I have moved to another, very similar sounding blog, and Ao3. This blog is here for archival purposes I'm an 18+ blog only! I still check occasionally for ageless blogs
āHope you find your paradiiiiise~ Goodbye Mary, goodbye Jane, will we ever meet agaaaaaaaain~?ā
I mean, on a real note, if you want to meet me again, the answer can be yes. I have an ao3, I have a backup blog, and you will find me there.
Ā @dark-side-blog3Ā
Think of this as my janked version of a master-list. I donāt want to spam fandom tags with their different variants so Iāll use a catch all tag (example: Iām only putting one jjba tag not the seven different tags I use on this blog). You can use the fandoms to skate around to different characters from that fandom, you can useĀ
Oh and btw, Iāll be making a different janked mastertag post for all my n/s/f/w tags, just to help organise better.Ā
I am highkey overwhelmed and considering turning off my inbox for both blogs for a bit. Just so I can:
A. Whittle down the confessions already there
B. Start new things, as I wanna reconnect with source material and get reinspired
I think Iāll delete the letter and matchup game from months ago on my old blog.
Itās like a hiatus, but without me actually leaving. I think I need a break because Iāve typed out like, 5 different posts of manic depression and decided against it.
There is also the results of the poll to calculate, but every time I try to think of solutions my brain shuts down.
A tired vent below the cut. The bitching is indeed endless.
For the sake of my experiments I need to endure for at least a couple more daysā¦ But it is super demotivating to have 90 things in my inbox, and get more in the second blog, for less of the recognition I used to get before the ban. And while I havenāt been posting as much, posts that would get 40 likes are only getting single digits.
Which. I mean I shouldnāt tie the enjoyment to the amount of attention I get for it, but it is very discouraging :(
Itās double the work for 1/4 of the recognition.
Iāve been sulking about it all week, I know. And what really matters is how I react from hereā because my two options are curl up and die, or move completely to the new blog and renew myself and my stuff. Almost like a renaissance, if I play my cards right and refocus to serious writing and not just rambling nonsense and memes whenever I feel like it.
I can lay here and sulk. Or I can force myself through and create, akin to how the blog originally started back in the pandemics first lockdown and I was at my (at the time) all time lowā¦
I want to upload these fics to ao3 but the fucking archive function isnāt avalible when they pixelate your blog. š¢
I am confused what happened to your profile Pic as I thought you were a black account.
I got spam reported for sexual content (and despite HAVING sexual content, none of the posts flagged were the ones with sexual content). And tumblr did this to me. Iām basically blacklisted.
I attempted to get it appealed and all that happened was I got banned and spammed harder.
Iām still around though, and if you set your settings to allow mature blogs you can still see my blog. Sadly I am unfindable in terms of tags :/ so if I post something and tag it with a tag thatās relevant to the post, all thatās good for is sifting through my blog. I canāt actually show up in those tags.
Itās why Iāve got another blog cooking, and Iāve got an ao3! Scroll through the not yandere tag and youāll find me shilling it!
Iām starting to think this blog wonāt actually be deactivated by tumblr, but if I ever stop posting for longer than a couple months then. :/ thisāll be why
A little donut - Yandere! Giorno Giovanna x reader
So I did a darling playing with Josukeās hair some time ago, and now Iām having brain rot thinking about Giornoās hairstyle. In short American darling seems to have a psychotic break, compares Giornoās hair loops to donuts and then he proceeds to fluster them in return. Specific donuts mentioned are the preservative filled hostess powdered donuts. This is just a fic for funsies
He was puzzled at your request for these things considering he could literally get you the best dessert in Italy with a snap of his fingers. However he decided to indulge your craving for these artificial things, it involved little work to get them and didnāt involve you going out. Also you actually spoke to him for once since he brought you into his home, which caught the blond just slightly off guard. Perhaps your walls were ever so slightly beginning to crumble?
Nevertheless you received your treat from overseas within a week or so. Made sure to be fresh (as far as they could be in his eyes anyway). A slower afternoon when he wasnāt deep into work, you were with him on a small table. Everything set up for tea, including your selected indulgence for the day. You werenāt quite as anxious as you usually were when the two of you ate together, your eyes clearly fixated on your newly obtained prize. Giorno couldnāt help but purse a small smile, it was like observing a cat with catnip almost.
He noted you had played about three of the small confections on your plate. Before gently pinching up one with your index and thumb, a bit of the powder flaking into your dish as you did so. A bite or two later and the first one had vanished, but you didnāt proceed to grab the second.
āYou know your hair reminds me of donutsā¦ā
The blond about choked on his spit, at the seemingly random nature of the question. There was a snort of laughter from a distance where Mista was sitting. Giorno paid no mind, honestly it was rather amusing. After a few stunned seconds of blinking, and soaking up this attention he chuckles.
āThatās a rather cute comparisonā He responded
āThe way you style itā¦ā you squirmed in your seat ājust reminds me of that, and I was wondering how you, do itā
āI could show you if youād likeā He directly offered to satisfy your curiosity.
Cautiously you accept the offer, knowing it was feeding right into his obsession. Though it was exceedingly difficult, even outright impossible to get any outside human interaction. So this event would have to suffice.
The following morning he woke you up to see his routine, you were absolutely not used to his messier than usual hair. Nor the fact it was all cascading down slightly curly from the braid he usually kept it in. You werenāt going to lie, his golden locks were attractive just sitting around his shoulder blades.
āYou know, you should help meā¦ā He mused to you while brushing his hair out in front of his bathroom mirror.
āI donāt know about that, I uhā¦donāt want to ruin your hair before you talk with whichever people you meetā You awkwardly deflect, however you see the slight mischievous look in his eyes.
