flower just misses you,” you assure him lightly. “After all, papa had been gone majority of the day. She hasn’t heard your voice as much,” you tell him, and he glances at you with a softened expression.
“Is that so, mi flor?” he says, halting in his movements of tending to your feet as he sits next to you. “Well, papa’s here now,” he murmurs, rubbing your stomach gently, feeling his daughter kick, and that instantly brings a small smile on his lips.
“Should I tell you what mama and I plan on giving you when you’re born?” he asks his daughter.
haiii!!! i may have spent the rest of my time reading all your works🥲🥲 and is it okay to request Girl Dad! jake,goo and gun reacting to their baby just blabbering and them going on with it like “yeah i know right” “that’s so true”
thank you!! (also take ur time since it looks like you have alot on ur plate atm💕💕)
sweet talk
ft. Gun Park, Goo Kim & Jake Kim x f!reader [separate]
details: fluff, established relationship (married)
A/N: I SAW THIS AND I WAS LIKE OH I HAVE TO DO THISSS ITS SO SAUR CUTEEEE YIEEE THANK YOU ANON FOR THIS REQ mweheh i love reqs like these
ᯓ★—GUN
Gun worked swiftly, slicing the apples with precision. He glanced over at his baby girl in her seat, her wide eyes tracking his every move as he sliced through each piece. You were down with a fever, leaving him to not only take care of you but also to manage his curious, babbling daughter.
He held up a bunny-shaped apple slice, presenting it to her with a slight smirk. Her reaction was immediate—eyes lighting up as she reached out, tiny fingers stretching toward the apple. “You like the bunny?” he asked as she took it and clumsily tried to nibble on it, ending up with more drool than bites.
Gun shook his head with a faint smile, but just as he turned back to finish the apple slices, she banged her chubby hands on the tray, her little mouth opening in a string of excited babbles.
“What’s wrong?” he asked, tilting his head as she bounced in her seat, one hand gripping the bunny slice like a prized possession while the other pointed insistently at the plate.
“These are for mommy,” he explained, trying to hold his ground, but she only babbled louder, waving her free hand around as if to insist.
Gun sighed, glancing at the bunny-shaped slice she held, and then at the other slices on the plate. “You want all of them like this?” he muttered, looking back at her. “You think mommy would like it, huh?”
“Mamamama!” she gurgled happily, slapping her tiny hands against the tray again, clearly delighted at his consideration.
Gun chuckled, shaking his head. “Fine, you win.” He picked up another apple slice, carefully cutting it into another bunny shape. His daughter watched, entranced, and when he showed her the new bunny, she squealed with delight.
As he worked, Gun continued to talk to her, more to keep her entertained than anything. “Think mommy’s going to like the bunnies?” he mused out loud, and she responded with a babble, as if offering her very serious opinion on the matter.
After finishing, he arranged the bunny-shaped slices neatly on the plate, giving one last glance to his daughter, who had finally managed a small nibble on her slice. “Well, if it makes you two happy…” he muttered with a small, barely-there smile, carrying his daughter in one arm and the plate in his other hand to bring a little joy to his sick wife.
With his daughter happily babbling away at her “help” and his own satisfaction at his work.
ᯓ★—GOO
Goo strolled through the house with his baby girl snuggled in her carrier, her tiny feet kicking as she took in everything with wide, curious eyes. Every few steps, she’d babble something, and Goo would gasp dramatically, as if she’d just shared the most incredible news.
“Oh, really?” he chuckled, bouncing her gently. “You’re just full of stories today, aren’t you?”
They paused in the hallway when she started reaching out, her little hand stretching toward a framed photo on the wall. It was a candid picture of Goo and you, both smiling on your wedding day. She babbled louder, smacking her little hand against the photo, clearly fascinated.
“Oh-ho! You found mama and dada, huh?” Goo teased, leaning closer to the picture so she could get a better look. She gurgled, waving her hands at the frame, and Goo’s grin grew. “You like that, huh? That’s ‘cause mama’s in it. She’s the pretty one, right? Dada’s just the one making her laugh.”
“Umwa, mwaamama!” she let out a string of babbles, and Goo put on a look of mock surprise. “You think she’s prettier than me? Oh, so it’s like that, huh?” he said, feigning hurt. “I’ll let that one slide since you’re my favorite girl.”
His daughter’s little noises filled the hall, and he grinned, nodding like she’d made the smartest observation. “Ohhh, you think I got lucky, huh? You got that right, sweetie. Lucky, lucky, lucky,” he chuckled. “And look at you, you’re her little twin! Same smile, same cute face… except you got daddy’s charm, don’t you?” he added with a wink, booping her nose.
