feelings and thoughts of an overlooked girl

My head: where dreams become nightmares and nightmares become fairytales

[daydreamernightmare]

And the world overturned.

[daydreamernightmare]

How to tell someone that you love them when you are afraid of love...

[daydreamernightmare]

I had a good friend.

He told me he 'like' me pretty much.

I said that I don't want to have a relationship right now because I want to start new with everything somewhere else.

He said he's fine with it.

We were drunk and made out.

We agreed to be friends with benefits.

It was perfect for me because I could have him without binding myself.

Now he's not texting me back and I don't know why.

He often meets with another girl.

I'm sad. I'm angry. I'm lonely. I'm disappointed.

I miss him. I tried to tell him.

He said he's fine and that we're fine.

He still ignores me (kind of).

I think I'm in love with him.

Now I think he's with another girl and I can't blame him.

I want him to be happy. Even when it breaks my heart.

It's my own fault.

Even if I'd tell him how I really feel. I still wouldn't want a relationship because I'm afraid.

I use to ruin relationships.

And if we would try, it wouldn't work because I would ruin it.

And then I would lose him forever.

-by an overlooked girl

[daydreamernightmare]

Break up, the first

You know it was the right thing to do.

You had to do it for you and him.

You feel right about it, but don't feel right.

It is better so than acting like everything is fine.

Even if you have to break your own heart, it is better than to pretend you are okay with something you are not OK with.

[daydreamernightmare]

When just one sentence of the right person makes you feel so happy that you can't stop smiling like an idiot...

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How can we rewrite the stars? Say that world can be ours tonight.

The greatest Showman

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"Und wenn sie dann, versenkt, besiegt in seinen Kriegen,

Unter denselben weißen Sternen auf stillem Grunde liegen,

Wird endlich auch dem stummen Schrei Gehör gegeben

Unser sehnsuchtsvollen Herzen, die nicht sterben können und nicht leben. "

-William Butler Yeats

[daydreamernightmare]

Current mood:

When you feel like you're the queen of fucking everything 👑

-by an overlooked girl

[daydreamernightmare]

I don't want to do smalltalk. I want to talk with you about politics and philosophy and the problems of the world. I want to hear how you really feel when I ask 'how are you' . I don't want go hear 'okay' everyday. I want realtalk and no smalltalk

-by an overlooked girl

[daydreamernightmare]

"When the rich wage war, it's the poor who die."

-Linkin Park ~ Hands held high

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"All I want to do, is be more like me and be less like you."

-Linkin Park

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Beauty and the Bitch

I'm just a good girl with bad habits who thinks the trouble of being caught is unnecessary...

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You belong where you're loved.

-Lady Midnight

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Doch wenn schon scheiße tanzen, dann so das die ganze Welt es sieht!

-Casper

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I feel what I feel like because I don't feel anything .

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I don't like you at all. I don't love you. Go.

The hardest thing I ever heard.

-by an overlooked girl

[daydreamernightmare]

I am what I am and I'm not ashamed.

-Hagrid