Don. The word might’ve brought him to tears a few weeks ago, but he felt as though he’d lost all of his tears at this point; they’d all been shed in the weeks following Penelope’s death; in the weeks following the trauma. The pain was still there, of course, but it was less like a knife, constantly stabbing into his side. No, the hunger had taken over that; the constant desire to feed. He wanted to push it down now, but it was here. Coming here had put Damos in danger. Of him. He hated it. So, instead of tears, he lowered his head, nodding as he did. “Thank you,” he said, simply, humbling himself for a moment more.
“Marcus is safe,” he said, gruffly. “We’re staying at the Leaky… for now. But that’s why I’m here because the… the, uh, cravings.” His eyes were wide, now, he knew, frantic. “I don’t want to hurt him, Damos. I don’t want to… I don’t want to hurt anyone.”
That was the fear, had always been the fear, from the morning he woke up and found himself in the woods, covered in blood. Someone’s blood. He didn’t know who’s; the whole night had been such a blur that Adonis wasn’t sure if it was an animal’s or if it was Penelope’s or someone else’s. Luckily, he scoured the news for any mention of a death, and neither in the Muggle or Wizarding world was there any reports other than Penelope’s.
“If there’s anything that could help,” he said, taking a deep breath. “Like… like how you made the wolfsbane for the, uh… Y’know. I know it’s a long shot, but if anyone would’ve known…” It would’ve been Damos, of course. He was smarter than Don had ever given him credit for.
Seeing Don how he is now was heartbreaking. This wasn’t the strong Belby brother he liked to project himself as during their shared years in Hogwarts. This wasn’t the Don who didn’t leave for America without giving Damocles his thoughts about the path he wanted to take. No. This was Don, all broken and hurting. This was the side of Don that Damos never got to see.
“Leaky Cauldron,” Damocles muttered. It was not a place that suits a vampire well. And most certainly not his brother. After his brother admitted his cravings, it was clear to the potioneer what their priorities should be. “You’re not...” Damocles had to clear his throat to be able to continue. “You’re not going to hurt anyone. Especially not your son. We won’t let that happen, okay? But first, tell me. How have you been feeding?” Damocles asked as straightforward as he could. There was no fear nor judgment. He asked it just like how a Healer would during a routine check-up.
Damocles couldn’t believe it but despite their current situation, there was actually a reason to feel relieved. Like how you made the wolfsbane for the... Don’s reason for visiting him suddenly became crystal clear. His brother’s tragic news distracted him from the horribly opportune fact that Damocles might already have the answer to his brother’s problem.
He took a deep breath as well as he worked out how to bring it up. “Wow. As a matter of fact... I have actually been brewing something since June last year. It’s nothing like Wolfsbane. It doesn’t revert your mental state as if you weren’t... afflicted. But in theory, it’s meant to be a substitute for blood. So that vampires no longer need animals or humans to feed.”