PAIRING. Lee Minho x implied! fem. reader | TROPE. KCSI! au (Korean Crime Scene Investigator), angst, thriller, forced proximity, enemies to lovers, coworkers! au, slow burn, fluff, thriller, crime! au | PLAYLIST. | WORD COUNT. 11.3k ⭑ 55min read | WARNINGS. mentions of death/killing, guns, a murder takes place, talk of autopsy/torture, reader is injured, sedatives used, kidnapping, cursing
SYNOPSIS. For almost thirty years, murder after murder has been solved seamlessly by the KCSI. Homicides, poisonings, assaults. But when that three decade streak meets its match on a particular case involving a wealthy politician, hired assassinations, and paid silence, you’re forced to pair up with your know-it-all team leader, Lee Minho, wondering if this will be the first crime left unsolved.
AUG'S NOTES. so excited to release my first piece of the autumn season! hopefully i didn’t drone on forever in this, i’m a sucker for anything crime/thriller. please enjoy my beloved softie mimo and tell me what you think!! love you all, thank you for so much support<3
CASE FILE — ( 📁 )
Panicked breathing sounds from the wriggling body, taut, mouth duck-taped shut. They scream, but it’s soundless, and no one will hear them here.
The man, wielding a knife in one hand while a plastic clown mask conceals his identity, inches closer, lips drawn into a sadistically delighted smile.
This is the hunt. His favorite part of this twisted game. His twisted game.
He lets them move, if only a few centimeters, away from him. Lets them experience that fleeting chance of hope.
Except, the human body is a cruel, cruel vessel that can only travel so far before it gets exhausted. And lucky for them, he’s there to put their exhausted self to rest.
For good.
“Yeesh, I’m feeling that breakfast burrito comin’ up,” Han Jisung comments from beside you, flashlight shining on the corpse ahead, expression contorted into disgust.
“Good thing I didn’t eat when I got the call,” You mutter, the half mortified boy cringing as more members of the unit step forward, capturing photos before the scene is uprooted.
After all, Igor Hill—with a tunnel built inside just below the road—was a daily passageway for school kids, meaning each second spent here was a ticking time bomb, scrambling to collect as much evidence as possible before traversing destroys what’s currently untouched.
Left waiting, you allow other members of the scene documentation team to take charge after the coroner left before stepping in to investigate yourself, your job being collecting samples for Trace.
“And to think Bahng’s out for his kid’s ballet recital, talk about a one-eighty.”
It’s hard not to chuckle when Han brings up KCSI’s Supervisor, nodding in agreement. The world of crime isn’t to be underestimated; like some sort of double life behind a wall of periwinkle fantasy.
Evil will always exist, an explanation as to how the Korean Crime Scene Investigation team came to be in the first place.
“..Let’s just hope seeing a tutu will help burn those images from your eyes.”
Mere moments later does Jeongin pipe up, currently on his half a year mark interning and proving himself more than viable on both field and lab work.
Han, on the other hand, is still getting adjusted to the stench of a decomp, taking plentiful breaks a ways from the scene whilst the shutter of cameras lights the otherwise darkened tunnel.
“You’re on evidence today too, Miss Y/N?”
And polite as ever. The team’s sweetheart, in summary.
Your nod suffices, offering a meager smile before beckoning him by your side as Hyunjin and Seungmin step away, checking in with a lingering Minho—team leader and occasional asshole—with cleared sketches and physical evidence captured to be logged before your section steps in.
Truth be told, you had thought the man was out for you that first year on your job; always critiquing your work, triple-checking the basics he only double-checked for others. A higher standard only applying to you, and downright vicious.
In easier terms: a stark pain in the ass.
Worst part? He’s team leader, meaning there’s no way you can not run into him.
Getting warrants, finding leads. It all ties back to Lee Minho.
As for right now, hundreds of photos have been taken, all to be sent back to the lab and carefully handled by forensics for prints.
“How’s the field treating you?” Your voice cuts in, gloved hand venturing through the victim’s pockets in search of identification. An action simultaneously silencing the maelstrom of thoughts rushing through your head and calming the itch to flip that self-righteous jerk—whose eyes are currently boring into your back where he leans against the car—off.
In front of you, Jeongin’s heavy sigh expresses the words he can’t say. Glancing up while bagging lingering hairs for Trace, the quirk of his brow asks a silent: ‘Any luck?’. Responding with a miniature shake of your head, you opt for squatting to begin upon seemingly endless cargo pants pockets.
Aha.
“‘Guess our killer didn’t care too much for identification of the body.” A click of your tongue, haphazardly wetting your lips whilst lifting the retrieved wallet up to your flashlight.
Jeongin assists in snapping a photo.
“Yoon Bo-gum. Asian male, born January 17th, 2001. South Korean citizen, 182 centimeters in height.”
Jeongin whistles, sucking in a sharp breath. Sympathy paints his features while you extend the ID, the man slow to take it in hand.
“Just turned twenty-four.. damn.”
True enough, the anguish is shared. Because no matter the day, hour, minute, cruelty will exist in the most ugly of forms. Live exhibitions of foul intent taken to the next level.
“Tape on the wrists, mouth. Eyes lift uncovered.”
Speaking helps not only for your recollection, but to ward off the nausea building in the back of your throat.
No matter how many cases you work, it never feels as if you’re prepared enough to witness a homicide.
“Says the killer was a masochist,” Jeongin piques, tongue poking at his cheek in contemplation. “Either the killer knew he was gonna whack the guy, or was psycho enough he wanted the victim-“
A glance back to the ID.
“—wanted Bo-gum to see it.”
A heavy exhale through your nose staunches mortification from dizzying your head.
“Only bodily fluids found were urine, likely due to state of panic. As for cause of death, we’ll get a preliminary C.O.D from Seungmin in autopsy. But right now-“
Busying your hands with unbuttoning the victim’s jacket, all words get caught in your throat as the last button falls undone.
Suicide ruled out for certain.
“Jeongin.”
Perhaps the way you say the words, perhaps the dread in your tone—so different from the calmness you usually operate with, prompted the swift lift of his head.
One, five, ten. Nineteen, thirty-eight. Fifty, one hundred-
“I count one-hundred and forty-three stab wounds.”
The next breath is shaky—nerves on overload.
“This wasn’t just homicide. It was manic.”
“Well.. from what we’ve got, we’re looking at a lot of different pieces of evidence.” Bahng begins, placing down an envelope onto the table, photos paper-clipped to the front.
“The soil within a five foot radius of the corpse has distinct marks.” He slides a photo forward, the curves and lines of the dirt formed in a winding motion.
Christopher Bahng, resident sweetheart and the KCSI’S Supervisor. As level-headed as they come and beyond attractive while doing so.
Unlike the prickly team leader in front of you.
“A struggle.” Both him and Minho observe in unison, your gaze flickering down a second too long at the part of his lips. That puffy upper lip, the way his tongue runs across his teeth in thought.
Well, your mind battles, mouth tugging into a tight line of contemplation. It’s not that he isn’tattractive… just, his personality is ugly. Right.
“Meaning our victim was using all their willpower trying to move away from the threat before they were killed,” Your supervisor explains, slipping two more photographs from the envelope.
One featuring blood splatter, the other pictures of a portion of the victims hands, bloodied and battered — skin tinted a purple, waxy hue. Indication of a quick discovery, less time spent postmortem.
“Fiber, blood, and the surrounding area have all been swabbed and documented. A mile out, Hyunjin reported seeing tire tracks, Han’s figuring out if we can find the vehicle. The corpse should be arriving soon for the autopsy and— Seungmin’s taking care of this one.” Bahng nods, the rest of the group humming in agreement as his chaste debrief comes to a close.
“Something that was unusual, however, is this.”
The interjection drags yours and Minho’s attention to the eldest—the two of you being main investigators assigned to the case.
A last photo. Glock, 9mm, nestled in a hedge.
“Found a few miles from the scene by accident from a passerby call-in. We don’t know if it belonged to our killer, or if by some fluke it was left there.”
You spare a glance the man across from you, resisting the urge to roll your eyes at that predictable lift of his brow as if asking: “What’re you looking at?”.
Deciding against egging on his irritable attitude, you instead focus upon mulling over the details, index tapping upon the table’s smooth surface.
“Lifted any prints?” Looking to Bahng for response, he shakes his head after a moment.
“No bullets in the magazine, no gun powder residue in sight. And by the looks of the body, it wasn’t used for the murder, wasn’t even fired. Evidence is just now being transported over here. Once we get ‘em, we’ll start tests.”
Your head tips back in a sigh, thumbs feebly working to ease the ache in your temples.
Incredibly, really. Because while you’re sure you look as if you’d been through the wringer, your heart-breaker of a supervisor and annoyingly pretty team leader could’ve come from a photo shoot.
Cut that out, you internally remind.
Allowing reality to drift off, the evidence appears as a list beneath your eyelids, these muddled puzzle pieces with too many corners, patterns.
So many things to configure, with most seemingly random. A random gun without fingerprints a mile from the crime scene, foreign hair on the body, more than a hundred stab wounds. Tire tracks, motive unknown.
Well, apart from one thing.
Whatever the reason for killing Yoon Bo-gum, his killer wanted him dead.
“Could the gun have been a diversion? Or maybe accidental?”
Minho’s voice breaches your consciousness, eyes cracking open begrudgingly.
“I’ll have Jeongin locate all firearm licenses in the area. Knowing Korea, there won’t be many. ‘Could help narrow down our search.” Chris cuts in, a fond hand patting your shoulder in assurance, helping calm your mind from too much overthinking.
Since day one he’s been a sort of rock for the team, always someone to rely upon.
Nevertheless, the distraction renders you oblivious to the critical eye Minho’s fixed that lingering hand with, the tension of his shoulders loosening as Bahng’s grip releases.
Quiet, subtle.
Whether the weapon became important or not, any bits of the story unveiled would be appreciated. And with the lack of guns in general within Korea, your hope for identification burns just a hair brighter.
Little did you know how integral it really would be.
Thursday mornings consist of two things: coffee and conversation.
In summary, a much needed moment to breathe.
You and Jeongin were the first to arrive at Yoo’s Diner, a central meeting point met at enough that the waitresses knew your orders by heart, down to the amount of sugar preferred in your coffee.
At 9am, the majority of office workers have already clocked in, leaving a comfortable sort of silence to bathe in as a result. Across from you, the youngest searches through recently purchased and owned Hyundai Porter’s—the car luckily linked to be responsible for the tracks at the crime scene—on his laptop, brows furrowed into a focused sort of frown.
“Ay, just the dog I was looking for!”
Just then, the chime of the door opening paves view to an energetic-as-always Jisung, offering the waitress lingering nearby a polite bow before bounding up to your table.
The usual, tucked right by the Diner’s left corner where the checker-patterned floor has gained scrapes and stains over the years, the booth’s divot a perfect fit, perfect evidence of countless hours spent right here.
“Woof.” Like routine, Jeongin offers a sarcastic grunt in response, absentmindedly scooting the sugary-sweet coffee Jisung’s way where he slips beside him. Well, not before gasping and placing a hand over his heart like some sentimental grandmother.
Somewhere in between your pancakes and the second omelette Jisung orders—incredible, considering the animalistic manner in which he shoveled the first one down, Minho appears, the two in front of you dipping their heads in greeting as the older man sidles in beside you.
You barely notice he’s there until the glass bottle of ketchup is slid your way upon moving onto the sausages upon your plate, a habit learned over the years.
“Thanks Sungie—“
Head lifting, you’re quick to pause, momentary eye contact rendering you stuck in a permanent state of gaping for far too long.
A sharp clear of your throat and a slight nod of gratitude and you rip your head in the other direction, suddenly enraptured by the case overview in front of you.
Of the many idiotic things you’ve been witness to with Han Jisung, you’d like nothing more than to bow down to the boy this time around as he speaks up, quick to extinguish the awkward silence.
