lea d' fangirl

a girlie with a lot of different tastes |F|22|Mexa|

[loveyourownsmiilee]

“If you’re gonna make this about me having to choose between you or my son, you’re gonna lose every time”

Who says this to their PLATONIC friend??? This is just foreshadowing Eddie AND Chris choosing Buck together.

[dbolterstar]

just a little bit of your heart (is all I'm asking for)

buddie | hockey au | rated e | on going | 30k so far

“Does this change a thing between us?” Buck asked, his voice low, his hands still framing Eddie’s face. He could feel the unsteady breaths leaving Eddie’s lips, warm against his own.

Eddie looked wrecked. His cheeks were flushed, his lips red and kiss-swollen, his glassy eyes locked on Buck’s mouth like it was the only thing he could see. Eddie looked as hungry as Buck felt. Buck could feel Eddie’s fingers tracing along his arms, squeezing just enough to leave Buck’s skin tingling. “I don’t know.”

It wasn't a 'yes', Buck wasn't sure if he wanted to hear a yes.

“Alright,” Buck exhaled, nodding like it wasn’t a big deal, even if it felt huge. Then he surged forward, catching Eddie’s mouth in his again. The soft, desperate sound Eddie let out—like relief and need all tangled together— hit Buck like a punch to the chest.

or; Eddie’s shame torments him. Buck would rather have a piece of Eddie than nothing at all. Miscommunication is their biggest enemy. Infidelity turns into their savior… or ends up being the thing that destroys them?

[rainscenes]

We already know you're a great dad.

[dbolterstar]

silly part of the first chapter that I really liked lol

title: just a little bit of your heart (is all I want)

http://archiveofourown.org/works/62132641

23k words so far

[punksalmon]

thinking about bobby and buck parallels

[dbolterstar]

goodbye this broke me

[dbolterstar]

i've read so many buddie fics that follow up where 8x08 left, that sometimes I forget Chris is in fact NOT back, Buck and Eddie haven't had their love realizations, much less their love confession and we still haven't had a buddie kiss...

like wdym eddie hasn't left for texas? or that buck hasn't had his spiral yet? or that chris hasn't yelled at eddie for moving to texas because he "wanted some space and for you to come for me dad, I don't want to live here forever!"? like... i've already read that multiple times

[dbolterstar]

I'm always eating up a braty Buck🙂‍↕️

Title: just a little bit of your heart (is all I want)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/62132641

[dbolterstar]

there's this whole discourse on twitter right now about how Hermione should've ended with Harry... for the millionth time, Ron absolutely fucking LOVED Hermione!!!! Harry saw her as an annoying (occasionally) sister. And Hermione was craaaazyyyt about Ron!!! She went insane when he was dating Lavander! She was seething of jealousy!!

This is all the movies fault for not giving Ron the lines where he constantly stands up for Hermione!!! It's also the movies fault for making Ginny's character so bland when she's so cool! And giving absolutely no chemistry and development to Hinny!! I'm still pissed about not seeing their first kiss after the game!

[dbolterstar]

I was reading some drafts of a fic I have abandoned for at least 6 months... like it's been so long I had forgotten what I had written

dude, the way I literally gagged myself with the story... like fr I thought "damn, this is some good stuff" and then clocked I was praising myself

you have no idea how shocked I am over me liking what I wrote because I usually cringe/think it's not good enough compared to other stories I read... now I get why painters turn their paintings upside down when they're not working on them or are overwhelmed

[dbolterstar]

omg, it actually just sinked in that we might get buddie canon this year and I don't know if I'm ready... like, I'll crash out when they first kiss and when they have their love realization and when they finally get together... it's going to be too much for me. I'll die.

Like... THINK about it, actually process it... I fear it'll be too much for my anxious little heart (I can't wait)

[dbolterstar]

I genuinely think Eddie Diaz and Evan Buckley are some precious souls who can do no wrong. Like, objectively, I know they have flaws (being fucking dumb and not realize they're in love with each other, for starters), but I just don't care. Their good traits outweighs anything bad they have ever done and I love them

[fedzzzart]

bachelor party buddie you will always be famous😌✨

[hmyrine]

in another universe where peter had balls 💔

sorry yall just a sketch this time 😔

[dbolterstar]

The way I've been trying to give Tumblr a chance since 2013 but it seems I'm just too dumb to get it...

that didn't not exempt me from consuming media I shouldn't have had to consume at that age, though...

Anyway, hopefully, tenth time is the charm and I finally understand how the fuck to use Tumblr