Another babble.
“Yeah, I know,” he replied, nodding as though they were having a full-blown conversation. “She’s smart, tough, and—well, let’s just say she’s got me wrapped around her finger. And you… you’re just like her, you know? Gonna grow up and be just as amazing.”
He paused, caught off guard by his own words, blinking in surprise as he felt a weird flutter in his chest. “Whoa, that was... okay, that was a little too sentimental,” he muttered, looking down at his daughter, who just blinked up at him with wide, curious eyes. “Ugh, daddy went full cringe mode for a second there. Ignore that, okay?”
But she just babbled back, and Goo groaned playfully, rolling his eyes. “Oh, great, you’re telling mama? You’re ratting dada out for being sappy? Unbelievable,” he said before pressing a kiss to the top of her head.
ᯓ★—JAKE
Jake rocked his crying little girl in his arms, gently swaying back and forth as he tried every trick he could think of to calm her down. He bounced her, hummed softly, even gave her that little “shh-shh-shh” that sometimes worked like magic. But today? Not a chance. Her babbling came between tiny, hiccupping sobs, and he leaned down to look at her with a gentle smile, brushing a thumb softly across her chubby cheek.
“Someone’s got a lot to say,” he murmured, his voice soft. “Tell me, princess, what’s wrong? You hungry?” He shifted her in his arms, bouncing her lightly. “Or are you just giving daddy a little piece of your mind?”
His daughter’s cries softened for a moment, only to pick back up again with another babble. Jake widened his eyes, nodding as if he fully understood her complaints. “Ah, I see, I see,” he replied, nodding seriously. “So it’s the blanket, huh? Not soft enough? Or was it the bottle? Too warm? Too cold? Man, this is complicated.”
She let out another babble-cry, tiny fists reaching up to grab onto his shirt as if she were clinging to her last hope. He chuckled, taking her tiny hand and pressing a gentle kiss to her fingers. “Alright, I get it, princess. You’re not mad. Just… sharing some feedback, right? I respect that.”
She let out a series of softer babbles, staring up at him with watery eyes, and Jake leaned forward, pressing his forehead lightly to hers. “Yeah, I’m listening. Go on, get it all out. Daddy’s right here.”
With each little sound she made, Jake nodded along, pretending to take mental notes. “Oh, so it’s my singing you’re not a fan of? I thought it was pretty good—so did mommy, but maybe I need some pointers from the expert,” he whispered, winking. “And the rocking chair? Too slow, right? Got it, I’ll add that to daddy’s list.”
She continued to babble, and he kept going along with it, his voice taking on a playful tone. “And here I thought daddy was nailing it, huh? Guess I still have a lot to learn from the boss.”
She let out a few more babbling sounds, her tone shifting like she was calming down, and Jake continued, nodding sympathetically. “And on top of that, maybe you missed mommy a little too, right? Thought she’d be here, didn’t you?” He gave her a warm smile, his fingers tracing gentle circles on her back.
Finally, her cries faded into little hiccups, her big eyes staring up at him. Jake let out a soft laugh, his hand rubbing soothing circles on her back. “See? You just needed someone to listen. Don’t worry, princess—I’ll always be here, taking notes and making sure everything’s just right.”
His daughter cooed softly, finally content, her tiny fingers clutching his shirt as she nestled closer. Jake let out a relieved sigh, pulling her closer.
Lookism Boys & How They Flirt When They Actually Like You - Part 2
Summary: Disaster boy behavior but make it endearing, Part 2 Electric Boogaloo 🤪 Here’s Part 1
Author’s Notes: I already had a part 2 in mind so it’s nice that I got comments for more. After work yesterday night I immediately started on this part so I hope y’all enjoy. It’s still not NSFW
Word Count: 697
REQUESTS ARE OPEN!!!
Eli
Flirting Style: Smooth, attentive, and giving
Gives you the quiet eye contact and sweet half-smile that melts panties
Lowkey flexes how good he is with kids (“Yenna made you a drawing… I helped her, but don’t tell her I said that”)
Will say “you’re beautiful” once, then act like it was nothing. But it wasn’t nothing because
His love language is offering you food and asking how your day was with full attention and active listening.
Protective but not overbearing. Will bodyblock a falling shelf and act like it’s just another Tuesday.
Bonus: If you touch his arm while laughing? Play with his hair? Be a good presence in Yenna’s life? Game over. He’s yours.
Gun
Flirting Style: Intense eye contact and threats that sound like proposals
“I don’t need a partner. I need someone who can keep up.” (Translation: I want you.)
