Overly Obsessed Fangirl

Dari (she/her), aroace

[heohl-art]

"Heohl why did you stop drawing HOLLANOVA?"😱🔥✨️

(I didn't 💗)

UH, I'm so proud of how good this one turned out, my dear dear Hollanova~ (I'm also pretty proud of that glowing on the dress😭✨️)

🌸Btw🌸 a new SHORT COMIC is coming sooooon🔥

Notes: Bonus close-ups✨️💗

[transmascmarypoppins]

why is this post completely broken in every way imaginable

[cecilsrandomeverything]

Broken notes… deactivated account… removed image….

Finally, we have them all.

[spacefinch]

In addition: OP’s name is just… gone. No “[insert username]-deactivated[insert a bunch of numbers]” as is the standard for deactivated blogs.

Just the world “deactivated.” Look upon their post, ye mighty, and despair.

[chatblancofficial]

It’ll be almost impossible to find this post unless it wanders across your dash.

[pocketzsandy]

Sick!

[benhope]

[koryandr]

I saw Yuri heated rivalry floating around and had to throw my two cents in for femme/femme Hollanov. Thoughts on gender presentation under the cut.

The fun thing about “gender bent” designs is thinking of how these characters perform/present their gender and how that would translate to AFAB instead of AMAB.

Ilya kind of presents a little “straight”, he’s big and muscley and masc presenting, could pass for a frat bro and does for years. So I think Liliya would perform hetero girl also, wanting muscles bc she’s an athlete but also wants to look snatched in a bodycon dress and likes doing her hair and makeup. Passes as a sorority girl and doesn’t mind it bc it’s fucking fun. They find comfort in presenting their gender assigned at birth bc they don’t really feel their gender presentation conflicts with the person they are.

For Shane, I think he’s a character that Is traditionally masc by virtue of the things he likes (sports and working out), but as a man, that’s not contradictory to his gender presentation. But as a woman that would be very contrary to performing “straight girl” so I think she would want muscles and want shorter hair but feel confined by trying to present as femme still and DEF NOT GAY. Probably more confined in her gender presentation than as a man. So she doesn’t let herself work out as much arms/legs so she still has “princess arms” and looks good in whatever clothes Yuna and the stylist give her. channels that into a LOT of cardio and core strengthening so she got ABS under there (you just can’t see them here shh)

I do think down the line, the way Shane lets his hair grow out during TLG, Jane would eventually end up with shorter hair and letting herself get more muscles, looking more like Zoey Boyd. Eventual muscle mommy, but takes a long time to let herself get to that point. And Liliya is comfortable in her femme presentation but also lets herself get some vanity muscles maybe. Performs less like a sorority girl and more just like a femme dog mom in the neighborhood that puts on a full face just to take Anya to the dog park. Because she wants to. It becomes less of a performance and more their identity.

[heartstoppercomic]

Epilogue - Part 1

Time to say goodbye.

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(Link will appear at 12pm UK time on April 11th 2026)

[wulleooo]

rare kobylu (don't follow me for this ship btw)

[heartstoppercomic]

Chapter 8 - 51 (end of chapter 8)

Now I can see it.

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The next Heartstopper update will be its final update and it will be an epilogue. It'll drop on April 11th! Thank you for being here! ❤️

[quinniester]

bicci as the this song music video YUP

[tomlinshires]

When @bipolar4autistic said

[shuploc]

Connor/Ilya as "The Fallen Angel"

[quixoticsweetheart]

@crossnecklace you need to see this

[heartstoppercomic]

Chapter 8 - 49

Hi

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[heartstoppercomic]

Chapter 8 - 48

The web of love

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[heartstoppercomic]

Chapter 8 - 47

Farewell ❤️

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[heartstoppercomic]

Chapter 8 - 47

Farewell ❤️

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[chronicintrovert]

Webtoon just removed today's update due to a "high level of profanity" ...

certainly interesting that it has the same amount of swearing as heartstopper usually has... but also it's the update where the characters protest for trans rights!

[chronicintrovert]

Re-uploaded with the profanity (temporarily, I hope) censored - I think this has been triggered because I'm part of Webtoon's 'Ad Sharing Program' (the policies of which ban swearing) and because the 'F*CK HOMOPHOBIA' panel was in much bolder, clearer lettering than the dialogue text (so it was detected by the AI or whatever - still insane considering it's already censored with an asterisk??????)

