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recovering badass | z | 9teen

[fromanotherroom]

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Dancing Queen playing from another room ABBA

[giveyouhale]

When you’re snorting cocaine off the bathroom counter of an underground disco club in 1976

[slavery]

Then I saw the moonlight bouncing off her titties

[be-pd]

Venting to people is so hard when your emotions are all over the place. It’s like you don’t even know where to start and you keep rambling and going on and making no sense because everything in your head is so jumbled up and that not even you can make sense of it and then you feel bad for even trying to vent in the first place

[vacillating-bpd-queen]

“I feel like you’re so used to being treated as subhuman by everyone in your life that you don’t know how to handle it when someone approaches you, listens to you, and responds with unconditional care. You expect there to be some kind of catch. You’ve never felt the kind of love you deserve, so you don’t know how to respond to it.”

[catboyfeli]

shitty bpd things

getting attached to someone you met five minutes ago because they were kind to you

abandonment issues™

your fear of people leaving you causes people to leave you hahaha the irony

being hurt by something your friend did so you angry split on them but they have no idea you’re even mad at them so they’re just like wtf

breakdowns that lead to suicide attempts, then an hour later you’re happy and bubbly and people think you just did it for attention as a result like no Karen it’s called mood swings

wanting to hurt people before they hurt you and then feeling gross and evil and manipulative but you cant stop the feelings!!!!!

craving attention but not wanting to seem like an attention seeker by asking for it, so you act out in an attempt to get attention which only makes things worse

wanting yourself to shut the fuck up and stop talking like why are you so whiny

trust issues but also oversharing your entire life story to someone you just met

feeling like you’re not allowed to express your feelings or you’ll be manipulative

saying to yourself “i’m not trusting someone ever again! everyone is evil!!!” but then going and crying at the kid you met two hours ago about how your father never loved you

feeling like you’re better than everyone else but also you’re disgusting and should die lol

might just be a me thing but wanting to starve yourself to feel in control and punish yourself but then binge eating to fill the empty numb void

not realizing something is wrong with you until you bring it up casually and the person is like “you should see a psychiatrist”

do you hate yourself or hate everyone else deciSIONS DECISIONS

splitting. just splitting.

discomfort with sex from trauma but also would probably engage in sexual activity if you weren’t a minor just because the attention feels so validating and makes you feel important

if someone doesn’t love you they hate you there’s no in between

emotional regulation??? i dont know her

you feel happy??? you dont wanna die for once??? TIME TO BE MANIC !!!!!!

always feeling unsafe and like everyone is out to hurt you

feeling like your trauma isn’t valid enough and that ur just a crybaby

never knowing if you’re in the wrong or if the other person is because splitting but also YOUR PERCEPTION IS SKEWED SO WHO KNOWS

[woefulwindingwisdoms]

BPD Relationships

Me to my boyfriend: if you could let me know what you’re up to, home safe and just send little reminders you love me when we’re not together that’d be so helpful

Him: you know I’ll try my best but why exactly?

Me: if you’re not in front of me I think you’re dead/don’t love me almost immediately

[batmoan]

Borderline personality is being called a flirt when you have no idea how to make people like you without seducing them.

Borderline personality is being called a drama queen for having bigger than life emotions and not being able to restrain them.

Borderline personality is not recognizing a photograph of yourself a week after taking it.

Borderline personality is fully understanding you’re being irrational, clingy, or overbearing, and watching yourself fall further instead of fixing it.

Borderline personality is refusing every kind offer because it could possibly be insincere and you won’t let yourself fall for that again.

Borderline personality is being constantly cautious of what you say so you don’t come off as manipulative, and being a pushover when you don’t want to so no one will think of you in that way.

Borderline personality is not being able to love yourself unless someone else loves you, but never fully believing that they could love you.

Borderline personality is thinking of all the ways you could die, today, at this moment, on a loop every waking moment.

Borderline personality is hard. It’s hard to cope. It exhausts you. Treat people with BPD like normal human beings, please. We’re not monsters. We’re tired of our shit, too. Be patient, and i know constant need for reassurance gets annoying, but it’s sometimes so necessary.

[borderlinebadger]

One thing about people with BPD is that we know the most useless shit.

Having no sense of identity causes us to pick up random hobbies.

Having black and white thinking makes us lose interest in those hobbies quickly.

So we’ll very briefly be obsessed with art, languages, diets, science, pursuing specific careers, collectible items, books, stuffed animals, etc… then stop caring about it.

And then we’ll meet someone who’s actually into one of those hobbies and they’ll start talking about art or something, and we’ll be like “oh word? Prismacolor or faber castelle?” and sprout random bullshit facts we know about said hobby and literally no one expects our top tier trivia knowledge.

[vacillating-bpd-queen]

[yesbpdbabe-deactivated20210115]

borderline identity crises be like: do i cut off every person i’ve ever loved and live in isolation…. or get a tattoo?

[ruinedpatchwork]

One of my BPD things is knowing I’m being irrationally angry, and wanting to stop, but not being able to, no matter how hard I try.

[wildbpd-deactivated20200301]

It’s Borderline Personality Disorder Awareness Month!!

[bpdeadpool-deactivated20240320]

Anyone else clings onto their anger because it’s better than a bottomless void or

[flirtingwithsuicidaloutlooks]

[kikat1995]

Not mine

[tobpdornottobpd]

wow i love having a million little triggers that instantly ruin my fucking mood and make me unable to talk to people who have no fucking clue what they did wrong

fun

[nnotsogreat]

hello these gifs were made to help during panic/anxiety attacks. some are just basic breathing exercises and others use emdr (a technique that reduces or controls panic attacks or feelings of anxiety). bon appétit