“Ah! I uh- I got the identification number for your glock and—“
A point of hesitation as he meets your hopeful expression, the dorky boy cringing a bit prior to sharing the disheartening news.
“No luck. In fact, weirdly enough, there’s no owner showing up anywhere. Not even in the database.”
Despite the initial disappointment, you catch yourself mid-grovel, blinking hastily in realization.
Perhaps a glimpse of optimism amid the helplessness.
“If it isn’t registered, then it’s illegal.”
Snapping your fingers, Han matches your determined expression with that signature dimpled-smile, reading that look in your eye true to the four years you’ve worked together.
“I’ll figure out the manufacturer, hold on.”
Frantically searching through his pockets for his phone, the eccentric boy jumps to his feet, slipping outside after dialing a number you assume to belong to the lab.
A good thing if he can locate leads, a bad thing that you’re currently left with a research-busied Jeongin and Minho who, out of the corner of your eye is.. looking up cat food brands?
Without realizing, you subtly lean in to peek at his phone, partially dumbfounded, partially bewildered.
Apparently, you weren’t as subtle as you thought. The observant eye of your team leader catching onto the emanating curiosity in seconds time.
“For my kitties.”
He nods matter-a-fact, swiping out to locate pictures in his camera roll.
A lot of pictures, all perfectly sorted into individual albums. You can’t help but be mildly impressed, nodding along as he introduces them.
“Soonie, Doongie, and Dori.” He points, chest puffing like a proud father. Your eyes catch on that miniature smile of his without intending to. Fixated.
And for a split second, you exist as colleagues, not enemies, not bearing-with-each-other, but getting along.
What you hadn’t noticed? Jisung snickering in front of you while Jeongin pitifully tries to mute his own giggles behind a computer screen, all due to a text sent to each other.
Lovebirds.
.
.
.
The honeymoon phase coming to end—a term coined by Jeongin and Jisung—the older of the two clears his throat, simultaneously breaking the benevolent atmosphere, the tension-filled rhythm you’d grown so accustomed to starting up all over again with rejuvenated tempo.
“So! I got some intel.” Clapping his hands together, you try not to startle whilst downing a glass of orange juice as if it were a shot. Some feeble placebo to clear your mind from the sight of Minho’s lips earlier.
What was with you, anyway?
“According to the hottest guy in the lab (he was talking about Hyunjin), our glock at the crime scene belongs to Glock GmbH, a company in Austria that ships out billions of these guns yearly. However, luckily for us, very few—obviously—are shipped to Seoul. The latest import was hidden in the database, a red flag and good news for us!”
The deadpan response earned coaxes the boy to get to the point soon enough.
“Ok ok! Yeesh you guys have no sense of anticipatio-“
“Jisung.”
“GenHan Therapeutics. The shipment was imported to their production building last week.”
Jeongin chokes on his coffee.
“GenHan? Like, every medicinal good you’ll find all the way to Jeju Island?” He manages, wiping at the sides of his mouth with a napkin.
Han’s nod suffices, the chaste silence giving you the opportunity to fit countless puzzle pieces together.
Hyundai Porters, illegal weapon importation. A glock not fired, a victim brutally killed.
“Jeongin, what did Changbin say Bo-gum’s job was after we screened the ID?”
Still recovering from his initial surprise, his attention shifts to the ceiling, wracking his brain to recall any ounce of Tuesday’s conversation.
Then he snaps his fingers, eyes lighting up.
“GenHan. He worked at GenHan Therapeutics.”
The corner piece of your jigsaw snaps together seamlessly, though it’s far from finished.
“Alright.” Hands clasping together, the word serves as a beckon, gathering their attention all at once. “The Hyundai Porters serve as primary delivery cars for GenHan. Deliver pharmaceuticals from store to store, but additionally pose as medicinal delivery while transporting weaponry. Namely, the glocks.”
A deep breath, struggling to measure out the marathon of words soaring through your skull.
“The glock we found was extraneous evidence, likely left by the Hyundai tire tracks Hyunjin found.”
“Bo-gum knew too much,” Minho pipes up, granted a nod in turn before you speak again.
A moment without biting each other’s heads off, significant.
“Someone had to shut Bo-gum up because he found out the truth.”
The truth being?
“GenHan Therapeutics is running an illegal weapon trade.”
While the police would usually handle raids, due to the illegal trade aligning with a homicide case, they reluctantly left the majority of investigation up to the KCSI.
Furthermore, the case was able to be authorized as legitimate given the crucial importation documents Hyunjin retrieved—substantial enough an undercover investigation was launched.
As for who got sent out? None other than you and Minho. Team leader and head investigator on the case, scheduled to head out by sunrise tomorrow morning.
And if dread was personified, you’d look like a pretty good candidate. Because no, it wasn’t that he was bad at the job, merely that you didn’t exactly want to spend a week, possibly weeks, interacting with that same acute awkwardness that bared its ugly face in the Diner, nevertheless nagging upon passing by each other in the lab.
“You ask me, I’d get in and out of there in seconds! Shut the whole thing down in a days time,” Ever the confident one, Jisung and Changbin bicker like a married couple over who could complete the operation faster.
Good to see some things hadn’t changed.
“Five in the morning and I walk into a circus.”
Lo and behold, Forensics specialist Lee Minho steps into the meeting room, grumbling while currently donning the beloved mug Jisung gifted him for his birthday reading: CRIME DAD (of which corrects as ‘DADDY’ on the bottom of the mug, a matter Minho has yet to realize and something both Han and Hyunjin laugh themselves silly about to this day).
“The ID tags work and have been tested, correct?”
Meanwhile, you’ve hastily transitioned from dread personified to a frazzled mother packing last minute—ensuring every little thing is organized perfectly while a sympathetic Chris offers his third: “everything is there, promise,” that you soak up like soup to a cold day.
First order of business: infiltration. In which the both of you will pose as Regulatory Affairs Specialists arriving for their usual pharmaceutical check-in, granted a single week to shut the whole thing down with ample evidence and simultaneously locate the culprit.
Easy, right?
Totally.
.
.
.
“Not gonna back out now, are you?”
You’re partially grateful that the drive to the facility had been occupied with your internal groveling, redirecting the attention from your snarky driver and into the depths of your mind for a good thirty minutes.
Your snarky driver who’s leant back just enough in the drivers seat, one hand on the wheel, the other resting comfortably on the center console. Whose bicep flexes when he turns the wheel ever so slightly, whose throat bobs when he swallows, lashes dust against his cheeks when he blinks just so—
Shit.
Then his voice cuts in, and it feels like seconds ago you’d been safely curled in bed, not about to uncover nasty findings at one of the most trusted companies in all of Korea.
Damn it all. Because you’d rather bite your own tongue than show a shred of fear in front of this nerve-leaching man like Lee Minho, let his ego grow a minuscule amount bigger knowing you’d had (not) been checking him out earlier.
“I never knew you talked to yourself, Minho.”
The biting retort earns his scoff, lips curving into that sneering smile that sends chills soaring up the back of your neck, making you want to curse beneath your breath.
Outside, the cracked window of yours allows September air to wash away the irritating feeling, that harsh thump of your heart in your chest calming at last as fallen leaves crackle beneath the rolling tires, decorating the windshield an intermittent flurry of crimson and orange hues when the wind picks up.
He’s impressed by you, in all honesty. The manner in which you nip back just as hard at his jeers stirring his fascination like a curious feline. Those molten brown irises flicker to you on occasion, careful to peek when you’re looking away.
Tense shoulders, tight-lipped expression. He reads body language, nonetheless yours, like an open book.
A free hand reaches forward, turning up the radio as if to drown out those worrying thoughts of yours. When you look over in response, he can tell you’ve uncovered his uncharacteristic act.
Yet, he simply offers that consistent teasing cock of his brow, smug as always.
“This isn’t just your investigation, hm? I’m here too, whether you like it or not.”
That same hand finds the top of your head to ruffle, like he would to Jeongin, to his junior.
Jerk.
You scorn the reddening of your ears, swatting at his grasp and beckoning the man’s gleeful chuckle in return as he relents at last.
Hopeless, the man is.
Though something tells you this operation might not be.
Hopeful, it could be, but not without a hair of messiness.
With the both of you adjusting your pristine lab coats, it takes but one wrong question—a bit too specific to that of law enforcement—to strike alarms. Security questioning, loose introduction.
One shared look and a moment passes where, despite your odds, mutual agreement must be met. Not for the mere sake of less headaches, but on account of your lives.
For however long this operation takes, you’ll be coworkers. Barely close to friends.
Afterwards? Sharp teasing and irritably snickering can fill the silence between the both of you as it always had.
It’s an enormous building, with reflective glass covering the mass expanse of the modern architecture. At the entryway lies a statue of the founder, Jun Gun-il, appearing almost as some sort of ominous omen, glaring down as if silently picking apart the both of you with eyes that say: “I know the truth”.
Yet squared shoulders and a tight hand clenching around your clipboard whilst stepping inside the bustling building keeps anxiety at bay. And for a moment, watching the collection of elderly, youth, and the everyday worker roaming about dispels the slightest idea of mischief, especially homicide, that could’ve occurred here.
Though you’ve learned well over the last few years that appearances are deceiving, and somewhere in here, murders are being conducted all for the sake of adding more money to an already absurd amount of funds.
One good thing about the team leader as your partner? Despite behaving like an asshole to anyone with your description, to everyone else, the man was perfect. A smooth talker, low and controlled tone. Capable of getting whatever he pleased with a mere cock of his head.
Enough that nobody thinks twice to question his authority as he places his ID forward, leaning down to grasp your own identification clipped onto a lanyard.
For half a second, your eyes meet, and the air is stolen from your lungs.
So close.
Too close.
Resisting the urge to stumble backwards, the click of his tongue and the miniature quirk of his lip before turning back to the front counter seems to utter more complacency than any sentence needed.
Arrogant.
Batting her eyes, the receptionist—a more than cheerful brunette practically preening beneath his gaze—is quick to give the both of you the go-ahead, beginning past elevator doors and into an upper floor smelling of antiseptic and echoing with the ring of cellphones.
Orders, shipments. This guise of goodness concealing an ugly truth. All for what, extra profit?
One step into GenHan’s building speaks of plentiful money to waste. Motive, whether it was a coverup or not, remains unknown.
“Floor 13.” Like this custom alarm set to drag you from your mind, Minho’s voice cuts in upon stepping into a new elevator. Spacious and glassy, a few lab workers busy themselves with tablets or a leisurely book.
A stranger’s finger reaches out to tap that same floor, those signature cat-like eyes boring in the side of your head long enough that you’re tempted to grant a him a glowering stare before noticing the words he mouths.
“Watch.”
Arrogant and insufferable, frankly.
Waiting two steps behind the worker, the both of you stay silent as a mouse whilst the entryway is used, eyes flickering instinctively to the lingering security cameras.
Natural, for a KCSI. Instincts that must be suppressed for the sake of the act.
As the underground doors slide open, that smug bastard looks to you with an expression downright insufferable.
“Got the password,” He silently mouths, subtly nodding towards the keypad with a lift of his brows before either of you step inside.
Crates upon crates line the walls, some hundreds of feet in the air. All marked distinctively using tape. According to a very helpful Changbin, he’d been tasked with brunt work on GenHan infiltration from the sidelines, logging all order of operations, past allegations, and routine maintenance.
Of those order of operations came the organization of billions of drugs.
How they did it? Tape.
With each crate marked individually, one could discern whether it fell into stimulants, depressants, opiates, or hallucinogens by four different colored tape.
Then came the enigma in the form of a fifth color. Black, found to be the indicator of weaponry.
That was the goal.
Get enough substantial evidence of who’s controlling it, nevertheless that there’s illegal weapons here in general, and the entirety of GenHan would be shut down in days time.
Seems easy enough.
“So,” Minho piques, hands shoved into his pockets against the chilled air, looking far too appealing in a lab coat for your mental wellbeing. “Locate the black-taped crates, snap pictures if possible. If not, we camp out till the floor clears out this evening.”
