Jan gets back later than he expected, but he feels like heâs gotten sufficient information out of the kids, and more than that he actually had fun with them⊠which is such a nice pace from his usual anxiety around other adults that he doesnât even realize heâs still smiling as he crosses the threshold of the motel room. Distantly, he registers the sound of running water as he comes in, but he doesnât really piece together what that means until unbidden images flood into his mind of other rooms, other showers⊠other versions of himself and Danny together⊠Oddly enough, instead of feeling awkward about it, Jan just feels this warmth blossom over his chest that he hasnât felt in ages⊠He think it might be fondness, or happiness⊠Heâs not awfully familiar with positive emotions these days and so heâs not really sure. Regardless, whether itâs wise or not he lets those memories wash over him as he settles into their shared domestic space, setting his things down on the empty bed and shedding his jacket to make himself more comfortable.
As he turns to examine the wall, he tosses his jacket aside and unbuttons his shirt sleeves to roll them up, unbuttoning the first few buttons at his collar as well so he doesnât feel quite so stuffy. As he expected, Dannyâs already laid out all the information theyâve collected so far in an organized manner over the atrocious yellow and olive patterned wallpaper, and the information summarized there seems to support the conclusion heâs come to after interviewing the kids⊠He goes about adding his own findings- statements and descriptions from the kids, a few drawings, and of course a red x where they encountered the creature. Heâs about to add something else when he hears the door to the bathroom open, and despite himself he canât help but turn his head as Danny emerges.
Itâs a little harder to maintain a cool facade than heâd like, seeing him in a state he was intimately familiar with, the memories of Dannyâs body wet beneath his hands and his mouth flooding his mind more vividly with each step the other takes towards him. But instead of looking away this time, instead of letting himself be ashamed, he just smiles warmly and openly. He wants Danny to feel as warm as he does again, wants to be responsible for making him feel good like he used to⊠But nowâs not the time for that⊠not yet at least⊠Maybe heâs being overly optimistic in imagining a time like that might come again, but if he doesnât hold onto that hope then what the fuck is he even doing here, trying to fix this?
âYeah, I think weâre dealing with a boggart, for sureâŠâ he prefaces, turning to the kidsâ drawings now pinned to the wall and gesturing lightly. âThey argued over the description of it so much that eventually I just had each of them draw it and well⊠theyâre all different⊠Oneâs got a clown nose, oneâs got teeth, one makes a rattling noise like a snake⊠Other than something unknown⊠what else could it be, right?â He flips through his file until he comes across the map he took with him and then steps up to the wall to add the location of their sighting to the one on the wall. He gestures to the red x, which seems to be in a strange place compared to the others⊠off on its own where the others make something of a lineâŠ
âThey told me about this⊠fort thing they have in the woods⊠itâs not far from the entrance of an old mine right⊠hereâŠâ he explains, circling a smaller spot nearby and looking back at Danny as he continues. âBut hereâs the most interesting part⊠after they saw this creature, it chased them away on their bikesâŠâ Turning back to the map again, he draws a line along the path they said they were pursued⊠It swoops along the outer edge of the forest, running a distance of about a half mile, forming a curve that connects it back towards the other sites. When heâs done, he almost laughs at the picture that is formed. âLook at that,â he says almost incredulously, as he realizes the locations of the various encounters form something of a half-circle around a certain areaâŠÂ âLooks like those mines might be where itâs established its territory⊠I wonder what itâs doing thereâŠ?â
It feels good to be doing this again, even if itâs not the same as before⊠Janus falls comfortably into the rest of their evaluation, going over a plan for tomorrow, talking to Bernard about the creature over the odd device of the no-maj phone on the nightstand⊠By the time theyâve finished, heâs sore and a little tired, and nothing sounds better than a shower before bed⊠Once upon a time, it was him changing behind the closed door, having private and steamy thoughts about Danny in the shower⊠but a lot has changed since then, and his inhibitions are thoroughly nonexistent now⊠Heâs already unbuttoning his shirt before he can think about how Danny might react, and then it seems silly to stop now⊠Helpfully, his mind chooses this moment to remember Fitzâs thoughts on the subject⊠And maybe itâs a silly thing to risk, but heâs feeling bold somehow⊠and more than that he still wants Danny to know how he feels about him, even if itâs going to blow up in his face.
