marc

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[cyraslair]

what are you supposed to do when nothing makes you feel alive anymore. where do you go when you always feel dead

[cyraslair]

i cry every time they sleep before i do. because they're the only one i wanna talk to at night and i don't wanna be lonely i don't

[cyraslair]

would they like me more if i was prettier? i try so hard to be pretty i do my hair every day and wear nice clothes why am i not pretty thr way other people are pretty

[cyraslair]

i wish they'd just say they hate me cause i know they do

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

i feel like someone dead pretending to be alive

[thedisorderedpoet]

why does loving people feel so guttural and painful for me? i just want to love without feeling every ounce of emotion to my core.

it’s becoming more and more difficult to find reasons to stay.

my existence is torture.

[saccharinehell]

Why tf was I born ugly?

[cyraslair]

will i be remembered as good or a monster

[sofiabix]

[billyjc-deactivated20250227]

when you feel so empty and desperately hope that something will come along to fill the void

[maybeshehasbpd]

Can’t it be over already, please

[spoiledmwilk-deactivated2025022]

Still in disbelief two days ago i couldve kms and only two people cared . Two . After so much ive done && time ive spent with these people 2 cared ???

Maybe its my fault because im always jokey and most things i say arent srs . Do i need to put a damn tone tag after everything . Do i need a gun to my head live 4k to get people to say anything .

Clearly . Regardless i blocked them . I now know who isn't and is my friend ^ _ ^

[worthless-mess]

[lullxbyblue]

I always think I hit rock bottom and then I sink even lower and realize there is no bottom, it just keeps going down.

[tezriaetho]

i’m fighting a war within my head that i don’t want to fight anymore it’s so exhausting and no one understands

[lilhumbleloser]

Can I please stop waking up

[emotionaleating]

i am so tired of everything around me. if there's a way i could vanish without an explanation, i would.