I'm going to try and find out if I can get out of the ad program and if that will free me from the fucking insane censorship they clearly have going on there! I am obviously extremely sceptical due to the fact that this happened for the first time on an update that featured the characters protesting for trans rights, but I'm going to try to establish the facts first of all.

I hate censorship and have no intention of continuing to censor anything in Heartstopper - if we were much earlier in the comic, I would just take the comic off the site. But the fact is that most people read Heartstopper on Webtoon - far more than on Tumblr and Tapas - and we are 2 months away from the end of the comic.

I'll be contacting Webtoon, trying to figure out what happened, and trying to ensure this doesn't happen again. But if I fail (because I can't break through their probably AI-run support team), I'm really sorry if I have to take the fucking swear words out on Webtoon 🙄

[merelsuniverse]

[chronicintrovert]

^^^

[heartstoppercomic]

Chapter 8 - 44

Alfie ❤️

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[inbabylontheywept]

so i left the mormon church as a teenager (15ish? 16?), but stayed in attendance until i was 20. i was pretty up front about the whole deciding-it-wasnt-true process with my bishop, who frankly took it really well, but it wasnt like i pulled all 150 ward members aside and had a heart to heart with them. anyway, i didnt believe, so at 19 i didnt go on a mission, and while some people in the ward were totally fine with that, others werent. and there was one woman in her late 50s who pulled me aside one day to interrogate me why i hadnt gone on a mission.

"the duty of every young man" she said.

and the thing is, im autistic. and a lot of people assume that when youre autistic, your social skills just arent very good. but thats not exactly true. your Be Polite skills are kind of eh, and they tend to stay that way, but as a sort of survival mechanism your Be Rude skills become amazing simply because you get put in tons of situations where your choices are to Function or Be Polite. and no one can choose Be Polite forever. the world demands function, it merely encourages politeness.

anyway, it can really catch neurotypicals by surprise, because hey, heres this kind of awkward, graceless guy, who stumbles over his words a lot and is very apologetic. hes probably a huge pushover. but i'm only like that when we're playing The Polite Game, because i am frankly kind of bad at it. but when its time to play The Rude Game, i go fucking ham and asking about the not-going-on-a-mission thing is Super Rude. so i said:

"sister hadlock... they wont let me go because i lit-er-ally cannot stop sucking dicks. i dont know why, its just so, so hard."

*dramatic pause*

"also - its very difficult to stop."

anyway, it almost killed her. i think she'd expected to just kind of steamroll me for the entire conversation, but the answer crushed her soul. instead of continuing her interrogation she made a noise like a horse drowning in a bog and left.

to add insult to injury, she went to the bishop after that, thinking he'd chew me out for being an ass, but instead he chewed her out for not minding her own business. then she went to my parents after that, who basically went "yeah, babylon was pretty rude. but youre also pretty rude. what are you, mad that he's better at it than you?"

i really loved that ward.

[julianova44]

This is the most positive thing I’ve ever heard about the Mormon church

[inbabylontheywept]

I cannot recommend them as an organization. From the top down, they are a tangled mess of capital and lies, led by a literal gerontocracy, so outdated that they literally just barely had their first boomer prophet.

But.

The ward that I grew up in was good to me. Truly, unbelievably good. The worst I can say about them is that they picked favorites. When I left, they fought for me, and made it clear that whether or not I believed in Joseph Smith, or Jesus, or even God, I was still one of them. They saw me grow into a man, and they said it was that process that made linked us. Not the religion. Not anymore.

But it felt like they only did that for me.

My sister went on a mission, went to BYU, did the whole thing. Much better at being a Mormon than I ever was. Then, she came out as trans. And she wasn't ostracized, she wasn't told to never come back. They weren't maximally evil to her. But when she left, they just let her walk. Like they were relieved to see her go. And that broke her heart. Broke mine too. I owe my sister so big. She was the first friend I ever had, and she went to bat for me again, and again, and again when I was a kid. There were so many times, it would've been easier and better for her to just let the other kids exclude me, and she didn't. And then in the end, those kids grew up, and they liked having me around, and they were just happy to see her go.

I don't know what I should have done. I was out by then. I'd moved a town away. It's selfish, but I wish they'd been good to her just so I could keep liking them the same. So it wouldn't be complicated. But it is complicated. They're not just a neck deep pile of motherfuckers with nothing redeeming about them. I almost wish they were.

Almost.