Managing a hasty nod, you fight the urge to observe how he looks like a (haughty)refined doctor, striding about as if this was his home territory, not a man under a false name and even falser intentions.
Per a mixture of annoyance and an act of nursing your pride, your chin lifts just a bit higher, falling into step next to him.
Sure, maybe the action is childish, but seriously, your ego is on the line.
Oblivious, you seem to miss the upward curve of his lips when he notices the action.
Burdensome.
“Is there any way I can help you two?”
Two steps from the desired black-taped crate, fortunately deserted—not to mention without cameras in sight, and the plan instantly goes to shit.
Should’ve wagered the mission to be far from easy. Still, it’s damn frustrating.
How quickly you swerve around came almost unnaturally, hand instinctively reaching for a weapon that wasn’t there before feigning an itch as a cover. Well, frankly, a gun that was located in your reserved hotel room until the banquet.
Ah, right.
Per GenHan’s tenth anniversary celebration, a banquet was occurring tomorrow evening. Inviting insurmountable guests and established employees alike, the event served as both horrible and crucial timing to gain intel and learn some background.
Background, as in, what rumors were circulating between the workers. A worker that could’ve been your victim, Yoon Bo-gum.
Currently, however, the rumors entail those like the man in front of you, with this boyish grin and facial gestures that appear far too young to be working for a billion dollar pharmaceutical company.
And, once proven, the source of illegal gun importation as well.
“I know, I know. I look twenty. If you’d believe it, I’m actually almost thirty-two!”
Beside you, Minho stifles a choking spell.
“The name’s Jae-ho, head of the security office. It’s been a while since GenHan has had a check with the R.A considering how well operations have been going.” He proudly taps his own GenHan ID card, black hair swept back with a bit too much hair gel.
Sharing a look, your eyes speak louder than words at a simple glance, practically rolling your eyes despite not a shred of emotion staining your features.
Yeah, right.
“I’d be more than happy to answer any of your questions-“
The movement of the desired crate by a forklift in your peripheral simultaneously grasps both of your attention, Minho patting the boy’s—man’s—shoulder and ushering a fake business card into his hand, stalking after you with a nod of gratitude.
“Yeah yeah, thanks. Keep that number. If anything goes amiss, call it.”
Just a setback, you tell yourself, watching where the crate is transported to with an eagle eye.
To your left, Minho mutter a curse beneath his breath, brows furrowed into a vexed knit.
Though, perhaps your imagination, he softens when you meet his eyes, a quiet, almost telepathically understood feeling finding its way woven within the confines of your division.
For this mission, you’ll relent.
If only a little bit.
Right now? You regroup and wait until the evening.
Never in your life had you imagined yourself as someone sharing a bagel with Lee Minho, but at 11am when lunch wasn’t available at most restaurants and the gnawing of your stomach practically eating itself became deafening, you decided against dwelling too long on the matter.
He takes one side, you take yours. Something that comes habitually in a miraculous way, like the extension of his butter knife in lathering more cream cheese on your half of the bagel without even having to ask.
As for you, you ask for a refill on his orange juice instinctively—evidence of years together even with a line of sourness keeping the majority of words at bay.
His grunted thanks, your eyes meeting his momentarily as the waitress places down the glass.
Morning light sheds twinkling rays upon his skin, caramelizing dark brown hair into gold as an irritated hand of his swipes stubborn strands from tickling his forehead.
Little things. The scrunch of his nose, furrow of his brow.
A second longer and you forget about the investigation, chewing on your lip in contemplation.
“Shut it.”
And.. now you almost suffocate on your cup of coffee, head tilting with a nonsensical expression.
“I didn’t say anything..?”
He grumbles beneath his breath, tugging the manila case folders from a cross-body bag to place on the table.
“Your eyes are too loud.”
A single bout of clarity, then right back to square one. Straight edges and a sharp tongue.
Though, before you can press your own snide remark forward, the waitress approaches, chipper and looking much more lucid than either of you right about now.
“Anything else I can get for you two? We have our latest pumpkin waffles, apple cider, or the two pancake couples order? I think you guys would love it! It has two orders of sausage, bacon, and eggs for just half the pric—“
“Apple cider. Apple cider would be great. Thanks.”
How raspy your voice comes out surprises even yourself, clambering for a solution to the utter horror staining your shared features, looking down at the wood of the table like scolded children.
Just as peppy, she jots down the request, offering you a grin as if the woman hadn’t just been responsible for the massacre of your ego in a single sentence prior to disappearing into the kitchen.
Recovering comes in the form of ignorance, pretending that the “couple” portion was a mere bluff.
Of course, the steaming apple cider serves as a painful reminder, but the embarrassment fades as fast as it came, paving way to serious conversation.
Past plentiful legal papers, the team leader retrieves at least five photos, all documenting the weaponry found in those black crates last night whilst appearing thoroughly unfazed.
The ‘bingo’ sort of feeling to the investigation. Though in all honesty, only the beginning.
An aspect you had yet to know of just yet.
Nevertheless, leaning back in the booth—similar to the feel of Yoo’s Diner but never quite as homely—a spark of accomplishment blooms in your chest, warm and bright and a rightful shift from the aching dread that had been rendering you exhausted these past couple of days.
The guns were a small start. Because while their existence had been genuinely proved and simply in need of locating, the person in charge of the operation, no less your murderer in general, remained shrouded in mystery.
Hopefully the banquet tonight would open up new leads.
Your almost-minute of eye contact with Minho seems to spread the message, earning his short nod in response before pointing out a photo.
“Gun-il isn’t involved in the brunt work enough to be primarily responsible. Most times he’s abroad. That leaves us to configure who in the GenHan building is actively involved in the murder,” Voicing the thought aloud, you’re too busy noticing the veins stretching along the top of his hand, reaching up, up into his forearm and disappearing beneath pale skin, beneath sleeves rolled up to his elbows.
Involuntarily, you gulp, fighting the urge to flush crimson when his stare catches yours for a time you couldn’t count.
“Think of it like this: Gun-il acts as their chess queen. All this effort is by his pawns, serving him under the idea he’ll probably pay them more, so on and so forth.” Glaring down at the photos fortunately helps at clearing your mind, if only slightly.
“But who’s our sole pawn? Calling the shots?”
That thoroughly disgruntled expression of his makes you want to both smack him across the face and kiss his cheek all at the same time.
“That I.. don’t know. Not yet.”
Perhaps it’s you who needs to pick a struggle, but your pride would never allow such a realization. Struggling between both hating this man and hating the way you’re feeling about him. The warmth building amid a creeping autumn breeze, September nipping at your fingertips if you aren’t careful to place them in your sweater.
Or someone else’s sweater.
Whatever.
Clearing your throat helps ward off the thought.
Apple cider will do the job just fine, thanks very much.
Yet, little did you know he’d been staring at you all the same, breaking his own listlessness with a
sudden clear of his throat.
“…Is it too early to order a beer?”
“Alcoholism or being a workaholic, pick a struggle, old man.”
Prior to readying for tonight’s event and picking up his suit from the cleaners, an opportunity presents itself in the form of your recent acquaintance.
Namely, Jae-ho.
Aiding in your investigation, the man was more than happy (is everyone close to GenHan eerily cheerful or what?) to give access to security footage under the assumption you were simply “double checking honest work”.
From merely walking into the security office, you feel like you’ve become someone playing god with how many cameras span just about everywhere. All labeled and located at hundreds of corners of GenHan that it looked almost impossible to manage.
“And those?” Minho nods to a separate computer away from the wall of cameras, six boxes for camera footage reduced to a grainy blur.
“Those are camera’s I’m rewiring. Just faulty is all.”
Interest sated, Minho moves on to the matter at hand, squinting in search of the monitored floor sought after.
Nonetheless, no dice. And upon finally locating the depository sector, the crate merely appears via delivery truck to one location, then another by a random assortment of workers. Some young, some old. Yet none that look outwardly suspicious nor even aware of what they’re delivering around Seoul.
Smaller company outposts, organizing the weapons before shipping elsewhere all over the country. A fanciful operation no one will know about until the weaponry is used in a vile manner, until someone else ends up like Bo-gum. A victim to a secret they never asked to know.
As for what piques your attention, it’s this minuscule, barely noticeable cut in the recording at around 5:00am the morning the guns was hauled in. Just slight, but enough of a glitch that called for some sort of explanation, curiousity as to what was skipped in the process.
Jae-ho, peeking his head past the office’s doorway where he’d slipped out for coffee, offers a grin, head tilted.
“All good?” He asks, oblivious as ever.
Your frustration bubbles, but a tight-lipped nod keeps the urge to interrogate someone for answers at bay.
For now.
That, and the warning look from Minho to your left, seeming to sense the steam threatening to billow from your ears.
Because working on a time crunch is hell for your stress levels, and the frustration in finding barely anything to work off of three days in was beginning to ebb away at your sanity.
..Having warring feelings for your coworker turned investigation partner isn’t doing great things for your mental health either, but that’s a conversation for another time.
“Great, yeah. We have to get ready, see you at the banquet.”
Maybe Minho’s sarcasm was a language only the team spoke in, maybe Jae-ho was simply aloof by default, but understanding the concept is completely lost to you the moment he takes your hand to lead from the room.
A firm grip, though not too tight.
Warm hands, steadying.
You can hear your heartbeat in your eardrums like an amped-up stereo, nearly deafening.
The feeling, however, is chaste. Lo and behold, he’s quick to release from your grasp the moment you step outside, shoving his hands into his pockets like some pouting teen.
“Don’t think too much of it.” An unconscious focus of his searches for his keys, clicking his tongue in light scolding as if dispelling the inkling in your chest wishing for it to be something a little more, something genuine.
It hurts, if barely.
“You’d sit there stupefied between killing the guy if I hadn’t dragged you out.”
It sucked that he wasn’t wrong either.
“Now.”
Interrupting your own bout of pouting, the jingle of his keys that he aimlessly twirls around his index diverts your attention.
“I’m going to grab my suit. You wanna check into your room ‘n get all dolled up or come along? I’ll drop you off on the way to the cleaners.”
Blinking back confusion, you have to keep the judgmental look off your face in favor of digesting the fact he’s being nice to you.
Not that he wasn’t nice this morning.. but still.
It was odd for you two, though certainly not unwelcome.
Per your pride, however, you opt to be dropped off on his way, stepping into the pricey hotel—paid for by KCSI, thank goodness—with high hopes and an aim to take a small nap before getting ready.
Well, before your heart sinks to the floor as the man at the front desk hands you not two, but one keycard.
As for Minho, you can imagine his surprise walking out the door with a suit in hand only to receive a second-long call in which you say one thing:
“There’s something wrong.”
…
“Hey uh, what room did you say we’d be in again?”
This is like some fantastically horrible romcom where the two love interests are actually enemies in real life and have to pretend to enjoy each other’s presence for the sake of the show.
If it was a show, you and Minho would be in every episode. Main characters, actually.
Instead, reality is hitting like a brick.
“Hm.. Room 0801? Yeah, ‘s the one.” Chris’ voice, once a source of comfort, feels more like getting drenched in ice water right about now.
Minho, meanwhile, is already having his share of a temper tantrum, grumbling a mixture of curses and angry mumbles whilst busying himself with unpacking.
At least one of you is accepting your fate, and it’s certainly not you.
It seems your pause incited a flicker of confusion from the team supervisor.
“What, something wrong? ‘Could check in with the staff or ask Jisung, he booked it.”
Ah.
That dick.
Of course Jisung booked the room, probably having laughed himself silly requesting a single bed.
Your first night you’d been blessed with the impromptu booking of two different rooms, able to sleep safe and sound without the man you’re already spending almost every waking hour this week with beside you.
Apparently this time you aren’t that lucky.
“No,” You hastily disregard, voice taut with a mixture of irritation and gnawing exasperation. “It’s fine, we’re fine. Call you if anything comes up.”