Doesn’t smile, but you know when he’s into you because he starts looking at you like you’re prey, and HE IS STARVING.
Gifts you things that don’t feel romantic… until you realize no one else gets them. Like a new phone. Or a whole ass penthouse (to act grown in).
“You need discipline” - he’ll say after fixing your form at the gym, his hands lingering longer than necessary.
Bonus: He purposely loses at video games he’s previously beaten. Not because he can’t win, but because your grin when you win is more satisfying than victory.
Goo
Flirting Style: Chaos and catcalling, but make it charming
Will call you every nickname in the book. “Sugar tits,” “baby shark,”or “wifey” - he’s def testing which one makes you react.
Pulls pranks just to hear you laugh… or scream. Either works for him.
Gets jealous easily but pretends it’s a joke (“Oh, he looked at you? I’ll murder him, Y/N. kidding! Unless…”)
If he’s quiet for longer than 10 seconds around you, it means he’s either in love or planning something stupid. Or both.
Bonus: He’ll flirt with everyone to throw you off. But only you get the soft, sleepy Goo voice at 3AM.
James Lee / Diego Kang
Flirting Style: Elegant, detached… until you touch him.
Doesn’t flirt traditionally. He just shows up, stares at you from across the room, and somehow leaves you breathless. (Not too far from canon lol)
Compliments feel like confessions: “You’re a distraction. And I hate distractions. But I keep looking at you.”
Will not initiate physical touch, but if you do? He’s not letting go for anything.
Dangerously polite. Opens doors, holds your coat, corrects your form at the private gym he booked for just the two of you. You’ll think he’s just being nice until he says something like - “I dreamt about you...again”
Bonus: One kiss and he starts spiraling privately. He’ll still act cool. He’s not lol
Ryuhei Kuroda
Flirting Style: Bully-to-lover with unhinged fixation energy
Constantly bothers you. Flicks your hair. Steals your pen. Won’t stop poking your buttons.
“Dumbass. You’re too cute when you’re mad.”
Treats you like a game until the moment someone else flirts with you, then it’s not a game anymore.
You get under his skin in ways he hates. And craves. He’d rather eat nails than admit he’s blushing.
Bonus: He’ll fake-disgusted moan if you touch him - “Ew, you’re touching me? Are we dating now or something?” (he hopes yes)
Hudson
Flirting Style: Gentle loyalty with hints of angst
He watches you with sharp eyes but speaks softly. He doesn’t talk much but when he does, it’s only to you. He also never brings up his street life because he thinks it’ll ruin how you see him (it won’t lol)
“Need anything?” - sounds sooo casual, but it means he’s already halfway to solving your problems before you finish answering.
The kind to memorize your favorite snacks, the exact way you like your tea, your allergies. Acts like it’s no big deal. (He gives your snack choices +100 points even if he doesn’t like them)
Protective as hell. If you so much as stub your toe, he’s ready to declare war on gravity.
Bonus: When he finally touches you, it’s hesitant and reverent—like you’re sacred. His ears might go red.
This was super fun to write! I wanted to add Sinu but I couldn’t think of what to say idk. Requests are open so have at it. BYE!!!
author's note ; highly inspired by ptjs tiktok with alarms. first art cr. to loveissiwan on X.
Jonggun doesn’t ask for hugs. he doesn’t initiate warmth. and he definitely doesn’t admit to wanting it.
to most people, he’s all sharp angles and cold control — distant, untouchable. that’s how he likes it too. how he’s always been. people respect fear and power. and Jonggun is very good at giving them reasons to keep their distance.
raised on fists and discipline, taught that strength meant survival, he was trained to fight — not to feel. touch, in Yamazaki world, had always meant something else. a punch. a blow. a warning. nothing comforting ever came from it. so somewhere along the way, his body just stopped expecting softness altogether.
no one really hugged Jonggun growing up. no one ruffled his hair or held him helping hand. what he got instead were commands, missions, the expectations to be perfect weapon and leader. without any hesitations. emotions were inefficient. touch was a liability.
so now, when something warm and human stirs in his chest, he doesn’t quite know what to do with it.
