"I, like the universe, am self-serving"

it/they/star - Autistic - Minor - Aro/Ace Lesbian - Eldritchkin/Alterhuman Venomshank's No.1 Fan - Nikoli is my beautiful centipede wife Writer, worldbuilder and artist. I post whatever the hell I want tbh. Fandoms - Phighting, TMA/TMAGP, Lucifer Lucifer/LuLuYam, Malevolent AO3 account if you wanna check out some of my writing - https://archiveofourown.org/users/DarkSilverShadows36

[darksilvershadows36]

⚠️WARNING!! I DO OCCASIONALLY POST/REBLOG HORROR CONTENT THAT MAY CONTAIN GORE, BODY HORROR OR UNSETTLING IMAGERY!⚠️

Hi! Daxirem! Alshi! I’m DarkSilverShadows36 - but I mostly go by Acer or Echo. I’m a seventeen year old writer and artist, currently in full-time education

My current pronouns are it/they/star, but I honestly don’t mind she/her. I also prefer neutral or feminine terms of address.

I’m genderfluid, transneutral, and an aro/ace lesbian

I have autism, and suspect that I have anxiety.

I am otherkin - with my main kintypes being eldritchkin, (presumably of cosmic origin) and crowkin (specifically carrion crows)

My current main interests include,

Lucifer Lucifer/LuLuYam (<- Current fixation)

The Magnus Archives

Malevolent

Phighting!

The Silt Verses

And a couple others which I can’t remember!

I also have a strong interest in snakes, birds, insects and arthropods, astronomy, biochemistry, worldbuilding and all that entails (specevo and conlanging), gemstones, and writing and reading

I don’t have a DNI, but generally

No transphobes, homophobes, racists, other bigots etc.

Any nsft or nsfw interactions. I am both a minor, and these make me incredibly uncomfortable

Anybody looking to start arguments, be hateful, etc. Idk man, do it somewhere else.

Radfems, radqueers, transmeds etc. Can all kindly fuck-off, I have no patience for that stuff.

Tag directory

#echoes from the void - general talking tag

#analysis from the cosmos - the rare analysis posts

#echo’s art gallery - art tag

#from echo’s library - my writing or links to my writing

#the void stares back - ask tag

#quotes from acer - things I say to myself out loud and feel a need to share

#ansera’s legends, #golden-hearth, and #the interim - my worldbuilding projects/OC worlds

#poisoned bloodlines au, #ineffable spawn au, and #phighting x tma au - phighting au tags

#oc - [name] or #oc [name] ([fandom]) - ocs and fandom ocs, any au exclusive ocs will have their au specified in their fandom

And all of my stamps and stuff go here

all borders by @/enchanthings, I claim to have made nothing but the writing in this post.

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Guess who finished the refs sheets for Archivist Ghosdeeri's new (old but I never got around to making a ref sheet) design.

Blegh, anyways.

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Day 3 - Arnie. Who is transmasc.

Also! Today is actually his birthday which is why he got to jump the queue to today.

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Decided to try out a biiit of a new rendering style for Ineffable Spawn. And it turns out that the person whose favourite non-digital medium is charcoal really likes value painting. I think I will be using this from now on.

Pose reference below the cut

[moonsandloons]

Holy fuck I know this is random for a Tuesday but I have so many fucking abortion questions

My parents HATE abortion, my mom is one of those people who equates abortions to the holocaust, and they. Never really let me learn about them they just said “that’s murder” and moved on

Like. Most of the people who’ve raised me to believe abortion is wrong ALSO raised me to believe lizard people exist and we’re all going to die soon. AND THE PEOPLE WHO’VE EDUCATED ME ON THINGS I WASN’T PREVIOUSLY ALLOWED TO KNOW ARE THE SAME PEOPLE WHO SAY ABORTION IS A RIGHT. SO THE LOGIC DICTATES. THAT ABORTION IS PROBABLY NOT AS AWFUL AS MY PARENTS MADE IT SEEM. But I’ve literally never been given the facts

