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Today mark the day of my downfall

“Orang kalo mau ujian juga h-1 deg2an”

Udah lost dan ganyambung bgt disini. Emang gw aja disuruh ngerjain sendirian

At the lowest point rn. Back in college gue bahkan merasa lebih produktif. Bisa berkarya, mikir banyak, socializing banyak, cari duit bisa. Sekarang is just nothing man. Seharian paling cuma nyupir, nemenin, and trying so hard not to ruin the day. Crazy bruh

“Terharu bgt yg penting gw seneng/bahagia” but yea yg 1 lagi udah brasa pait bgt. Thats just another whole level of being clown i guess🤡

Makan taaaaaiiiii 💩 hidup apaansi kea gini. Salah mulu bgst macem pmbantu yg disalah2 mulu. Makin ksini gada produktifnya sama skali hidup gue buat diri sendiri. Buat orang lain? Apalagi. Semakin mantap 2022ku

Best 3 days of my life.

1. I hope god curse me for who i am today

2. I fuckin lost my trust in u since day one. So nothings new for me

3. I hope i got covid and ends it all.

I keep rolling the dice

Looking for any chances, to be normal again. Peeps might think that i’m stupid or foolish who can think straight. A part of is right, the other part is just me drowned to the bottom of the sea. Diving into the unknown and surrounded by darkness. Feeling cold, empty, scared, and traumatized that made me a person who cannot solved anything, finding a way out, making decision, tbc

Always thinking about others. Well what about me? That’s right fuck you zra, you aint shit

Tasteless life

Muak muak muak dengan semua ironi ini

Waktu abis cuma buat minta maaf, begging, nahan2 perasaan. Vicious cycle