āIf I show you how, there wonāt be a risk of messing up, Iāll walk you through everythingā He hummed gesturing you closer
As much as you wanted to back up, something unseen to your own eyes was allowing no exit. You sigh at the grave mistake you had made yesterday. This is what you get for teasing the mad man who kept you under lock and key. How else were you supposed to keep your sanity? You didnāt want to admit either that Giorno probably knew this wouldāve been an inevitability.
You jumped as a gentle touch of one of his arms drew you closer. He firmly asked you to hand him one of the items on the counter. Before shortly asking you to help with certain gestures and guiding your hands through certain bits of his hair. You were momentarily in awe at its softness once touching it.
āDo you enjoy my hair now that you get to feel it?ā he mused casually
You werenāt sure if you should respond to that.
āI do think we should do this more often however, I think I like the way you put my gel in my hair and of course your braiding is gorgeous y/nā He continued on.
You could tell he was slightly teasing and you were internally freaking out how much your hands would touch. As if he hadnāt been laying in bed a time or two with you.
babe it's me i'm just covered in dirt and blood because i had to claw my way up into the light and crawl on my hands and knees back home to you stop screaming
If I had a nickel every time Iāve seen a French character that had obsessive tendencies and randomly throws in grammatically butchered quotes and sayings in French, Iād have three nickels. Which isnāt a lot but itās weird that itās happened three times. š¤
Iām talking about Polnareff, Rook, and France from Hetalia.
And I they all seem like theyād be more delusional as a yandereā¦ Maybe Rook might be lucid, actually. Heās just freaky like that. He acts dumb and he acts delusional but heās WAY smarter than he acts, Rook just wants to experience first hand what happens if he pisses off his prey.
Need a yandere to take care of me. If anyone knows how to get rid of bloodstains, itās a yandere!
Rereading all of my period comfort tag and rambling incoherently into my drafts, knowing full well I wonāt be able to post about the specifics of what I want without the post immediately getting taken downā¦ Should I ramble on ao3 about it? Ao3 seems like such a serious site.
So kinda a weird question but if we want to doc to see your works we just dm you and ask for the link. Im incredibly nervous about interacting online and i rarely do so but i would hate hate hate to lose your writing
Yeah you would have to dm me or someone who already has the link, since a google doc is easily deleted/defaced. There are audit logs so we can see exactly who would have done it, but (understandably) we donāt want people who think weāre bad people just for reading/writing yandere to know our accounts.
I know itās very nerve wracking to dm someone, so if you prefer you can download all the fics from this blog via screenshots and copy paste! And Iām going to try to upload everything tagged with āmy writing!ā To my ao3. As of right now, it isnāt there. But I am working on it.
I learned nothing from the last meme comp. So here's another! And if you haven't heard yet, I'm transitioning to another blog just incase something happens to this one. Well, something worse than pixelation and being hidden.
I just got online girl what the fuck is going on š (completely rhetorical)
Ppl donāt know how to mind their own business christ. It doesnāt make sense to me. Like if itās not illegal, and no one is getting hurt, why bother putting energy towards it?? Shits fucked.
Iām not going to go harassing anyone but if the reporter sees this anon. Damn bro at least report a post that actually has sexual content in it. Did the meme comp hurt you???
Anyway Iām omw to go follow your backup and your ao3. I hope everything goes well.
-Jojo
Thanks jojo anon!
Yeah shits fucked and im pissed-- the meme comp didn't have anything sexual, it was literally just a spite thing I think e_e
We need a petition to unflagging the blog, or a share post that goes viral, let the people speak!!!
Yeah!!! I agree!
I have over three years of work put into this place. I care way too much about this blog for it to just disappear.
This blog is so important to me... Literally within the same hour I was rushed to the hospital after my car accident, I looked to this blog for comfort and a distraction while waiting in the ER.
It's not fair that all of it goes away because someone reported the meme comp for sexual content when there wasn't even any sexual content! And it's not fair that after removing that post, I got pixelated! I literally complied with the bullshit rule and got banned harder. Never in history has bending to the oppressors' morals ever saved the target... I shouldn't have bothered asking in the first place.
I'm not going to push my luck any further in case this clears up on its own-- or even if it doesn't, at least so people who still have access to this blog can archive it. I don't know if they can just straight-up deactivate my blog remotely, but I'm not going to push it for a bit.
I don't have too much time following you, but be sure I will follow you even if this boat sinks. It's just so unfair what he did to you...
Even worst the fact that he was an hypocrite in his blog, wtf?
I already follow you in darkblog3 :3 take care of yourself... Seriously, don't work you up too much (if you can)
And his excuse was just insulting for all neurodivergents 7.7
-š
Now hold onā- the kid was annoying and a hypocrite yes, but I do wanna say that we shouldnāt go harassing him. We donāt have proof that he started it (again, chance that someone used him as scapegoat/cover). All we do is block him, and move on.
I did find his excuses insulting though.
Listen, if I can have the āWorship meāpersonality disorder and still keep myself in check and respect other peoples boundaries, then no one gets to claim ābut the rules donāt apply cuz Iām neuro divergent!ā
But still. Block the kid and move on. Donāt harass him, donāt send anon hate, donāt spam him. Just block and leave him.
Iād rather save my ire for the people who did sink this blogā and we donāt know for certain he did.
Naturally, I'd follow you to the ends of the earth my precious treasure. So hopefully a new blog will be safer for you and I do hope you won't mind me eagerly waiting for your rebrand if it's necessary my darling~
ur-certified-simp
simp!! <3 I'm so happy to see you! Yes hopefully it will be safe (and hopefully this one doesn't get deleted-- but its looking very likely...)
You're literally such a comfort to me, my simp. Please come along to the new blog, my simp (I know you've said a long time ago you would follow me wherever I went, but that was then). I feel so much better reading your confession <3
