Guess dear old dad didn't really care!🔥💙

He/him Don't you dare insult Kei- I meant Hawks; If you do, expect consequences (not that I care obviously).

[dabi-hotstuff]

They told me I was born for greatness,

But apparently I was born to burn,

Burn everything around me,

Burn their memories,

Burn every feeling that threatens to make me weak,

Burn every thought who wants me to soften up,

Burn everyone who could hurt me in ways that I thoughtI'd forget,

The pain of abandonment and broken hopes.

He told me we could've flown together to a place where would've been just us,

No heroes,

No villains.

He prefered to stay on his hero's side,

Leaving me behind,

Vulnerable and hurt

[dabi-hotstuff]

Every morning I woke up, thinking that it could've been a better day; but I was wrong every time.

I remember getting up and going to the kitchen, I drank a tea and instantly went to Sekoto, before anyone could wake and ask where I was going.

I tried to control my quirk, but the voices…

You will never be enough!

Give up, you're a failure!

And I ended up throwing fireballs to wherever I heard the voices come from.

I always felt everything… differently, amplified; nobody understood when I woke up crying, or when I stared at myself in the mirror for hours.

That body wasn't mine…

It was before the scars, they surely didn't help, but they are not the reason for this hate.

I couldn't get up from bed sometimes.

Everything felt like too much.

[dabi-hotstuff]

All life I tried and tried,

I wanted to be a hero but I ended up as a monster.

Mom, am I still your child?

Am I still the boy you tried to keep safe?

'Cause my answer is no, mom, I don't want to be a hero.

Everything around me gets burned;

I want to love, but I hurt, and to tot get left I hate.

Look at me once more, only once.

I'm not a monster,

Do you believe me?

Do you see through my flames?

'Cause in that warm blue I'm cold,

I tried to get out,

But I always got burned.

[dabi-hotstuff]

I…

They're all against me…

Mom…

Natsuo…

Fuyumi…

I want to go back home…

They are all looking at me, I don't wanna die!

Stop flames… please… stop… I don't want to burn anymore…

Such a weak villain.

Shoto was right when he told me I had to stop, but I can't.

I only hope I'll take control again.

I was born to burn down this world, but I only wanted to be seen.

[dabi-hotstuff]

I don't understand how this could happen.

It was a fucking trap, and now…

Now, I'm alone against five heroes.

Wasn't Shouto stronger than me? Then why does he need all this help?

It's so fucking unfair.

If more villains attack a hero, it's disloyal.

But if more heoes attack a villain, it's a hood tactic.

What justice we protect, in which an abuser can be a hero and a brocken child, has to be a villain.

Look around, everything is burning, but I have not yet lit the spark.

Keep protecting your heroes.

Keep being afraid of us, the villains, the ones who saw the cruel truth and had the guts to say something.

[dabi-hotstuff]

I was a little busy these days, I'll write something new in some days.

[dabi-hotstuff]

Me:

I did something wrong, I made my birdie mad.

He won't talk to me, and I miss him.

I left him alone and now I'm paying the price.

But I love him and my world without him can't exist.

Please, Birdie.

I miss you really much.

@kiego-takami

[dabi-hotstuff]

Happy birthday, Shiggy.

I'll remember every sleepless night spent with you, talking about our sh!tty lives.

I'll remember every word you whispered in my ear as our feelings spilt over each other.

I'll remember every touch you were scared of, and the first time you were able to hold my hand.

I love you, Shiggy.

Happy birthday, Boss.

This came to my heart, and I had to write it.

[dabi-hotstuff]

Keigo:

Tomorrow will be the day.

I'll see AFO, Toga, Dabi.

Or maybe I should call him Touya.

Now I understand what happened, as kids, he always thought that I wanted to marry Endeavor because I kept looking at him; I guess he kept thinking that.

I couldn't believe it when he said his name at first.

He is my Touya, and I'll have a kid with him; if we survive.

I knew Touya and now I know Dabi, he has problems, and this won’t help; he could just get angry and burn down all Japan, even if it meant killing himself in the process.

But he wouldn't, now he knows about the kid, I hope he'll want to be a better father than Enji was.

The abuse, the training, I didn't know anything before some weeks ago when Dabi revealed it all.

He just wanted to be seen…

Which parents would ignore their kids?

Ours.

[dabi-hotstuff]

Tomorrow will be the day.

I'll see Enji, Shouto, Hawks.

He makes my mind go blurry.