Like have you guys ever seen the fucking videos where like the fetus moved away from the vacuum and is like trying to get away BECAUSE THAT’S TERRIFYING?!??!! ARE THOSE REAL??? SURELY THOSE AREN’T REAL RIGHT

I dunno, I’m having trouble learning about this stuff on my own. And I’m really curious. About. Why we say abortion ISNT murder. Like. Is that???? Scientifically accurate????? Have there been any studies about consciousness in the womb? We know life begins at conception, that is FACT, like. The same way we know plants are alive, fetuses ARE alive. But is killing them really KILLING? Or is it more like trimming a plant? WHY AM I THE ONLY ONE THAT DOESN’T KNOW THESE THINGS?????

[darksilvershadows36]

Oh, okay, so, I think the video(s) you're referring to are probably from an anti-abortion film that was made a bit back. When in utero, babies do not feel pain until 24 weeks of gestation, which is WAY before when most abortions occur. Most abortions take place during the first trimester, where the baby is basically just a clump of cells, and the abortion is really just a pill that causes an intentional miscarriage. Any abortions performed after that point are usually done if the baby has serious health complications that would mean it couldn't survive on its own for very long. Once a baby is capable of living on its own outside of the womb, abortions are no longer provided outside of extreme circumstances as far as I'm aware.

This is just what I know, and some of it might be wrong, so feel free to fact check me on any of this. I'm not as aware on consciousness in fetus, but from a cursory glance its mostly rudimentary and motor skills that develop, with more complex aspects of neurology developing later during gestation. A lot of anti-abortion sentiment is largely linked to religion and the idea of the 'soul' and when life technically begins, so its often more of a moral aspect on 'murder'.

Anyways, this is all I can remember off the top of my head, so, hope this helps :)

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Alright - day two, my boy Seera! Who is gay, ace, genderfluid and transmasc!

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Nikoli now has four lines of dialogue I am so happy

[annabelle--cane]

"the thing about paranoia is well what if I'm right" no actually I'll do you one better. what if it's the fourth wolf-crying incident in a row and I successfully manage to talk myself down and convince myself that I'm imagining all the ringing alarm bells bcuz that's what I did the last four times. so I ignore it and look away. and then. specifically due to me relaxing and turning around. The Fucking Wolf.

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Watching Cooking with Matt and I feel my blood pressure shooting up the entire time.

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Given it is now the month of pride, I thought I might as well draw some of my queer OCs because most of them are. First off, my girl Maple - who is transfem, demiromantic, asexual and a lesbian demigirl :P

[luluyamofficial]

You understand me...

[luluyamofficial]

You understand me...

[darksilvershadows36]

Always hate it when people are like "Omg I love millipedes, they're so sweet, but centipedes, oh I hate centipedes" like damn okay, respect her transition you dipshit

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Have it be known when I say 'chat' I am referring to the ancient spirits of my OCs and various Canon Characters being funnelled through me, and not that poor imitation of god that is AI

[luluyamofficial]

On June 1 2026, I'll be airing a scrapped concept video that continued from the prologue video I uploaded some time last year.

This concept video is unfinished. It was going to be used as a main concept guideline for future game development on a Lucifer Lucifer survival horror rpg game I wanted to start some time at the end of the year.

For now, I am unsure as to when development on the game will actually begin. I didn't want to toss the video, though, so I've decided to release it to the public due to the work I still put into it. The beginning chapter(s) of LL have been somewhat reworked since I started them a long time ago, and have made this video so it is much different from the current fruit of my labor.

Eventually, I'll be releasing a new, fully reworked comic chapter which I've been working on lately. I'm happy to announce that while I'll be taking different directions with my music, I have no plans to ever stop producing Lucifer Lucifer as its own series.

I hope you enjoyed the scrapped concept video once it's available to watch. It will be airing June 1 at 7 PM CST.

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Working on the ref sheet for Laser Gun and I love the contrast between a rugged old farm hand and his super high-tech gun

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Now that I've coloured him the contrast is even more stark and I love it

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Working on the ref sheet for Laser Gun and I love the contrast between a rugged old farm hand and his super high-tech gun