have to stop the world just to stop the feeling

20s. she/they. multi fandom

[eldr1tch-cr0w]

number one rule! never believe ur thoughts after 10 pm . unless its about The Character then believe all of your thoughts wholeheartedly

[bakedbakermom]

if you ever find yourself writing fanfiction and thinking "this is too indulgent" that is the devil talking and he can go ahead and shut the fuck up

[darknessandtrees]

greatest fears, and wringing hands and the loudest silence

written for @buckandbobbyweek prompts: hospital and worry

rating: teen word count: 4,078 relationship: evan 'buck' buckley & bobby nash, may grant & bobby nash

additional tags: episode: s06e11 in another life (9-1-1 tv), bobby nash needs a hug, worried bobby nash, pov bobby nash, mentioned margaret buckley and phillip buckley, mentioned marcy nash, emotional hurt, buck and bobby week 2026 (9-1-1 tv) 

summary:

“We have to believe Buck’s gonna be ok,” Bobby puts a hand on Eddie’s shoulder as they pass each other in their pacing. He’s trying to comfort his team—be strong for them because that’s his job as their captain—but how can he be there for them when he doesn’t even believe the words he’s saying? They don’t know that Buck will be ok. He was dead for three minutes and seventeen seconds, that’s not nothing. There’s no way to know what damage the lightning strike caused internally until they do tests and there’s a real chance Buck won’t come out of this. — Exploring a little of the aftermath of Buck’s lightning strike from Bobby’s POV. Fic title from Call Your Mom by Noah Kahan

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[darknessandtrees]

i've been lost but never this lost

written for @buckandbobbyweek prompt: "never again"

rating: teen word count: 1,704 relationship: evan 'buck' buckley & bobby nash

additional tags: grief/mourning, loss, hurt no comfort, angst, evan 'buck' buckley needs a hug, introspective evan 'buck' buckley, evan 'buck' buckley character study, sad evan 'buck' buckley, grieving for bobby nash, buck and bobby week 2026 (9-1-1 TV)

summary:

"Buck feels his throat go tight and it’s hard to breathe knowing that Bobby will never again be there for him. He’ll never again be able to share good news with Bobby. Never again go to Bobby with a problem and know that Bobby will help him, without judgement. Yeah, he might get mad at Buck first, maybe tell him he’s an idiot, but Bobby would always help him in the end. He’ll never again hug Bobby or hear him say ‘I’m proud of you, kid’." — Buck and grief. Title from Bruce Springsteen's This Depression

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[robertfagden]

at some point The Character stops being a character and starts being a close personal friend

[aphel1on]

never stop being obnoxious about fictional character online. you will find like-minded people and it will literally save you

[shephanonmybuddie]

buck isn't to christopher what bobby was to him, he's to christopher what bobby was to may and harry. bobby was the closest thing buck had to a parent. to may and harry, he was still very much their dad, even if it wasn't biological, but may and harry's parents were still very present and loving, as opposed to buck's parents, who were barely there. bobby was the only person who actually loved buck like a son, in the way a parent is supposed to do. when we're discussing buck and chris, buck is obviously a father figure to him, but he isn't chris' only parent. chris has a genuine, strong relationship with eddie. to say that buck's relationship with bobby parallels his own with chris is to imply that he has taken on a role eddie couldn't fulfill. but to me, bobby's relationship with may and harry is very similar to buck's relationship with chris. bobby was buck's only true parental figure. chris, meanwhile has a relationship with buck that i feel can only be encapsulated by something may said to bobby once.

i have two dads, and you're one of them.

like, is that not literally what buckchris is? bobby is described IN THE SHOW as the 'man who raised [buck],' by buck's biological father. we cannot argue that buck was the man who raised chris. he definitely helped, but he wasn't the father chris never had, much like bobby wasn't the father may and harry never had. he is another loving parental figure who supports chris in a similar way to how eddie already does. he adds to the love chris already had, and he makes the family dynamic deeper and stronger, but eddie is a good dad. athena and michael are good parents. margaret and philip weren't.

[mikkeneko]

planning my fic in a normal way. 1) what incredibly indulgent scene do I want to write next? 2) what connective tissue do I have to set up between indulgent scenes to get us there?

[crashtosthinker]

the way linda conley head of neurosurgery is cool competent personable and no one is talking about her because.. what? she's an older woman??? park got like 30 seconds of screentime and everyone is obsessed with him, linda is everything park wishes he was and had double the screentime AND a great scenes with victoria and yet its radio silence....

[vastya36]

Am I the only one who constantly thinks about what it would have been like if Bobby had been there when Buck was detoxing?

[shipperofsapphics]

new noah kahan music two days in a row this is like christmas for sad people

[ghostlypawn]

genuinely feel crazy seeing talk about mentos like its a new ship like a what planet have you been living on type of crazy

[coldasyou]

Fuck all this, do you wanna go get a drink?

bonus:

[lotsvelvetmood]

trinity took mel’s hair out

mcvadi cuddling watching the fireworks

cassie missed her date

baran in a lululemon tank with her hair down

the gay in me is losing her mind

[gotyouanyway]

anything u think about YOUR life after 10pm is bs to be ignored. anything u think about a character’s life after 10pm should be posted about online and expanded on for paragraphs. :)

[ath3alin]

so fucking humbling to be like “no I like that character a normal amount” and then you can literally feel your heart rate spike at a mention of them like a dog that just heard the word “treat”

[symphoniccowboy]

the pitt: women of color MATTER & it is important to take their pain seriously, especially because many do not . This is why we are always writing them off of our show & undermining their storylines as a way to demonstrate that doctor Robby is not doing so great in the noggin 👍 because we are WOKE ❤️❤️❤️