As hasty as your excuse do you hang up, hand dropping to your side following the slump of your shoulders.
One thing after another and it doesn’t seem as if you’re getting any further from the man.
“I’m taking the bed.”
And if anything could’ve grated your nerves further, it’s those four words of his. The stink-eye you deliver him with is downright lethal, and yet he continues to fold his clothing as if sharing a room, no less sharing a bed, was a daily occurrence.
Checking the clock, however, eases your nerves a bit. Thankfully the hour gives just enough time to ready yourselves for the banquet. No necessity for small talk, no attempts at filling a silence that’s downright suffocating.
This time, you don’t try at arguing, merely grabbing your dress and slipping into the bathroom for a much needed breath of not-Minho-infested air.
An argument for another time. Only three days left in the investigation’s timeline, with the banquet being too crucial to spend hung up on a man you want nothing to do with.
Totally.
.
.
.
The same man who now stands in front of you in a slim-fit black suit, long legs framed by a perfectly ironed pair of trousers, usually unkempt pieces of chestnut hair adjusted to linger just so above his brow. Dress shoes, an expensive watch you’d hate to know the price of.
And damn does he look good.
With your eyes too busy finding anything to look at but him, it’s easy to lose sight of his own gaze, drinking you in like a man starved.
Respectfully, of course. That oftentimes cunning visage failing to unveil even a shred of emotion as he surveys the fabric upon you, unconsciously adjusting his suit’s sleeve.
Because you’re beautiful, and Minho seems to be suffering from the same predicament of fluster as yourself, merely hidden behind unwavering facades you two refuse to rid of.
Flushed ears you’re ignorant to, the clamminess of your hands he has no idea about.
“Re.. Ready to go?”
Maybe it was your imagination, but you could swear he just stuttered.
Did I just stutter? Minho internally reprimands, wanting nothing more than to cave in on himself.
What was up with him?
Perhaps the answer lies in the way he follows you out like some idiotic guard dog for a reason he himself doesn’t understand, the unconscious hand finding the small of your back to guide through the hotel lobby and past lingering eyes— the touch a matter you don’t complain of.
Perhaps it’s in the downright venomous glare granted to a leering man in the parking lot as he stands in front of the passenger door, offering a bit of modesty as you clamber in whilst clad in a dress before wrapping around to the drivers side.
Tonight, Minho looks handsome. Too handsome for his own good, for your impression of him up till now.
Tonight, you’re breathtaking. And Minho can’t wrap his head around why he feels like this.
Protective, even when he knows you’re more than capable of yourself.
Protective, because that’s how someone feels when things grow into something more than friends.
A reality he’s unwilling to face.
His behavior at the banquet is a different story entirely, and like a switch had been flicked on, the personality you’ve long since grown accustomed to bares itself in full glory.
Boastful, teasing.
And sort of refreshing, considering the backflips he’s been sending your heart into acting all caring, gentle.
“C’mon, Mr. Lee, it’s just like when you attend conferences.”
In turn, you’d decided against humbleness as well.
Play the cunning bastard, expect it back.
Nevertheless, sauntering behind him becomes as action far too easy to follow through with, acting on pure instinct as you pluck the tie from his grasp.
Each exhale tickling his neck where your hands have reached over to loop the fabric sparks goosebumps prickling along his nape, gaze meeting with his in the intricate mirror for a moment too long.
Close enough his cologne fills your nostrils, possible that your chin could weigh against his shoulder if you so desired.
The grandfather clock at the front of the banquet hall acts as a background sound, tick tick ticking all the thoughts from his head, sensibility from yours.
Tension able to be severed by a blade.
This investigation has left you far too comfortable in the presence of a man you used to avoid like the plague.
“So when we have the banquets, do you have someone do it for you then?”
A whisper, flickering orange within his irises reflecting the lick of a candle illuminating the dimmed dining hall, finding yours at last.
Minho has no problem keeping eye-contact, and beneath that unchanging face, you’re sure a shit-eating grin is stowed away.
“Hm,” A slight nod in affirmative, careful to keep the movement to a minimum where you loop the tie for the last time.
The roll of your eyes whilst tightening the tie a bit too tight for the sake of payback earns his huff of satisfaction.
And a minute longer that he can watch your expressions in the mirror.
Tonight’s lie?
Minho’s been great at tying a tie since day one.
.
.
.
“Yeah yeah, his name’s Yoon Bo-gum, I heard he works here. You wouldn’t happen to know him, would you?”
For at least two hours now, you’ve been at the same game with what feels like the same people. Swirling a glass of untouched wine, slipping around here and there in search of something, anything to work off of.
So far? Nervous glances and sheepish smiles deny any and all information about Bo-gum’s existence in general. And apart from the brunette remarking about their victim’s absence this past week and how he’s definitely fired, Minho’s only received shaken heads, phone numbers, and an itching suspicion that the last woman who just flirted with him had a ring on her finger.
“Nothing?”
“Nothing.”
Meeting in the middle, beneath the dark red lights everything seems to blur into a sea of bodies and blank spaces, the supposed afterparty after maintaining such properness and poise amid key figures during dinner had been quick to fade, now replaced with what felt to be some high-class nightclub.
One you didn’t want to be part of, the events of today dizzying your head into a hazy stupor.
And maybe your imagination, maybe some sort of hallucination, but the highly intoxicated man once ramming into your back has abruptly stopped, currently replaced by Minho wielding his own failed-to-be-drank wine.
“You sure you aren’t drinking, sweetheart?”
Everything a blur, that internally sober part of you wants to roll your eyes, turn away and scold the stupid nickname.
The other part of you seeking a source of foundation clings to the lack of sarcasm in his words, wanting nothing more than to down your glass of wine and pretend as if your time isn’t dwindling, as if he didn’t just look at your lips like you had in the diner those days ago.
“Not on the job, you know that.” Like a compulsion, your mouth finds the ability to speak once more, wetting your lips as if it would solve the dryness of your throat.
The entrance of a woman keeps his response silent, extending a paper that Minho dreads to see a number inside of upon gingerly tapping his shoulder.
“My friend over there said this is for you,” She grins, nodding to a group of ladies in the far corner, stumbling about in too-tall heels and one too many glasses prior to rushing off in the same fashion. Clumsily, excitedly.
“Not again,” Minho grumbles beneath his breath, hesitant to unravel the crumpled paper whilst you peek over, awaiting the familiar digits overflowing from his pockets like a gluttonous carnage of fortune cookies.
It appears you had forgotten that this investigation was a maelstrom of one surprise after another.
That goes for Minho too.
Because written on the paper isn’t a number.
Yoon Bo-gum has gone missing, and I think I have a hunch about who did it.
It’s a tip.
“First thing’s first, we find that woman in the morning. It’s our last day, and if need be we can give the illegal gun trafficking portion to the Feds. Our job is to bust the murderer.”
Your back turned to Minho, he hastily works at loosening his tie, brows furrowed into a stubborn knit as you busy yourself with tugging off your heels.
Almost midnight and you’re more than happy to agree with leaving the brunt work for the morning, currently tidying up for bed.
“Whoever it is, I think it’s about time we get a break in the case,” Chuckling weakly to yourself, you disappear into the bathroom, toothbrush peeking from your lips as you prepare the couch for a likely sleepless night.
Minho’s own weary chortle earns your begrudging smile, grabbing an additional blanket to drape over the hotel’s alarm clock.
Wait.
A second take, tugging off the blanket in favor of lifting the alarm clock to your eyes.
Instantly your heart plummets to the soles of your feet.
A camera, veiled inside of a number eight.
“But that’s the thing.”
A shaky breath, lifting the flashlight of your phone to different surfaces.
The light in the main room, bathroom. Alarm clock, nightstand lamp where cameras illuminate. Not just one, almost five. Everywhere.
Hotel Vera, room 0801. Sponsored by GenHan.
“While we thought we infiltrated them, the killer been one step ahead this whole time.”
.
.
.
Despite incapacitating the cameras and even ensuring they were fully disabled with the help of a call-in, you still feel it in your bones. The paranoia, anxiety. Like a pair of eyes boring into your back, your face. Documenting it all down, figuring out your whereabouts, intent.
Having been offered a change of rooms, a portion of you scolds yourself for letting your ego make the decision of staying.
Your skin crawls, and you’re quick to tug the blanket further over yourself when the room lies shrouded in darkness, shifting against a terribly uncomfortable sleeper sofa. Eyes that refuse to close shift to Minho, lips tugging into a tight line of contemplation as your eyes bore into his back.
The last thing you want to seem like is some sort of coward, but the longer you lay here, the greater that sense of dread becomes. Invisible hands once pressing on your chest, now venturing to your throat to wrap around.
Tighter, tighter.
Until you can’t breathe, throwing off the covers to clamber into bed with your partner.
Lab partner, that is.
Fortunately, he appears asleep with each slow inhale and exhale.
Good.
Please don’t remember this is the morning.
Slipping into bed with evident hesitancy, you’re slow to curl up, forehead bumping against his back, a heavy sigh resounding.
Warm, smelling like a mix of petrichor and traces of mint you date back to the floral shop he’d searched for a boutonniere in earlier that day for the banquet.
“I’m just paranoid, sleeping like this.. helps. Y’know?”
Who you’re speaking to remains unknown to even yourself.
“The camera-thing kind of freaked me out.” You begin, forcing your voice steady. “Hope you don’t mind.”
As a matter of fact, Minho’s was wide awake the whole time, focusing on the blinds in front of him while you spoke.
And when your head rests against his back, the loosening of his tense muscles is an aspect he’d instantly deny, blame as a bout of sleepiness overtaking him.
Closing his eyes, a single thought flutters across his fading consciousness before dissipating into the abyss of slumber.
No, I don’t mind.
Oh how quickly something so good can sour. Even lemons would taste sweet on your tongue at the moment.
Bright and early the following morning, Hyunjin relayed that the tipper belonged to a Reyna Park, an American Korean receptionist who covered Floors 12 and 13, namely the floors your crates belonged inside of.
Utilizing your fake R.A positions, it would be easy for you to beckon her for questioning if need be—a liberty you’d certainly use with the lack of time remaining.
Like a harrowing countdown until jurisdiction snatched all evidence from your grasp, leaving the case to dissolve into the depths of an unsolvable ocean.
Meanwhile, Minho’s foot releases and presses upon the accelerator, navigating past cars going too slow for his liking whilst the occasional droplet of rain pelts the windshield, cloudy sky overhead acting as a dreary omen upon turning into GenHan’s parking lot.
“Reyna gave hints that Bo-gum had been brought into the security office hours before he didn’t show up for his shift—“
“And you think what was discussed there is tied into his death?”
He shrugs, fingers drumming on the steering wheel.
“Like you said, we deserve a break, hm?”
That you can’t argue with.
Today acts as an off-day, with most employees vacant from the building. A piece of luck that you savor, especially while accessing the underground Floor 13 without so much as a single doubtful glance.
Directly situated behind the security office, you can merely hope that whatever was discussed there was captured by some kind of recording device.
Though you’d be a liar to admit that the thought of cameras didn’t make you queasy after last night.
“I take left, you take right. That way we can make sure the space lacks a witness before conducting the search for footage.”
Although apparently unconvinced, the cock his brow leads way for his nod of approval, a moment long glance to your thigh asking a: “got your weapon?” responded to with a short nod.
Quick footsteps patter along marble floors, aiming to reduce to volume as much as possible, whilst scouring in search of stragglers.
Empty, seemingly. All corners, all machinery unoccupied—
A shadow passes by as if a trick of the mind, hushed conversation residing from the outlet closest to the security office, reflexes kicking where a hand lingers over your weapon.
Your slow gait brings you closer and closer to the corner, breath caught in your throat the moment you see the face responsible for such mumbled whispers.
Resisting the urge to tremble, you force yourself to reach for the walkie talkie without clumsily dropping it to the floor, ensuring your voice stays as quiet as possible.