He doesnât look at Danny beyond the quick glance he gives him as he stands up from the bed, still removing his button-up. He circles around the bed towards the bathroom, taking his time as first his shirt and undershirt and then his trousers all fall to the floor, until heâs naked as the day he was born for Dannyâs viewing pleasure⊠Thereâs a mess of tattoos and countless scars that werenât there before, his body a tapestry of those six years the two of them have spent apart and the way the world has worn on him⊠The heart on his forearm beats quickly and glows brightly because the thing Janus has always wanted is only feet away from him⊠the roses on his shoulder are blooming for what seems like the first time in as many years⊠Before he slips away into the bathroom, he spares one more look over his shoulder, just curious to see if his little show is having any kind of effect⊠His smile as he looks at Danny is still warm, and a little mischievous, but it only lasts a fleeting moment as he slips away into the shower, leaving the door open to continue the show⊠Itâs hard not to let his imagination get the better of him in the shower, not to give into the desire heâs feeling, beginning to pool in the pit of his stomach. But his muscles are sore and so he just leans into the hot spray of water and tries to let some of the tension melt out of them.
By the time he finishes, he feels better but the prospect of facing Danny again is somewhat intimidating⊠The shower did little to assuage his desires, in fact heâs half-hard just from the heat of the water and the memories it draws to mind again⊠Still, heâs done tiptoeing around the other auror and the feelings he still has for him so intensely⊠he doesnât want to run or hide anymore⊠After opening the curtain, he dries himself off haphazardly before stepping back out into the main room, still dripping water, with the towel held loosely around his hips. He fetches some pjs from his bag and lets the towel fall away again so he can dress himself before reclining with a sigh on his respective bed, arms folded behind his head. Theyâve probably got a long day tomorrow, but he finds himself wanting to stay up and talk like they used to⊠about everything and nothing⊠He wants to get shitty late-night food and laugh with him over stories of the kids hanging off of him like a tree⊠wants to hear how he intimidated a couple of teenagers and probably got along absurdly well with some curmudgeony old man⊠but especially after his little show, he feels like heâd be asking too muchâŠ
âNight Danny,â he says instead, trying to settle in for the night. Itâs hard to be so still when in his mind there are images of Danny pressing in close to him, and the memory of his loverâs hands all over his body. But he has to be content with that, for now, until Danny decides otherwise, because heâs determined not to fuck this up, this time.
Just as they had back at the diner, the two of them seem to fall back into their old pace, making it easy to forget the large shadow that hung over them the last several weeks since their first run-in at Hattoriâs retirement party. Janusâs gaze on him has become less guarded than it has been, even when his back is turned he can feel him looking at him, studying the curves of his back as he bends down to ring up Culpepper on the old rotary phone in the room. He doesnât necessarily ignore the new attention heâs being given, although he doesnât quite quite welcome it with open arms either.Â
This task proves all the more difficult after theyâve wrapped up for the night, with the conclusion that the only way to truly figure out what the boggart is doing out in the mines is to track it down themselves. Heâd faced plenty a boggart in his own time before, but this is the first one heâd ever seen so territorial- and out in the wild no less. These thoughts still plague him as he collapses down on the bed heâd claimed as his own, his head ducked down as he goes through his notebook, adding in their recent findings.Â
The work of writing in the notebook isnât what makes the night any more difficult though, but rather what Janus decides to do while he does it. When he first notices the other auror strip off his shirt he pays no mind, that is until his undershirt comes off, and exposes the new array of tattoos and scars that werenât there the last time heâd seen him in such a light. He studies them for a moment, trying to piece together each oneâs possible meaning, and the origin of the scars, trying to figure out what could be from the ambush, and what could be from afterwards. He doesnât realize heâs staring until Janus turns around, a playful glint in his eye as he strips down completely- the bastard.Â
The complete role reversal isnât lost on him, as Janus smirks in his direction, a move Daniel had done so many times before in other far flung motel rooms. As Janus had done, he lets his gaze linger as well, taking in the familiar curves and hardened ridges of Janusâs nude form. He doesnât follow him though when he steps into the bathroom, door wide open, asking for him to join him. True heâd thought of the same moments himself only an hour earlier, but now that Janus was actually infront of him again, he couldnât do it, not with the story those new scars told still lurking in the back of his mind.Â
Realizing he wasnât going to get any work done after that little show, Daniel flicks off the lamp that sat by his bed, and curls up under the sheets, his eyes shut but still facing in the direction of Janusâs empty bed. When he returns, once again paying no mind to his state of undress, Daniel opens his eyes for a second, his gaze wandering down to the sight of his old lover half-hard still even after the shower. Itâs perhaps a testament to just how truly stubborn he was that he still remains in his bed after this, and when Janus calls out his goodnight, he echoes it back, in a short âNightâ before turning to face the other side of the room, and away from the temptation that lay only several feet away from him.Â