my gay men lair

17 he/him / i want to draw gay men and write but motivation... pfp by @bamsara

[bamsara]

COTLtober Day 4: Flower

Some fluffy dense Narilamb while I try to catch up on the prompt list lmao. I like it when they're stupid

[alllgator-blood]

okay pardon the whiplash between my 2 AM sadposting followed immediately by this, I've drawn too much deranged art and I wanted to do something funny instead. IN ANY CASE, the skinny + big boob + thigh gap + skimpy outfit heket is inspired by a certain genre of art that shows up every time I look her up on google images. I'd never dunk on any specific artist dw, but it's mildly depressing that you can't expect any unconventional-looking female video game character (even an eldritch cult leader) to NOT have multiple fanarts of what's essentially their visage taxidermized onto the same exact supermodel base.

FOR THE MOST PART THOUGH I find it very funny that people who are genuinely invested in the game/fandom lean way more towards hekets built like a fucking sherman tank, and the people who haven't played/aren't in the fandom who make fanart tend to make her look like the demon part of this graph. I quite like this fandom so I couldn't post this without giving credit to the majority who understand heket can be a total baddie while still looking like a fucked up evil frog beast <3

anyway in cause you were TOO afraid of me being chivalrous, I felt the need to share the filename for this comic:

[number-one-kallamar-lover]

I saw this and this immediately appeared in my head I’m so sorry. Love this though ❤️

[alllgator-blood]

was sketching soul crushing angst yesterday, then was about to log off and go sleep but I saw your reblog at the last second and derailed SPECIFICALLY SO I COULD SHITTILY DRAW THIS. I don't think I could've slept peacefully otherwise

[beautysnake]

soft, pathetic little man

[mortalityplays]

when the grumpy one is soft for the sunshine one 🌞 🥰 and the sunshine one doesn't appreciate that kind of condescension from someone who holds everyone else in the world to rigorous intellectual scrutiny 👀🔥👀 and the grumpy one low key thinks the sunshine one is a lil morally bankrupt and self obsessed for maintaining the facade even when acknowledgment of struggle and negativity is necessary for constructive change 🤭 😌 and they get divorced. they get divorced. 🧑‍⚖️❌

[wweaselkat]

conduit

[daftpatience]

trying to be an active mutual feels like this some of times

[beautysnake]

A silly little thing

I can't share the full comic here, for one: because it's nsfw, and two: it's something like 133 pages

The full thing is available on patreon, and I'll be uploading the first 40 pages on blusky!

[beautysnake]

haha jk here's the rest of the preview

[bamsara]

God of Death experiences catnip for the first time ever. 1 Dead several injured

A little lighthearted scene I drafted for Narinder's slowly being friendly with the cultists/repairing things with his siblings and to show the comfort that's between Lambert and him during the spring arc (before the war arc).

I want to make more goofy and wholesome moments with them

[bamsara]

Play-Hunting

Somewhere down the line, the stalking-to-assassinate habit he has turned into something a bit more playful. Lambert doesn't know that though lmao

[bamsara]

Thunder and rain. Sun and Storm.

Finally got the motivation (mostly) to color some of my story planning comics for TROD AU. Have some little guys and a little lore :)

[mosslingg]

lamb

[the-one-who-lambs]

lamb

[jellynotbees]

lamb

[joofaloof]

lamb

[tobernaut]

lamb

[aveloka-draws]

lamb

[stounyx]

lamb

[bamsara]

lamb

[stychu-stych]

Lamblamblamblamblamb

[devi-dizz]

Lamb

[stychu-stych]

[crowiin]

The Rehabilitation of Death, by @bamsara

TROD BOOK 1 DONE!

more details (AND PHOTOS :] !!!) below the cut

I’m super new to bookbinding but really REALLY wanted to try it out! For this, ive split trod into groups of 7 chapters or so and am making each part into its own ~400 page book.

I’m not the happiest with how this came out (I’ve already started the second one and man it is sooo much better) but it is TREMENDOUSLY satisfying to be able to hold one of your favourite fics in your hands!!! Also this way I can convince friends to read it :3

I have yet to finish the spine and back cover. I’m thinking of making them match in some way though! ALSO I don’t have a cricut or anything because. expensive. so it’s me and my dip pen against the world

I’m v excited to post pics of the next one bc it’s got drop caps and a charm on the bookmark and nicer end pages and everything :) but I wanna wait until it’s done I think

OK PROCESS PICS AND MORE FINAL PHOTOS

I MADE A TAROT CARD FOR THE FRONT PAGE ALSO. FOR PIZZAZ

[bamsara]

HDGLKSHGLKHSDG HI I don't know how else to express my giddiness outside of keysmashing rn BUT THIS IS SO AWESOME

It looks so good AND it's your first time bookbinding?? This is incredible, I'm eating it with my eyes IT LOOKS SO COOL

[cxmeronnx]

I NEED THISSSS AASAGFHAGHHHAGHGHAHG

[worldtherewithin]

[asmimir]

Adam and his rizz idk what possessed me to draw this help bonus baps:

[humanimalgam]

my adhd ass when someone says something and expects me to be able to comprehend it the first time

[humanimalgam]

“not adhd but-”

[bobbulb-deactivated20250719]

People who just go “ugh nevermind” are the bane of my existence

[the-haiku-bot]

People who just go

“ugh nevermind” are the bane

of my existence

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

[bamsara]

some out-of-order & outta context doodle comics for trod au I found hiding in my desktop files

[alllgator-blood]

'I WENT BACK AND WISHED I HADN'T'

(part 2/2)

>TFW the hallucinated manifestation of your guilty conscience keeps reappearing to torture you, but it kinda falls flat because the rest of your brain can't remember what you did wrong to begin with

Would you believe me if I told you this was the less horrible version of a comic I made while I was on hiatus?? Don't think I'll ever post that one because it's deranged in a non presentable way, but I thought some of the ideas should still get used. I know canonically shamura knows what they did to the point of traumadumping about it until you kill them, but I mean with their brains all scrambled for 1000 years, there's bound to be some point where they remembered they loved someone more than they remembered why he's gone

I actually....have ANOTHER angst comic I'll probably post the day after tomorrow, I made it in january but it starts during a shamura freakout so maybe it could be a continuation of this? RIP in advance to kallamar