“Control, this is KCSI L/N, I have my eyes on a body and suspect by the name of Ja-“
Unable to finish your report, the crack of a bat acts as the last input into the walkie talkie.
And the world turns upside down into a labyrinth of unconsciousness.
“Hello, Lee Minho.”
On your partner’s end, he faced the brunt of the same bat you did, crumpling to the floor just as he came upon the sight of your knocked-out form.
As for where he is now lies up to his training as a KCSI to discern, blurred eyesight taking in the rectangular window allowing feeble light into the warehouse-looking room. The expanse vacant apart from the chair he’s found himself restrained to placed dead center.
“Something’s gone amiss. About time I called, hm?”
Chills scatter all the way to Minho’s ears, fingers involuntarily twitching where they’re bound behind his back.
He knows that voice, recognizes it.
Recognizes the business card dangling from a hand.
“Keep that number. If anything goes amiss, call it.”
His own words, cited from the mouth of someone he thought he could trust, use as a viable source of input in solving Bo-gum’s murder.
Jae-ho.
That snake.
The knight in this game of chess. Unpredictable attacks, forking out opponents while remaining nearly undetectable until those last few plays of the game.
Something terrible tells him that if he isn’t careful with his words, this may be his last time playing the game.
He knew the whole time, targeted them while aware of their fake identities, intentions. Monitored the situation continually through the cameras—his doing.
Head of the security office, responsible for monitoring every Floor of GenHan constantly. How had he not have pieced it together earlier?
If conversation had arisen, he’d be the first to hear it.
Rumors, accusations.
Most likely Bo-gum’s realization as well, all caught on a screen Jae-ho’s been watching the entire time.
Additionally, the reason for those “faulty” six camera’s comes to light now, existing as the viewing side to the one’s placed in your hotel room.
Full circle to the entirety of the investigation. Because out of all of GenHan, Jae-ho would be Gun-il’s most important lapdog, responsible for fabricating all the happenings, all the operations.
In summary? The one conducting all the dirty work.
“You guys were so close, I’ll give you that.”
Jae-ho clicks his tongue, haphazardly twirling the baseball bat in his grip.
“And you two are cute, really. So I’ll give you the benefit of the doubt and be nice just this one. I’m in a good mood, after all.”
With a stare that could kill, three words fall from busted lips.
“Where is she?”
This brings a sadistic smile to his lips, stepping behind his chair and out of sight.
“Don’t worry, you’ll see her soon enough.”
“Oh, and Minho? Your girlfriend has a great pair of tits.”
Attempting to look back to where he speaks, he sees red just listening to the son of a bitch.
“I’m going to gut you like a fish when I get out you fucking-“
Thwack!
For a second time, everything falls into black.
“Hey.”
Your head throbs, an ache the result of the bat cracking over your skull.
Through blurry vision, your head slumps down, the strength to move evading you.
Yet, upon attempting to shift, you’re quick to learn that movement wasn’t evading you, but was something you had become deprived of, the sting of rope-burn responsible for your wince as you feebly try moving your wrists.
Bound feet, hands, torso where you’re tied to a chair just as he was.
Specifically having been brought to the same warehouse, the murderer, Jae-ho, resting out of earshot for now.
The same man you had both trusted. The same man you saw standing over the dead body of Reyna Park.
Dammit.
“Y/N.”
Your name being called, no less the voice it belonged to, offers just enough will to lift your gaze.
Across from you sits Minho, a gnarly gash decorating his usually unblemished porcelain skin. Once somewhat tidied dark hair rests currently disheveled, the unfamiliar light he’s seen in sending you into an even dizzier spiral.
Kidnapped.
Where? You can’t be sure. All you know is that this is all too much at once, too much for you to process whilst battling what you think could be a minor concussion.
“Hey hey,” He grasps your attention for a second time, that signature unbreakable gaze a source of comfort you bask in—maintaining longer eye contact in those few moments than throughout the entirety of working together.
“Breathe for me.”
Despite appearing just as adrenaline-drunken as you, he’s guiding you on how to relax, to stay as calm as a hostage can be.
And for a flickering second, you know without a doubt you would’ve kissed him senseless if you weren’t currently restrained. Out of relief, out of fear, you aren’t sure.
“We’re gonna be okay, yeah? Just keep looking at me.”
You manage a nod, lips parted as if sucking in every ounce of air bruised lungs can sustain before the words tumble from your mouth like a crack in a dam’s wall, water unable to be contained.
“It’s- It’s Jae-ho. He killed Yoon Bo-gum and then killed Reyna after she slipped-“
“I know.”
Your head tilts, voice so unlike yourself you nearly have to repeat yourself to ensure it’s truly you speaking. Hoarse, pitched.
“Y.. You do?”
Any other occasion and stuttering so profusely would’ve caused you to shrivel up like a prune.
“Yeah, we had our own little meet ‘n great before this.”
This calls for the concerned furrow of your brows, searching over him for injury, broken limbs, scrapes.
Any other occasion for Minho and he would’ve admired how cute that expression was on you.
“I’m okay, sweetheart. I’m real tough, you know that.” A peek of his true self shows through, this attempt at consoling those watery eyes of yours dissipating into withering silence as a delighted Jae-ho saunters in, first to turn towards you.
A maniacal grin stretches upon his lips, your head jerking from the grasp he uses to lift your chin.
Behind him, Minho glowers, the movement of his tied wrists going unnoticed.
“Good work, KCSI L/N,” He mocks, clicking his tongue. “Y’know, I really was impressed. Coming in here with those pretty white R.A coats, all authoritative, in charge.”
Another click of his tongue, brows arching in amusement before patting your cheek.
“But a good disguise can’t hide the stench of law enforcement, and I’m sure a smart kitty like yourself would’ve caught onto that with the cameras, hm?”
He paces back and forth, chuckling to himself here and there.
“Unfortunately, I was disappointed. Lucky for me, dear old Reyna helped me out. Shame she had to die.” Bending down to where you sit, the moment he leers close enough to your face grants the ballsy opportunity to work up a wad of spit landing straight onto his cheek, his laugh of disbelief resounding whilst wiping away your saliva.
Yet the swift change of his expression tells you shit’s going to hit the fan real fast, those crazed eyes fixed on you like a predator about to pounce.
For a second, you feel the same fear Yoon Bo-gum must have felt, freezing your soul in horror as Jae-ho’s bat-holding arm winds back, slamming over your right knee in a mind-numbing flash of white hot pain.
You can’t even hear your own scream, deaf to the sound rattling the warehouse.
Broken, certainly. And just then does Minho—using chipped wood poking from the back of his chair as a way to cut the ropes—free himself, instinctive hand slipping into his jacket pocket for the one thing everyone always misses: a pocket knife.
The same knife that finds itself plunged into the murderer’s shoulder, his own cry of pain like a sick sort of revenge that acts as the ideal diversion for Minho to shout for backup in his walkie talkie.
Reeling around, the glock Jae-ho reaches for—likely GenHan’s—is never given the chance to fire before Minho slices a clean cut along his trachea, bringing Jae-ho down upon his knees in recording time, clawing at his neck to no avail.
In your case, the nauseating throb of your leg renders each reaction slower than the last, making out Minho’s form hurrying to squat in front of you, mouthing words you think align with “you’re safe” and “it’s okay” as the approaching wail of police sirens rattles in your head like a cackling cacophony.
Then he cuts the bounds and hoists you bridal-style into his arms, ripping another cry from the depths of your chest, the hellish pain promoting your fingers to dig into his nape, shoulder with a vice-like grip.
“I know, I know,” Minho mumbles against the side of your head, wincing with each desperate sob you scream into the air as he guides you out to waiting police cars, the ambulance having yet to arrive.
Just then, a dark blue truck swerves onto the scene, an out of breath Jisung located within the drivers seat the vehicle Minho rushes towards first without a second thought—his KCSI coworker barking orders from the drivers seat to tape off the warehouse and leave the rest for the team to cover as their team leader helps angle you into the back seat with as little pain as possible.
Quite impossible, for a fractured leg.
.
“This is an emergency, what the hell are you going the speed limit for?!”
As for who Minho isn’t gentle with, it’s the frazzled Jisung who receives the majority of complaints, peeling out of GenHan on nearly two wheels and gunning it to the nearest hospital.
“Have you ever had a body in your backseat?” The boy argues, passing red lights like a madman.
“I’m not dead yet, asshat!”
Contrary to your pained state, the fiery retort manages to loosen the atmosphere if only a little bit, hand clutching the back of the passenger chair like your life depends on it.
“A mean body!” Jisung squeaks, simultaneously answering to incoming calls on his cell by the other team members.
As for a solace to the overwhelming feelings wracking you numb, sedatives pumped into your veins silences it all in one fell swoop, a peaceful sleep arriving at last.
“Mmnh..”
Expression knitting, blinding white lights permeate your vision to blurry splotches, a dull ache settling over your now-wrapped up right leg.
When your hand moves, you note the IV attached at your wrist, the beep of machinery echoing faintly.
After that the man to your left comes into view, a fluffy head of hair face down in the blanket, a chair pulled up to your bedside.
Minho.
It’d be embarrassing if someone saw how much you softened seeing him here.
“He’s been here this whole time.”
Apparently, someone did.
Good thing it was Christopher Bahng, leant against the doorframe, arms crossed over his chest.
“We tried getting him back to his place, but the guy insisted on staying until you woke up.”
Ah.
You want to cry.
Wobbly lips part to nod gratefully towards your supervisor, excusing himself from the room to leave you to your privacy.
Slowly, a single hand extends, carefully smoothing through his hair in a rhythm unbearably fond.
“Minho.”
His name, spoken like someone in love—unbelievably—earns a groggy groan as the man awakens, plenty unhappy about being woken up.
Cute.
Though when those eyes truly acknowledge you’re awake, you can’t help but keen watching the dilation of his pupils, the boy-ish smile you’ve only seen once in your life—aimed at his cats—now directed at you.
And like he was reading your mind, calloused hands cup your cheeks to gently usher you in for a tender kiss, sighing into the contact as if it were the breath of relief you had been searching for this whole time.
As for Jae-ho, the killing of Reyna Park and Yoon Bo-gum had been avenged in a way. Case dismissed, accomplices and case evidence still sought after.
The photos taken of the weaponry served as just enough justification for the mandatory shut down of all GenHan shipments, with the reinstatement of staff still left to question.
Jisung earned twenty dollars after winning his bet—a bet that wagered on whether you two would get together by the end of the investigation, and as for you?
You would like to say everything went back to normal in the lab apart from the pair of crutches you donned and the hefty acclamation the case brought.
That would be your first lie.
Waking up beside him served as the first change. The kiss pressed to your shoulder, the arms snaking around your waist as he mutters a sleepy “good morning” against your neck the second.
✶ cw : bestfriend!Felix, terminal illness, mentions of death, modern!royalty!AU, talk of death, kissing but no freaky stuff, ANGST so bad you will wanna curl up and die, talk of grief
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"You know," Minho begins before you interject.
"-oh, Christ," you huff.
Minho looks at you with shock, "I didn't even fucking say anything?!"
"I know," you retorted, "but I can feel that you're about to say something ungodly."
"I still have that tattoo gun," Minho hums.
He is sitting next to you, both of you sit on his large bed. It's comfortable, you have a blanket thrown over your legs, a book in your hand.
You both had dinner with the queen earlier, you were glad to eat Minho's cuisine again, you missed the taste. Your legs are draped comfortably over Minho's own, a sigh comes from your throat, "are you proposing a fucking part-two of the tattoo gun incident, Minho? Was part-one not atrocious enough?"
"What? I'm bored?" he defends himself and his reckless suggestion.
"Yeah, I'm so bored let's permanently alter our fucking bodies?" you deadpan and lock eyes with him, "that's what you sound like."
"God forbid a guy wants to have fun nowadays," Minho jokes with a huff, "I don't know what else to do, we've just been lying in bed together for most of the day since eomma is busy."
