Toto!

won't somebody get me a shoehorn with teeth...? || 21 years || he/they || most epic queer dogcat || i post whatever whenever

[d1s4strous]

my name is toto. or: todd, twig, disastrous

i'm an autistic artist with russian roots living in germany

i'm queer & gay as hell and also a nonbinary trans man

i'm a dogcat of some sorts

i speak german and english fluently, russian kind of shittily, and toki pona quite alright but not fluently

i love furries, art, comics, plushies, dragons, my friends, ...

i also love good omens (fuck gaiman), the owl house, scarlet hollow, undertale, deltarune, night in the woods, httyd, ofmd, mario stuff (especially bowser), ultrakill, scott pilgrim, ...

things i post or reblog may sometimes be suggestive and/or contain artistic nudity...

you're allowed to dm me if you'd like, even if you don't know me (i may be socially awkward)

my art: #toto art

ONLY my art: i try to post on @disastrous-doodles

my text posts: #tototalking

all of my stuff: #totoposting

[evilvillain123456789]

what you experience is hyperfixation, which is pathological. what I experience is psychosexual obsession， which is also pathological, but in a darkly chic and subversive way. thank you for understanding.

[dog-teeth]

style tests

[greenlabcoat]

in 3 days pjackk will return from the dead to usher in a new era for mankind. #disciple

[greenlabcoat]

okay hes actually just really dead #sorry

[greenlabcoat]

sorry i meant 3 months #disciple

[greenlabcoat]

died again #sorry

[d1s4strous]

did i just make the song of The Bronze Age ?!

[goodgirl-inc]

[sophiesalacia]

[maidthings]

QUICK TURN ON TUMBLR. ANY BLOG.

[noelements-setempty]

If I want to be right, then proof by contrapositive is not wrong.

[noelements-setempty]

Eating one cookie is fine.

If you've already had n cookies, just one more won't hurt.

Therefore, by induction...

[six0fswords]

[j4gm]

[eebie]

i think we'd all be better off if we all touched each other more because now we have chumps walking around thinking physical contact always has to mean something and by chumps i mean 90% of the world population

[ode-on-a-grecian-butt]

[overtherails4u]

[cheshireinthemiddle]

Oh, this definitely belongs on Tumblr.

[thesplendidsnout]

From the Nib, by Mattie Lubchansky

[elorein]

[ordr]

Thanks for sexualizing peoples trauma fuckhead

anytime

[sandersstudies]

Sick list of symptoms bro. Now try humanizing your behavior instead of pathologizing it.

[sandersstudies]

Pathologizing: Hey sorry I yelled at you. I have this ADHD symptom called RSD that makes me really sensitive.

Humanizing: Hey, I’m sorry that I blew up like that earlier. In the moment I felt really attacked and overwhelmed and I reacted badly, but I know you didn’t mean to offend me with what you said, so that behavior is on me.

[patricia-taxxon]

people will literally say this and then not actually believe you when you say you're abnormally upset by something unless you disclose your mental disability to clarify it.

[patricia-taxxon]

yeah i'm sorry i convulsed and snapped when you and your friend spoke to me at the same time, i actually have- wait, mentioning my sensory issues would be pathologizing my behavior, uh yea i just hate the sound of your voice i guess. let me jump in this hole real quick

[patricia-taxxon]

i was reminded of this anemic post by a reblog, and i wanna emphasize, this is the neurodiversity version of when someone immerses themselves in an online community of outsiders for too long without engaging with normal society until they're saying "but we shouldn't shame women for wanting to be housewives" and thinking its a hot take. if someone "pathologizes their behavior" it is likely the first time they have ever done so in their lives, if a neurodivergent person legitimately tried to use their condition as an "excuse" towards you it is because they trust you more than any other human on earth and the maddening refusal to acknowledge this is nothing short of terminal entitlement.

there are endless reblogs and replies who seem to be trying to convince me this post says something it doesn't. there is nothing compassionate about telling disabled people to forever concede that their behaviors are indistinguishable from a neurotypical person who simply sucks and is wrong all the time.

[patricia-taxxon]

this isn't analogous to apologizing because you ran someone's foot over with your wheelchair, it's turning to that wheelchair user and telling them to apologize for making their feet so big and heavy

[gremlingirlsmell]

there is nothing compassionate about telling disabled people to forever concede that their behaviors are indistinguishable from a neurotypical person who simply sucks and is wrong all the time

[raccoonwitharecorddeal]

wolf bus