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a collection of my intrusive thoughts, chronologically

[d4z-3d]

best feeling when ur leggings no longer fit

[d4z-3d]

i have to become a pretty corpse

[d4z-3d]

i wish i could live inside their heart

[d4z-3d]

when do i get to be someone’s beautiful princess with a disorder?

[d4z-3d]

company makes a dollar and i make a dime so i cut wrists on company time

[d4z-3d]

like fruit rotten on the insides i look beautiful and healthy until you get to the core, there you find scars and bruises. ones that you are sure must have been visible from the outside if you had just looked closer. disgusting.

[d4z-3d]

in the absence of pain i feel completely hollow

[d4z-3d]

this is what better feels like

[d4z-3d]

straight up losing my marbles

[dollymagdalene]

I love acting like self harm is a hobby instead of a symptom of my debilitating mental illness. Like no guys I'm just really silly and creative.

[d4z-3d]

blood spilled; am i forgiven now?

[d4z-3d]

MAYBE CHEMICALS CAN FIX ME

[d4z-3d]

idk who needs to hear this but: you don’t have to finish what you put on your plate, save some for tomorrow🩷

[d4z-3d]

we should normalize stalking people

[d4z-3d]

i hate when i see visions (i’m disassociating)

[d4z-3d]

i think you dead before you even have a chance to pick up the knife

[d4z-3d]

period so short i start thinking this eating disorder thing ain’t all bad