"Geez, it's fucking cold in here Minho," you shiver and pull the blanket up, "I'm gonna go fetch a jumper."
"Here," Minho stands up before you can, he walks into his closet before returning after a moment, he holds a gray sweatshirt in his hand and tosses it to you, "this should fit."
You are quick to put on the jumper, you forgot it was the middle of November and winter was almost in full swing. "Thanks," you hum as you layer up, "you know what we should do, go to the onsen."
"At 9:30?" Minho asks sarcastically.
"You're the prince, can't you put out a royal decree or something?"
Minho laughs under his breath, "just because you want to go to the onsen?"
"Oh, I guess 'on the scar' is a very liberal phrase for you to use then," you sigh with fake disappointment.
Minho shakes his head before he gets up, and wanders back into his closet. He's there for a few minutes before he waltzes back out with a swimsuit in his hand. "Don't look at me like I'm stupid, you want to go to the onsen, we'll go to the onsen."
"I didn't exactly bring a swimsuit, it's the middle of November, Minho."
"So?"
You blink at him three times, "so... I'd be naked?"
"You have a bra and underwear?"
"True, okay let's go."
The walk to the onsen isn't far from the palace. The streets of the capitol are bustling. Shops are busy and full of life as you pass by. You can hear the laughter in the air, the stillness of the moment. Snow falls on your face, you're quite cold, but you'll live. This winter was much nicer than the winters in your country. Those were brutal to say the very least.
Minho pays for both of your tickets once you walk inside. The warm air is refreshing. You both change separately, you place your clothes in a locker and walk out into the cold.
The steam rises from the large bath. It's hot and you cannot wait to be inside the warm water.
You're quick to sink into the clear water. It revives you and makes you tired at the same time. You lean up against one of the sides and relax. Minho is quick to join you, you can see every part of him like this. Luckily, there's no one else in the bath, just the two of you, alone.
"I'm glad we're here," he grins, his bunny teeth on display as he looks at you, "it's been a long time since I've been here."
"Mhm," you nod, the water has you relaxing into a puddle of a human being.
Minho scoots next to you, he has the rest of the bath to himself, yet he still chooses to sit right beside you. "Did you mean what you said? That I could stay here if my dad kicked me out?" you ask for no particular reason other than to see his reaction.
"I wouldn't lie to you," he muses, "not like that. Not about something that serious."
"You know," you begin before taking a moment to get your thoughts in order, "my dad always assumed you'd court me. Is that stupid to tell you?"
"Nothing you ever say is stupid. Not to me, at least," Minho's gaze finds your own, "tell me more."
"Well, it would unite our kingdoms, and all that stupid political shit, but I d'know, he always just assumed we'd fall in love," you explain, "but he kind of gave up hope."
"He wasn't wrong, per say," Minho reminds you of his former feelings towards you, "we did both love each other, at a time. But-."
"-Yeah, but we were both young and dumb, I know, I know, yadayadayada," you cut him off, "back when we thought the rules of normalcy applied to us."
Minho huffs a laugh, "sometimes I wish they did, y'know?"
"Trust me, Min," you assure, "I know exactly. Shit, we'd probably have a cottage on a hill together, and just be ... people."
"Why can't we be?" he proposes.
"You know as well as I, Minho, why we can't," you briefly pause, "and even if we could, would you want to?"
"Yes," he immediately responds, "I don't like the cottage idea, though, I'm a city kind of guy."
You hum and after that noise escapes you, it goes silent between the two of you. You process what he just said. He processes what you just said. You can see that the gears in his head are turning. How fast they turn, you don't know.
He moves his face closer to yours and looks in your eyes, he's waiting for your confirmation. You give it to him.
A kiss, a soft one, behind it are so many feelings. Behind it is the boy who had time to be the king, who didn't have to worry about the future. Your boy, your Minho.
His hands find your waist and lead you. You follow them. He holds you on his lap, your legs straddle his waist. The world seems to shift, it becomes one you desperately wish you lived in.
In this world the two of you created, there was no royal ties to your names. You were both just ... people. People unafraid of being people. You didn't worry about his mother or your father. No crown is yours to bear in this moment.
The kisses become more desperate, hungry, lustful, intense.
His thumbs run tenderly over your tailbone, he's trying to soak you in. You can tell by the way his lips move against your own.
You don't have the will to say no, not that you would want to. "Want you so bad," he mumbles against your lips, "have wanted you since I've met you- since I saw you in that dress at the Gala."
The world around you starts to falter, it glitches right in front of you. You can't do this. Not here. Not now. Not unmarried. Not with your kingdom on your back and his kingdom on his own.
You were no longer ordinary people in a fictional reality. You were real. There would be real consequences to this. Real ones that would break your father's heart to bear. Ones that would leave your people without a Queen and leave you with the knowledge that you disappointed the strongest man you know - your own father.
"Why'd you stop?" Minho looks up at you with the brightest eyes, "did I say something wrong?"
"We can't do this, Min," it breaks your heart to say it, "we can't... I- I- I can't."
The light leaves his eyes, the light you swear only you could see, "You can't or you won't?"
"I can't, Minho," you tear up, how could you not? The one good thing in your life came back, and here you were, throwing it - him - away. "I want to, I do, but we can't live in this world, your people need a king, and mine will need me."
"Fuck the crown-" he begins.
"-Minho," you interrupt.
"No, fuck this. Fuck everything, everything that isn't this," he pauses, "that isn't you. I'd give up the crown for you. I would, seriously. Why can't you?"
"...My father, he... he wants me to be courted by one of his generals," you confide, "and he's nice... but, he isn't you. Minho there's no world in which we can be married or... just be people."
He was crying, you didn't realize it at first, but there were tears flowing down his cheeks, you have an overwhelming urge to soothe him. To make this more bearable, to ease his pain.
You wipe his cheeks with your wet hands, "I understand," he straightens up, "I just, I'm sorry, I just, need to be alone."
He is quick to move you off him, and get up out of the water.
The rest of the night you spend alone in your quarters. You miss the warmth of him in the bath, the tenderness of his skin. The melancholy feeling won't escape you, it tightens in your chest and rises up in with every breath you let out.
You cry yourself to sleep that night, it was a familiar act, almost comforting. You wonder just how much more your heart can bear. How much more heartache, how much more separation, how less of him will sting.
The next morning comes too soon, you contemplate not greeting the daylight and just laying in bed until you drown in your own sorrows. You can't afford to do that today, not when the queen wants to speak with you.
When you greet her in the dining room that morning you are given a, "hello, my sweets" in response.
"Where's Minho?" you notice his absence at the table.
"Still asleep," she answers, "come, join me."
You sit next to her at the ornate dining table. "So, I heard from your father that he wants one of his generals to court you," she hums, waiting for you to reply.
"Yeah," you affirm.
"You don't sound happy," she observes, "why is that?"
"I don't love him," you answer bluntly, "sure he's nice and all, but I don't love him. I wouldn't want to have his children or make vows to him. I don't want to love him for eternity."
She hums with understanding, "I never understood courting...," she admits, "I think that was why I was so adamant that you and Minho never felt that pressure from me."
"Being a royal is stupid," you comment, "I'm made to feel selfish for being a human."
She hums again.
You continue with your thoughts, "I just want to be normal. I want to marry the man that I love. One who would..."
You pause momentarily, unknowing of how to phrase what you mean to say. "... one who would give up power- give up a crown for me. One that knows me completely and cherishes my whole being. A man that loves my deepest flaws and that would give me the sun should I request it. But I can't. I can't because this life is all I know, I can't because... because I'm not brave enough to defy him."
"Who? Your father?" the Queen asks.
You nod and look down at your lap, "when you ... die, I'll only have him. I owe him my obedience, right?"
"It isn't obedience, it's the rest of your life," she replies, "you don't owe anyone that. Your life is yours. And ... fuck any obedience that would deprive you of choice."
Your head snaps up and you look at her when she swears, you blink at her a few times.
"You weren't created with a predestined fate, sometimes you have to choose to give everything up in order to gain control," she finishes her statement.
"I don't know what I'm going to do when you're gone," you sniffle at the mere thought, "who else could even attempt to fill your spot."
She is silent for about 30 seconds, "they won't be able to, and that's okay. It is okay to have a hole in your life, not every spot needs to be filled... just because it's empty doesn't mean it's broken, my sweets."
Your lip quivers, your eyes tear up, "we kissed last night. We kissed and I-I pushed him away."
This time it is her eyes that widen with disbelief, as much as they can at least, she blinks at you a few times, "m-my boy? My Minho?"
You nod shamefully, "I... I don't know... I was too afraid t-to be brave. To give everything up."
You can see the realization on her face, the painful realization that you came to last night. Instead of being upset she smiles weakly, "you two will be okay. I know you will. Come hell or high water, my sweets, you two will find a way back to each other."
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The walk into town is filled with silence. It has been a long time since you walked through the capitol of a kingdom that is not your own. It is peaceful, the morning dew has only just settled and the streets are sure to become more busy with each passing hour.
You vaguely recognize the shops surrounding you, the infrastructure has improved, but not by loads.
Minho leads you to the shop of the royal tailor. You understand why the queen wants you to do this, but you don't believe it will change things. At least Felix was tagging along, of course he was very preoccupied at the moment, very focused on his phone and talking to the King's assistance.
The workers inside are quick to serve him, they escort the three of you to a private room. They have multiple colorful hanboks with accessories on hangers. They tell you to come out with your color selections whenever ready.
You and Felix take a seat on the couch, Felix stays on his phone, answering important messages between the elites of your society.
Minho changes into the white jungdan and black shorts, he looks to you, "which color should the gujangbok be? I think red."
"Do blue, you look good in blue," you reply.
You stand up and grab the dark blue gujangbok and are careful as you approach him. You begin to put it on him before he takes it from you and does it himself, however part of the garment gets caught on something.
Minho mutters obscenities under his breath, "here just let me...," you cautisously fix the snag and straighten out the fabric.
When you look up at him, his eyes are searching your face for something, you just don't know what. "The sang?" he quickly looks over at the clothes rack.
"Black, black pairs with everything," you grab the skirt and hand it to him. He slips it on over his shorts and you adjust the outer garment over it so it layers under it properly.
You hold up many colors of yarn that would be used to make embroidered symbols on the outer garment. You hold each yarn up next to his face. You check how they match his appearance. You hum while doing this. You are so focused on the task you don't realize what Minho is doing.
That is, until he tucks a piece of your hair behind your ear. Even then you don't flinch or advert your gaze. "Silver," you pause, "you should have the dragon embellished."
"And the jewels on the belt should be diamond, with black leather as the background," you conclude.
"Mhm, and what will you be wearing?" Minho questions.
"I would be attending-?" you're almost taken aback.
"Obviously, you're my guests," he shoots a look at Felix, "you should also wear a royal hanbok."
"I mean, of course," you nod in agreement.
Minho turns around and looks through the clothing options. Felix excuses himself and says he has to take a call from your father. Felix steps out of the room leaving just the two of you.
With his back turned to you, Minho asks, "d'you still like pink?"
"Mhm," you hum.
He pulls out a light pink base garment. The collar has floral patterns embroidered on it. Tulips, you always liked tulips. "Here change into the base layers," he hands you the black shorts and loose fitting blouse.
This was no longer when the two of you were young children and were adamant on running around topless in the yard. Your now had adult bodies and were both fully developed. "I'll turn around," he turns his back to you.
You quickly undress, being left in your underwear. As you put the shorts on, your balance gives out, you always were clumsy, your hand grabs for Minho's shoulder to stabilize yourself. He quickly turns around and grabs your waist and pulls you up to center you again.
His hands are on your bare waist, his eyes falter and look at your cleavage momentarily. He quickly turns around again, "try not to fall and break a bone," he retorts to ease the tension.
You pull the garments on with a flushed face. "I'm fully clothed now," you announce and he turns around to face you again.
"Thank God," Minho mutters.
You playfully swipe his arm and roll your eyes. He pulls out the pink base garment and helps you pull it on.