Jonggun doesn’t want to fight you. that’s the first thing he understands.
he doesn’t want to intimidate, doesn’t want to keep you at arm’s length like he does with everyone else. but affection? that’s foreign territory. too soft. too vulnerable. too un-Jonggun.
so he does what he can.
he flicks your forehead when you're distracted. he pokes your side when you don’t respond to him. he pinches your cheek when you ignore his presence — subtle little things, rough around the edges. never quite a real touch, never too serious. just enough to feel you.
it looks like teasing on the outside. it’s easy to mistake it for annoyance actually.
but it’s the only way Jonggun knows how to ask for touches.
because he knows that you will always brush his hand away in annoyance. or slap his forearm in playful manner if he bother you too much. a fleeting touch of fingers. the slightest touch. such a small thing Jonggun can forgive himself for, but still wanting more.
because hugging you? that would be crossing a line he doesn’t know how to return from. asking for closeness would mean admitting he wants it — needs it — and that’s too exposed, too raw. he doesn’t have the language for it.
so he lingers instead. he sits a little closer than necessary. lets his shoulder brush yours. stands behind you quietly, watching, protecting even.
and if he ever tickles you — which he does more than he’d admit — it’s because laughter feels safer than silence. because if you’re laughing, you’re not questioning his motives. you're not asking him what he really wants. and you're not pulling away.
he doesn’t touch people if its not fight. but with you, he finds his own excuses.
Jonggun not trying to be cruel or confusing — it’s just all he knows.
so no, Park Jonggun never ask for hugs.
but sometimes, when he flicks your ear or pulls you into a half-hearted scuffle that feels more like a game than a fight — maybe he’s asking anyway. in the only way he knows how.
Goo wants everything that Jonggun has. His clothes. His glasses, the same amount of salary he gets. It’s always the same thing. He never asks. He just takes. It’s what Jonggun finds the most irritating about Goo. He’s sly and sinister. Often he doesn’t announce when he visits Gun and just barges in. Normally Gun could brush it off. He finds it irritating. Really. But then again…what can he possibly do about it?
Currently, jonggun was in the shower. And coincidentally you, his fiancé, was…just doing your thing. Probably watching a K-drama. He hopes you’re enjoying your stay here, you’re his fiancé after all. It was your first time here since you usually handled his affairs in the Yamazaki estate back in Japan. Being engaged since you two were kids made things a lot easier. Although you wouldn’t describe it as optimal, it certainly isn’t bad at all. Being in one of Gun’s houses was rather…interesting. It was a mess but at the same time it had pieces of furniture that looked very expensive. You could suppose that it represents Jonggun quite well. A stoic individual who loves luxury yet usually retreats to a junkyard. The only reason he even bought this penthouse is because you were coming to Korea. Leaning back on the couch you were suddenly interrupted by the door opening. As far as you knew, Jonggun hadn’t left and was still in the shower. So who the hell just came in??? Standing up from the couch and making your way to the hall, you were met by the sight of a rather tall man with blonde hair and a pair of glasses. He wore expensive clothes and seemed equally as surprised. ‘Well what do we have here?’ The man’s surprised expression turned into a playful smirk. His eyes wandering over your figure. He hasn’t seen you before, and you not him. A soft chuckle escaped his lips which made you narrow your eyes at him. ‘Who are you?’ The question made the man laugh at you. ‘That bastard jonggun…how dare he go to a club and take a girl home without me…’
That made you raise an eyebrow. Not In surprise. But rather amusement. So Jonggun has a friend? And he goes to clubs with him to hang with women? Interesting. ‘I’m not from the club.’ That made the man stunned for a moment. You’re not a hostess? Or a hooker? That’s weird. Very weird. Jonggun doesn’t do relationships. So who the hell are you? The man smiled, clearly amused by your words. ‘So who might you be, sugar?’ ‘I’m his fiancé.’ Fiancé…FIANCÉ????? the man looked you up and down a few times, his hands grabbing you by the shoulder and pushing you into the wall. His face closer to yours. One hand moving from your shoulder to cup your face. ‘Don’t you think he’s boring sweetheart? I can be way more fun than hi-.’ The blonde stumbled back, holding his stomach. What the hell? He wasn’t playful anymore. His eyes narrowed at you. Did you just punch him? Taking a look at your stance already gave away who trained you. Gun. So you really weren’t kidding.
‘What is this noise?’ Both you and the man looked towards the living room to see Jonggun looking at you two with a towel wrapped around his waist. ‘You never told me you had a fiancé.’ The man said standing up straight and walking towards gun, leaving you confused behind. ‘Not that it’s any of your business, Goo’ Gun replied to the blonde haired male, crossing his arms over his broad and bare chest. ‘Look at you. All cut up like a cutting board. Sad.’ An irritated look appears on Jonggun’s face. A scoff leaving his lips. Goo instead snickered at him and turned his attention towards you again, giving you a wink. ‘She’s pretty…’ he muttered towards Jonggun, his eyes never leaving yours in the process. Gun’s expression soured. ‘And she’s mine so back off’ Jonggun flicked Goo’s hand off his shoulder, earning a huff from the blonde male. The two of them started bickering in front of you with Goo’s main argument being that Jonggun always gets the best things from everyone and everything like a prince. You on the other hand avoided Goo and went back to your K-drama. Which Gun didn’t mind, but he did have to deal with a whining Goo who doesn’t get why Gun’s fiancé doesn’t like him.
