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5 may 2022

9:52p

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just one of those things I have to grow up and deal with.

21 april 2022

2:00p

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it feels good to let myself go every once in a while.

I hope you’re proud of me for learning to give myself psrmission.

florescentlcvesickness

sad9rl

You knew you were gunna hurt me.

sad9rl

I JUST WANNA MAKE THIS POST 4 MIGUEL BC IM IN TEARS N I CANT BELIEVE HES LEAVING ME MIGUEL UR ONE OF MY BESTEST IM SO GLAD U CREEPED ON ME WHEN I WAS A SCEENIE WEENIE BC I WULD HAVE NEVER MET U AND BEING AROUND U ALWAYS CHEERS ME UP I LOOK UP TO U SO MUCH UR LIKE MY DAD THANK U FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE U R ONE OF THE NICEST BESTEST COOLEST PERSONS IVE EVER MET N WE GLOD UP TOGETHER N SHIT AND WE HAD OUR KENNY CHARLI XCX ICONA POP MARINA PHASE AND WE MET KAE AND MADI AND BELLA AND ALLY WEVE HAD SO MUCH FUN TOGETHER IM SO SAD I NEVER WANNA LOSE TOUCH W U N IF U END UP HATING ME AFTER U LEAVE I WANT U TO KNOW THT ILL ALWAYS LOVE U N ILL NEVER FORGET U <3 <3 <3 PLS ENJOY URSELF IN UR NEW AREA N IF THINGS R HARD U CAN TALK TO ME I LOVE YOU @cxnxnical (HMU ON ROBLOX ASAP)

cxnxnical

my sweet girl <3 you had no idea, but the memories I have of you are some of the most treasured ones of my childhood. you deserve all the love and celebration in the world, angel. Thank YOU for being MY friend, Sarina.

13 september 2021

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9:07p

there is not a day that goes by wherein I don’t forget to wish for hope for my life on this dying planet. Perhaps this is a request that may be too much to ask, but I just want for someone to find me truly and unconditionally beautiful. Unlike the men in my life who’ve seen me as nothing more than a hollow doll with an ephemeral purpose.

30 july 2021

8:52p

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it was almost like the sun vanished for a day,

the moment I knew I had to let you go.

4 june 2021

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I have to hold it in simply because I know there is absolutely no way I could avoid feeling nothing other than embarassment and ridicule. this is not forever.

1 june 2021

3:04 - we are sure to return to each other in time, my love. do the thoughts of our reunion cross your mind in the same delicate and blissful way they do mine? perhaps one day I will have the courage to speak for myself and tell you how dearly i adore you. i can only hope to hear you return the words of affection that i oh so dared to say aloud that night before you left in september.

30 may 2021

12:05a - away from home yet again, and once again its on my own terms as it should be. i haven’t spoken to my mother since christmas, my sister’s high school graduation is right around the corner, and i’m here having booked a professional contract with a world-renowned agency. I truly could not be more grateful for the countless blessings Mother Universe has provided and will continue to provide in my lifetime. - my dearest, it has felt like i have missed you an entire lifetime. Yet, you are always with me, always present, and always love. thank you for ten months of a life i never thought i’d live. Thank you for protecting me from the darknesses of this world with your light.

getting high on the train to atlantic city.

14 April 2021

10:18p

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all I hear are cries of “beast!”, “monster!”, and “defect!”.

intimacy.

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another one. I was looking only for pot to buy from one of many strangers whom soon would have my $60, and I would have my fix. he was gorgeous.

this is how is starts.

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you are repulsive.

16 march 2021

9:55p

I want to be as effortlessly beautiful as you.

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5 january 2021

7:06a

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I haven't seen those gorgeous blue eyes in six weeks. It hurts that I see you so little but i'm so scared to tell you because I don't want you to know attached I am so early on.

I wish you knew how much I care about you. I hope you haven'f moved on already.

sift

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