When he wraps the dark pink skirt around your waist you see that his ears are a bright pink color. Normally, that would mean anything else.
Minho's face never flushes though, only his ears. He was... flustered? Why would he be flustered? Was he embarassed to see you almost naked? He never was as kids. Normally a person doesn't bat an eye or blush when they see someone they hate naked...
"You're blushing," you point out without thinking.
He stares back up at you as he wraps the skirt around you, "am not," he retorts after a moment, "you're imagining things."
Minho's very attentive as he ties the skirt into place and as he chooses the belt charm to match the color of your eyes, and ties it around your middle.
He takes a few steps back to admire his composition, he smiles when he sees the full outfit.
"You look..." he searches for the word, "nice."
You look at yourself in the mirror, all you can see are your imperfections. Your stomach looks a bit big in the outfit. "I look fat," you sigh under your breath.
"So what?" he responds, "I'm pretty sure people aren't going to care whether you look fat. You're the fucking future queen, you think weight matters?"
"You don't?" you question.
He pauses, "do you have tits?" he says rhetorically, "an ass?"
"Well yeah-"
"-then it doesn't matter your weight, guys like naked women, plain and simple," he reassures.
His words don't fully reassure you, though, "is that why you were blushing earlier?"
"I wasn't, but if I was, then yeah that's why," he states, looking you in the eyes.
"But I thought you hated the way I looked," you cock your head to the side.
"Well, you were my friend so it would be awkward for me to say I liked it," he realizes what he just said, "I didn't like it though, I don't know what I'm fucking saying."
"Do you ever?" you pose.
"I suppose not," he retorts.
Back at the palace, you wait near the oven as the cookies you made are being baked. Something furry brushes up against your leg. You look down, "oh hi soonie," you greet one of Minho's cats.
Well without, you noticing him one day when the two of you were young, he wouldn't be Minho's cat. You pick up the orange cat and hold him in your arms. Soonie rubs his face against yours.
"Hi, I missed you, baby," you coo at the cat.
You place him back on the ground, and let him run off. Just then, the oven beeps and you take the cookies out.
You walk, with a book in hand, down the corridors to Minho's room. You knock on the door without an answer, you decide to walk in. "Yes?" Minho's voice rings in your ears.
Steam blows out of the bathroom as he walks out with only a towel around his waist. His body is toned, sculpted, even. When did he become so ... mature? You dropped your book on the floor.
"Is eomma okay?" he asks still looking at the ground.
When he finally looks up, he sees you. He freezes, and goes quiet.
"I-I made c-coo-kitchen, I just uhm- I'm gonna go, I'll be uh, God, I'm just gonna g-go okay, bye!" you dismiss yourself promptly and close the door after yourself.
You're only a few steps away from his door when the door opens again, "you left this," Minho is walking out, almost naked, to hand you your book. You turn around to grab it quickly when someone down the corridor clears their throat.
One of the queen's servants. Shit. Oh you two were going to be taking the fucking piss for this.
"Nothing happened, talk all you want among other servants, but this does not get back to my eomma," Minho glares at the servant.
The servant is quick to walk away.
You grab the book from Minho and are quick to scurry back into the kitchen.
While there you eat a cookie and try your best to calm down. A few minutes later, Minho walks into the kitchen and graces you with his, thankfully, fully clothed presence.
"Oh, you made cookies?" he hums, "it was a bit hard to hear what you were saying because you were an embarassed mess."
"Yeah, I- yeah," you smile and hand him one, you realize what he said, "fuck you."
He smiles and sits up on the counter and takes a bite of the cookie. "I'm sorry about last night, truly, y/n, I know you hate me, and you're doing this for my eomma. I shouldn't have said anything about your mother, that was, just ... plain wrong," he is being sincere.
"T-thank you for the apology," you say.
"Y'know, I still don't know why you hate me," Minho confesses, "it was like you were just here one day and gone the next."
"You, you told another prince that he shouldn't like me because I wasn't pretty enough," you remind him, "it was years ago but it -it hurt Minho. You were my best friend and you said that about me. You knew how I felt about my body, specifically my weight, back then."
"That? That's what you ended things over?," Minho is thinking of what you're saying, and how he should respond, "there's nothing and there was nothing wrong with your body I- I said that because," he pauses, "I can't fucking say it, because it's such a stupid fucking reason."
"Just... say it Minho," you urge.
"Because I liked you back then. I-I really really fucking liked you-"
Oh, shit.
"-and I didn't want him to like you because I was only your friend. I know what I said was awful, I admit that, and I have no excuse, I- I'm sorry."
He liked you. You also liked him at the time, when he said that. But of course he didn't know that.
"And back then and-and even now I think your body is perfectly fine," he continues, "I was stupid and I can only say that I'm sorry."
"That shit cut deep, Minho," you begin.
"I know, I know and if I could take it back and slap some sense into my younger self I would. I will spend the rest of my life making that up to you, if you'll let me," you can finally read his face. There is no ill will, no lies, he is being himself, he's being serious.
"I liked you back then too, Minho," you confess, "I liked you so fucking much," you begin to tear up.
"Hey, look at me," Minho's calloused hands are gentle as they cup your jaw and turn it to face him, "I don't know what I can do to fix this, whatever damage my words did, and this isn't the best time for both of us because of my mother, but when we are both in a better place, you can make me a list a mile long of how to make this shit up to you. And I will do each fucking thing. I put that on the scar."
The scar, the blood-oath you and Minho did as kids to always be friends. He had a scar on his stomach from it, and you had one on your upper thigh.
"On the scar," you reaffirm.
"On the scar. Friends?" he agrees.
"Okay, friends," you nod, "also she knows about the tattoo gun incident," you inform Minho.
"Who?" he puts the puzzle pieces together, "eomma? She knows? We were so fucking careful?"
"I know!" his hands fall from your face and rest on his lap again, "no one has seen mine except you!"
"That's fucking crazy, she knows everything," he smiles, "fuck, I wonder if she knows about the scar."
"She probably does," you reply and eat a cookie, "she knows about the skinny dipping."
"Nuh-uh, how the fuck does she know about that?" he laughs, "stupid servants probably told her."
"That's my guess," you hum, "do you think she knows about the kiss we had when we were 9?"
"Now, that would send her into cardiac arrest," he exclaims, "fuck, the fucking thing that happened earlier. She's gonna have a fit."
"Why?" it dawns on you that to anyone else it looks like you and Minho just fucked, you cover your mouth with your hands, "oh shit, we're so beyond fucked."
"We are," he shakes his head, "at least she'd know we aren't arguing anymore."
"Yeah, because the idea we had sex before marriage is much better," you huff and cross your arms, "shit, what if she tells my dad?"
"Is he not okay with i?"
"No! Your mother is?!"
"She wasn't pleased, but she knows I've y'know-"
"Shit, Minho, I'm so fucked if my dad finds out he thought we had sex," you ramble, "I'd lose the crown and we have no other heirs and fuck- I'm fucked."
"You aren't fucked, she wouldn't tell your dad if she knew that the aftermath would be that bad," he reassures you, "besides if you lost the crown, you could just stay here with me."
"Wait, you've had sex before?" you recall what he confided earlier.
He glares at you, "well yeah? You haven't?"
"I have but it wasn't... enjoyable," you recount, "the guy just didn't know... he didn't know what the clit was, so yeah it sucked."
"Sounds like it," he agrees, "mine wasn't much better, there were no feelings involved, which contradicts what I believe sex should be like."
"You think sex should be-?"
"Between two people who love each other," he explains, "and I didn't love her."
You raise your eyes, "didn't know you were such a romantic, Minho."
"There's a lot of things you don't know about me," he reminds you, "I'm open to telling you, though."
"I'm open to hearing them," you reply.
"Do you still like painting?" he asks after a moment of comfortable silence.
"Yes," you answer, "I try to paint whenever possible. Do you still like to cook?"
"Mhm," he nods, "you haven't changed that much, that's good."
You don't know how to respond, "you have. The Minho I knew wouldn't apologize for anything."
"Well you live and you learn, right?" he hums.
You nod, agreeing, "that's what life is for right?"
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The ride to the next kingdom was only a few hours, it had been a month since the gala and you planned to meet with Minho's mother for what you believe to be the last time. Your father, the King, sent you and Felix on his behalf.
It had become well-known that the Queen's health was rapidly declining, condolences came in from across the globe to the Lee family.
You and Felix rested in the back of the car next to each other. You were trying to figure out what to say to the man that would soon hold the weight of his mother's thrown. Surely, words do nothing in this circumstance.
You recognize the capitol streets it was as if you were still running around them during the winter with Minho as children. You two would play in the snow on the steps of the parliament building. Have snowball fights in the palace courtyard. Be read to each night by his mother. Stay only a few corridors from each other, but would sneak out late at night and fall asleep in your quarters.
Your father and his mother had a very close friendship, your father would allow you to go to her Kingdom during the winters because it was much warmer and she was happy to host you. For 3 months every year, while growing up, you stayed in their palace, ate their food, and learned their other national language. Your best childhood memories were formed in this Kingdom, but now they felt like uncomfortable reminders of just how bad Minho had fucked you over.
When you arrive at the palace, you are escorted through. You knew these walls well, though, distantly there was a map of them in your brain.
It was as beautiful as you last recall, you always enjoyed the artwork framed along the walls. Women with silky black hair that would touch the ground clad in hanboks, the portraits of former kings and queens, they were all so beautiful. The history in the building was rich, to say the very least. Your history here was also rich.
You were escorted by a servant into the Queen's chambers. The servant announces your formal arrival. You curtsy with the fullest respect to the Queen. She can barely motion you over to her. That's when you truly realized just how soon her death would be. She was barely able to move, an IV in her arm, her complexion gray and weary.
"Your Majesty," you approach her bedside, she weakly smiles at you.
"You're so beautiful, my sweet," she had called you that since you were young, "it's been too long. I knew you had grown up, but this much? Surely not! Is your father well?"
"He is, and he sends you his deepest regards during this time," you try to smile, but how can you during this moment.
"Please, sit, my sweet" she glances at a chair near her bedside.
You take a seat demurely, and move the chair close enough to her bedside. You softly grasp her hand, "I- I don't know what I should say, nothing I can say will make this - will make you better."
Your body tremors, with the weight of your words, "I- I pushed y-you away I-," you are angry, angry at yourself for pushing away the one woman who cared about you in the way she did, "I'm sorry. Is there any way to repay the kindness you've shown me?"
She pauses, almost like she hoped you would ask such a thing, "Dear, can you please just promise to watch after my boy, once I'm gone. I know there is a rift between the two of you and has been for a few years, I don't know who created it, but I would bet it was my boy," she pauses and you nod attentively, "regardless, I ask that you please resolve it, my son has no one, I can't let go knowing my child has no one."
Stay? With Minho? You would certainly be able to, you rarely made public appearances, or had any other royal duties, but enjoying it and being capable of it are different things.
"To me you're still the daughter I never had," she is so frail, like a porcelain doll that will break with the softest touch, "would you be willing to stay here, my sweet, for a few months after I pass? Of course, Felix can join you, just until Minho gets on his feet?"
How could you deny the woman you had taken for granted? You wouldn't do this out of love for Minho but rather love for his mother. You contemplate the decision at hand. However, as you look at her, you can see her desperation. This is her dying wish to you, you'd be completely cruel to deny it.
"I would have no greater honor bestowed upon me than to honor your wishes," a tear runs down your cheek, and you aren't in a rush to wipe it away.
"Thank you, my sweet, my servant will get you settled into the chambers, we can talk more after you've had dinner."
"Yes, your Majesty."
You phoned your father and let him know of the Queen's wishes and that you would adhere to them. He said he would send over a servant with a few month's worth of clothing the next morning.
The sleeping chambers were the same as when you stayed in them as a child. Ornate and comforting. Felix would be staying next door to you.
He asked you if you needed anything from him. You shook your head and went into the quarters that encapsulated some of your best childhood memories.