I might do a part 2 if this is well-received. Sorry if OOC, I've never written a fanfic before, but I worked up the courage!!
Reader falling asleep on lookism men, cuddling talk, genderless terms and no physical traits of reader mentioned.
Includes: Gun, Kitae, Jake, Samuel
Gun:
Overall, I can't see Gun greatly inconveniencing himself for the reader, like refusing to move or putting off his day just to avoid waking them. If he does have to leave, he'd make sure the reader is comfortable before he goes, a loving gesture in his own way. Gun doesn't want them falling asleep in an awkward position and possibly hurting themselves.
I don't imagine Gun to be a "natural" cuddler type, but for you, he'd tolerate it and do his best not to disturb you with too much movement. On days when he isn't busy, he'd stay as still as he can without completely inconveniencing himself.
Over time, I think Gun would come to genuinely enjoy the peace and security of the reader choosing to sleep on him. Listening to your steady, rhythmic breaths would put him at ease. I especially think he'd like it when the reader falls asleep on him while he's occupied with his hobbies, which seem pretty quiet and peaceful, like woodcarving.
Kitae
Kitae doesn't seem to mind people (or at least the ones he "likes") falling asleep or resting on him. If anything, he seems to enjoy lounging around himself quite a bit. (Though I can't actually tell if Kitae ever sleeps,, maybe that would explain the dark circles.)
I think Kitae would be more than fine with the reader falling asleep on him, so long as they're not getting in the way when he's handling business that has him constantly getting up and moving around. If it's a long meeting, I think he'd have no issue with the reader cozying up against him. Who in their right mind is going to make a comment about you? If you're at home, I think he'd be pretty indifferent about it too. He isn't going to go out of his way to make you more comfortable, but he won't move you either. I don't imagine he sees much intimacy in it; if it's something you enjoy, it doesn't bother him. He might even take the opportunity to catch some sleep himself.
If he doesn't have the time to let the reader sleep on him, I think he'd be pretty callous about moving you off. I don't imagine he'd be especially rough or violent (at least not on purpose), but he wouldn't bother setting you down somewhere cozy either. He feels no guilt about acting in his own interest, and if he has somewhere to be, that's his priority.
Jake
Jake would be thrilled if he has nothing to do and a sad if he's busy and has places to be.
I can see Jake being a big cuddler. I think it would be a huge source of pride for him that the reader feels safe and secure enough to fall asleep on him, and because he doesn't want to break that trust, he'd struggle to move unless it's genuinely urgent. He's a boss, of course, so if push comes to shove, he'll carefully move you somewhere cozy and come back as quickly as possible so the reader knows they weren't abandoned.
If it happens during the day, I think it'd stress him out a bit more. Big Deal needs him constantly, and he struggles to find a balance between his responsibilities and the people he loves, something his father struggled with, too, which might make him anxious about the situation, even if it is just moving you as you sleep.
I think Jake would love it most if the reader chose to curl up with him at night or in the evening, when everything has finally settled down. Then he can give the reader his undivided attention and soothe his own worries by listening to the steady beat of your heart. It's in moments like those that he feels the safest and most at peace. More than anything, he hopes the reader understands that even though he's busy being a boss, he'll always do whatever he can to make time for them, and he feels genuinely honored that they trust him enough to fall asleep on him.
Samuel
I think Samuel would behave a lot like Kitae, though less callous. It would definitely annoy him if the reader fell asleep on him while he's busy. He's constantly working and would probably think, "Couldn't you just sleep at home or at night?" If the timing is especially inconvenient or unprofessional, I could even see him waking the reader up. (not in an aggressive way)
If it's a situation where he can stay seated, though, I think it might fuel his ego a bit to have somebody beautiful resting against him. At the same time, I don't think he'd like other people paying too much attention to you while you sleep, and it might make him a little jealous or irritated.
At home, it's kind of hard for me to say whether it would annoy him or not. He seems to value his personal space quite a bit. I don't think he'd resent the situation or the reader of course, he just wouldn't really understand it. If the reader explained that falling asleep on him makes them feel safe and comfortable, I can see him becoming much more tolerant of it. Maybe it would even make him happy that somebody sees him as a safety net. It might make him feel strong or chosen in a way. He'd definitely prefer the reader keep it as a home activity, though, where he can still do his own thing while keeping the reader comfortable.