I should think of the plan, but I can only think about those golden eyes.

He stole a piece of me.

I have to stop this, stop all this madness, then why I don't do it?

What has he done to me? Why do I feel again like a monster?

Killing was easy until I saw him again.

Why can't he just love me the way I am? Why is he a picture-perfect hero?

I just want to burn everything down but us.

Only us together forever.

But he wouldn't forgive me for killing all those people.

I just want to be myself and to be loved.

[dabi-hotstuff]

The war is close.

Keigo doesn't answer my calls.

Did we have a fight? Why? What did I do?

Wasn't this enough?

AFO keeps treating us like kids and doesn't let us go out to fight.

Those heroes ruined our lives.

They are supposed to save people, but what about us?

The villains.

We became like this because of them!

Why doesn't anybody see it‽

They killed…

It was Keigo.

Why Keigo? Why also him?

I still love him, but he is like them.

That's not fair; I'm alone again, and I already lost him.

[dabi-hotstuff]

I revealed it all, about me and Keigo, obviously not our relationship, just the truth of our lives.

Now he will see I'm the only one who loves him.

Right?

I…

Why do I feel like this?

Dad couldn't even move, I made Shouto cry.

Why don't I feel good?

What is wrong with me?

I just wanted to be seen and not be alone, but now I feel as lonely as ever, why?

If I stopped sooner, I would be with Keigo, and with our kid; I'd be happy, I think.

But dad… he has to look at me, to see what he has lost, I have to show him that I'm stronger than Shouto.

He will be proud.

I'll be the strongest, Keigo will love me even more.

I won't be a failure anymore.

[dabi-hotstuff]

I…

I burnt him…

His wings…

I did it…

I just got angry, I screamed at him such bad things…

How could I?

I handed him to the bird kid.

I found out only some hours ago that he laid an egg, we'll have a kid, and I hurt him.

I'm a monster.

I love him, yet I can't help but hurt him too.

I just have to wait, when he'll see that I'm the only one who really loves him he'll come back to me.

Keigo…

[dabi-hotstuff]

Keigo:

I can't understand anything anymore.

Before he treated me gently, almost like he cared, now it looks like he only wants my holes, is he really my Touya?

Why does it have to be so difficult?

Every time I see him, every time I hear his voice, every time I feel his touch.

Even if he hurts me, I can't stop thinking of him.

I just want him back, I want him to love me again.

I don't want to think about the HPSC, or the past, or the pain.

I only want to lose in his eyes and never come back, I'd be happy forever, with him forever.

But I still don't understand: if he still wants to prove something to his father, why did he suicide? He had no reason to do it.

Something doesn't quite fit in this story, and I'll find out what it is.

[dabi-hotstuff]

So, in less than a month, we lost Magne, hired a hero, fought against a giant bodyguard, most of our quirks are improved, and now we are leaders of the Paranormal Liberation Front.

I also understood why I'm still alive: if my theory is correct, I should have been a nomu, but I escaped.

I saw dad, he was with Hawks, now I get why he is corrupted to: they are together.

Since I saw them together, I've been rougher with him, I even choked him while we were… you know.

I don't want to hurt him, but if he doesn't love me, I'll make him hate me so much that he will never forget me.

I just want him back.

[dabi-hotstuff]

Guess who came to my door: Hawks, the Nº2 hero.

He wasn't Keigo, he changed, he was corrupted too.

He said he wanted to escape his cage, but he built that cage, and let's be honest, he is lying.

He would never become a villain like his father.

However, I let him in, he is a fucking bastard, but I keep dreaming those golden eyes.

I have his body, but not his mind, nor his heart.

Why can't I have my Keigo back‽

This isn't him! He is a fucking liar!

It can't be him, or that would mean that now he is like them, I can't accept it.

The commission ruined him, I'll help him, and I'll stay close.

I just want him back, I want him to understand me and love me; even if I'll have to change my plans.

[dabi-hotstuff]

Keigo:

I can't do this, not this, this is too difficult.

I had to enter the LOV undercover, and I did, but he…

Dabi, I think he is Touya.

That would explain so many things.

His blue eyes, his blue flames, the scars, and from up close, I could see his hair is dyed black, I saw white under that dye.

I can't do this, not to him, I can't kill him.

I made a deal anyway, I'll have to kill Best Jeanist, like this, I will enter the LOV, but he also wanted something else, my body.

I accepted…

He has me around his fingers.

Fuck.