You changed into more casual clothes, sweatpants and a band shirt. You laid on the bed and stared at the ceiling cursing whatever deity would do this to her.
Your eyes follow the painted patterns of gold on the ceiling as you try to forget just how much this loss would hurt.
A knock at your door doesn't startle you. You stay motionless on the bed. The door opens gently, you expected Felix, instead Minho stands in the door frame waiting for your acknowledgement. "I didn't know you listened to Radiohead," he states, bringing up your shirt, as if he no time had passed, "last I knew you were into that stupid ass techno music."
"There's a lot of things you don't know about me," you pause and finally sit up to look at him, "you used to know everything, though."
He is quick to anger at your response, "God, my mother is dying and you're making this about yourself!?"
"She's as good my mother as she is yours! And you know that Minho. Don't pretend to want to know me! I'm doing this for her."
"Maybe you don't know because you're fucking stupid, or emotionally immature, you're the one that cut contact, you shut us out of your life! You did that shit y/n! Not me, and not my mother! You took her for granted, don't pretend to cherish her," he is seething with anger, "your mom is dead, you will never know what having a mother feels like. She is my mother, not yours."
There's a lump in your throat, one that you can barely swallow. Your mouth falls agape in shock, "well you're about to understand my world then! And I hope you fucking do, Minho. Once she is gone you will no longer have a mother! Maybe then you will understand how difficult it was for me not to come back here! She was the only 'mother' I had. I didn't come back until now because it meant I would be around you!"
"Fuck you. Dinner is ready."
He is quick to slam the door as he leaves.
You cannot eat. Not after what he just said. You grab a book from one of the bookshelves in the room and read until your eyes are heavy and you find yourself asleep.
The morning is bleak, the sunlight peeks through the windows and awakes you from your slumber.
You wash your face in the bathroom with jade counter tops. You brush your teeth, hoping to wake up more before breakfast. You throw your hair up with a hair tie and put on a pair of slippers. The breakfast bell on the wall jingles and you walk down the corridors into the dining hall. At the table is the Queen, seated in an electric wheelchair at the head of the table, Minho next to her. "Sit with me, my sweets," she requests.
You don't want to be so close to Minho, especially after last night, but you are too hungry to mind.
"I assume you fell asleep reading," she grins softly, "you always used to go to sleep quickly when being read to."
"Mhm," you grin, "my favorite that you would read to me was 'The Hobbit'."
She smiles fondly, "you'd be asleep by the end of two pages," she laughs and her eyes crinkle, "oh, how I missed seeing you."
A servant places a plate in front of you, your favorite breakfast meal. A ham and cheese omelet with a cream cheese bagel and cranberry juice. "Thank you," you thank the butler.
"So you do you two have plans today?" the Queen asks both you and Minho.
"Mom, there's not much to do, and I'd rather spend time with you," Minho replies over his cup of coffee.
"Same," you respond and glare at the man across from you.
He returns the sentiment.
"I would like the two of you, and Felix of course, to go into town and get Minho fitted for his coronation robe, I trust that y/n's good eye for fashion would ensure you look sharp for your crowning, Minho."
"Mother-" Minho begins but stops himself, "-that would be lovely. I can be ready in an hour."
"Yeah, I'll be ready by then."
Minho excuses himself from the table. Once he has walked out of earshot his mother looks to you with an exacerbated expression, "what he said last night was simply... abhorrent, my sweets."
"It's fine, I mean it's true... I don't have a real mom. I guess I'll never know what he is going through," you shrug like his words from last night meant nothing to you, "how did you hear that anyways?"
"I have servants who are more than willing to relay gossip within earshot of me. I'm also not socially inept, I can feel the tension from here," she informs, "you two also had the same look on your faces. The one you would give me when you did something you weren't supposed to, something you thought, or knew, I wouldn't approve of."
"So what exactly do you know about us doing?" you're curious to know what she does.
"For starters, I know about the stick and poke tattoos you gave each other at 14," she begins.
"You knew about those? We were so careful!"
"Your eyes never lie, there was also the skinny dipping incident in the onsen," she wheezes a laugh, "that was quite funny to hear about."
"That's even worse! Actually, I don't think I want to know that you know about these things," you joke, "why didn't you say something if you knew those things?"
"You two were kids, you should be allowed to have 'secrets' that you think are secret," she smiles, "you should finish your meal and get ready, my sweets, I have business I must attend to."
She rolls out in her wheelchair and states, "and please, my sweets, be nice to Minho today, you can be assured that he is lucky I am incapable of spanking him after I heard what he had said to you. He knows better now."
✶ cw : bestfriend!Felix, terminal illness, mentions of death, modern!royalty!AU
✶ Delicate masterlist
You'd known him your whole life, he's known you for all of yours. Lee Minho, a family friend, your worst enemy. The man you grew up with is now a stranger to you. One you hold hatred for. For normal people, a simple rival was nothing to sweat about, however, you nor Lee Minho, were even close to being 'normal' people.
Every time you lock eyes with him, a scowl finds its way onto your face. It's almost involuntary. "Well, if it isn't your best friend," Felix notices your sour expression from beside you.
"That's not even fucking funny, Lix," you huff, "I only know him through limited proximity, and even that limited proximity is too close."
Felix grins and stifles his laughter, "you shouldn't swear, especially not here, my lady."
You roll your eyes, "I told you to never call me that, Lix. Makes me feel much too important."
"It's not like you're the future queen - or anything crazy like that-," Felix reminds you.
You desperately wish to take off your periwinkle ballgown and the stupid jewelry around your neck. To a beggar those diamonds would change lives, to you they are annoying and practically suffocating you.
However, for the annual Gala of Heirs, you have no choice but to be dressed so formally.
The palace's ornately painted rotunda staggers over you and Felix, your man in waiting, as the lavish tables fill with the heirs of all the kingdoms.
Your tiara balances on your head, its current weight will never compare to the weight of the crown you will inherit. You could at least be grateful that you weren't queen just yet.
You make eye contact with Lee Minho again, the prince of the quaint kingdom neighboring your own. He is standing around the punch bowl towards the end of the buffet with other princes you also grew up around. Hwang Hyunjin and Christopher Bang being the ones you remember the most fondly.
Hyunjin's kingdom was on the other side of the globe and quite vast, a very wealthy kingdom, with a very charming and modest prince.
Christopher's kingdom was in the southern hemisphere, despite being a prince, he was always humble and genuine. He could make anyone laugh, regardless of their status.
Minho must feel your eyes on him because he glances in your direction and locks eyes with you. He says something to the men surrounding him and begins walking your way.
You quickly divert your gaze and focus on the half-finished plate of food in front of you. You hope that if you just look away, he will hopefully change his trajectory and walk anyplace else.
Felix clears his throat to grab your attention, when you look over your shoulder, there Minho is, standing behind you.
You rise as gracefully as possible, and curtsy to him with a fake smile. "Prince Minho," you greet.
You glimpse his gold and black dress robes. A pin with the flag of his kingdom rests over his heart. His face is fixed with an unreadable expression.
His unreadable face is one of the reasons you dislike him so much, you can never tell if malice lines his words based on his face. "Princess y/n, I've known you almost twenty five years and I still believe this is the first time you've ever curtsied to me," his voice is cocky, almost teasing.
"Don't get used to it," you smile the fakest smile possible.
"I expected you'd say that," he dismisses the thought and turns his attention to Felix, "Felix, wonderful to see you again."
You hear Felix stand up and bow to him, "Hello, Your Royal Highness, it is lovely to see you, as it always is."
"Will you speak informally with me, that is of course if your Princess allows it," Minho looks to you.
"He is free to do such," you declare.
You hate declarations, they're always so formal and royal. You hate giving Felix directions like you own him, if anyone in the ballroom deserves any amount of respect, it's your sweet Felix.
Minho redirects his attention to Felix, "If you are looking for a lady to court, I know a few marchionesses from my kingdom that are of acceptable age to court and that are looking for a suitor."
You can't help comment, "are you playing politics with my man in waiting, Prince Minho?"
"Not politics," he glares at you, "just matchmaker."
"I am flattered by the offer, Your Highness, of course I would have to consult my Lord," Felix intercedes before glares turn outright argumentative.
Minho nods in agreement with Felix, "of course, I understand, I shall let you consult your King, as not to be rash or-," Minho's eyes look at you accusingly, "uncouth - for lack of better words."
The bells in the ding hall ring pleasantly, signalling that the waltz will begin in one minute.
The heirs invited to the Gala are heavily encouraged to mingle among themselves. You never understood mingling or politics or galas. You obviously understood the point of them, to show solidarity, but never the enjoyment others displayed while doing it.
You expect, and hope, that Minho will dismiss himself and choose a dance partner. However, he stays in place as the center of the ballroom begins to fill with dance partners. "Are you not going to waltz?" you ask as kindly as possible.
His body turns to face you, he bows his head and offers his hand, "will you give me the pleasure of waltzing with me, Princess Y/N?"
Through gritted teeth you mumble, "of course, Prince Minho," and you take his hand.
He is gentle in the way he leads you to the dance floor, but the tension in the air is so thick it is almost suffocating you. You both stand facing each other in an open spot.
When the conductor of the orchestra raises his baton, Minho's right hand slides into place on your waist. Your left hand rests on his shoulder. Minho's left hand holds your right out away from your bodies.
The first waltz is the same every year, The Blue Danube. You and Minho move in sync. Swaying back and forth and stepping around.
The silence between the two of you is almost deafening. The only sound that can be heard is the orchestra and the sounds of footsteps. You only decide to break the silence between the two of you because it would drive you mad otherwise. "How is your mother doing?" you inquire.
It was common at the gala to be casual whilst waltzing. "She's..." he hesitates, for the first time he hesitates to speak around you, "she is- it's complicated."
"Is she ill?"
"Yes, to say the least," he pauses, "she has Lou Gehrigs."
Lou Gehrigs - or ALS - as in the ALS?
Oh God, even though you never cared much for her son, Minho's mother, the Queen, always treated you with dignity and grace. She was more than a neighboring monarch however, she was the mother you never had. Your own mother died in childbirth, and she took it as a sort of responsibility to make sure you had some type of maternal figure in your life. Of all illnesses to die from, you would never wish this one on anyone, let alone the only sense of a mother figure you'd had.
Your face falls in full understanding of what he had just said. There is no coming back from ALS, he had just confessed to you that his mother was dying. Most importantly, that soon, either she would pass during her reign or abdicate the crown to him.
"I- I'm sorry," is all you can say, "truly, Minho. If it would not pain her, I would love to visit and pay my kingdom's respects to her."
For the first time you can almost understand what his face is telling you, "I'm sure that would mean a lot to her."
"So you will inherit the thrown?" you ask, not to pry, but rather to understand him and how he feels for once.
"Yes," he clarifies, his usual arrogance begins to slowly dissolve, "I truly don't know how she expects me to continue her reign. She desires to s-speak with you again, she told me herself."
That waltz comes to an end and before you can exchange anymore words with Minho, you are whisked away by the next gentleman, as typical in waltzes.
The night ends quickly after the dancing is done. You have no more conversations with Minho, but kind of wish you had.
✶ tropes : childhood friends to enemies, enemies to friends, friends to lovers, try again
✶ category : mature, smut, fluff, angst
✶ general cw : Prince!Minho x Princess!Reader (of separate monarchies), angst, grief, parent loss, drinking, smut, modern!royal!AU
✶ synopsis : You hate Minho with every fiber of your being, and have for a few years. The two of you grew up together, being from neighboring kingdoms. When you find out that his mother is terminally ill, you go to give your condolences to the woman that practically raised you. Near the time of her passing, she asks you for one final thing : to stay with Minho until he recovers from her passing. You can't say no to her, but how do you live with your enemy?
✶ smut warnings on chapters containing the material !! MINORS DNI
✶ a note from Marigold : This fic holds a deep spot in my heart, I hope you all enjoy this as much as I enjoyed writing it.