Ponderer of Orbs

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I'm having a hard time getting off my phone, really catching myself actively looking for instant gratification. It's bad when you're do far down the rabbit hole when you've run out of content to view.

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Can't remember when I posted last, but it feels like a lifetime has passed. I'm definitely not the same person compared to whenever I posted/reposted the last thing.

What's happened? Where has the time gone?

I'll start with this. I've been in my relationship for close to 7 years now. I've lived through covid. I graduated college with 2 degrees and 2 certificates. I've joined and left a handful of bands. I've jazzed, I've rocked... jocked if you will.

I've lost so much. Things that I thought defined me. Friends and family. Some taken... others left of their own will. Drifted apart, falling outs.

I saw both my exs recently. One I deftly avoided. The other I got to converse with, and I'm glad she's found happiness.

I've done some self-discovery. The goods and the bads. It's easy to put our bads ahead of us, and I think it's because it's what most people talk about. Rarely do we actively find each others goods.

I realized I'd taken to quite a bit of stoicism. It took remembering the journey for me to realize that it's okay to confide in others (still haven't put that to use, but it's a process).

I have confidence that most won't read this. It isn't relevant to anyone but myself, so it doesn't matter. Who knows what character will be introduced next. See ya.

[just-shower-thoughts]

Every single odd number has an “e” in it.

[savvygunner]

[violetnpurple]

LISTEN-

[bl6ckwoman]

Not all of them. 30 and 50 aren’t spelled with the letter e in it …

[antiandrogen]

[teamnowalls-deactivated20180918]

father god 

[abrown16]

…if you can split a number in half evenly, it’s even. 30 and 50 are odd.

[antiandrogen]

[ethereal-sketches]

-_-’

(15+15=30

25+25=30)

[britteryikes]

25+25 = 30? You sure about that??

[laurdlannister-kingslayer]

Lord have mercy….

[kumasenpai]

Bye

[mf-johnson-deactivated20190605]

3 days into 2018 smh

[kwantsu]

LMAOOOOOOO

[effigyofubiquity-deactivated202]

[lizzysarai-deactivated20190109]

One

Three

Five

Nine

And since everything else after that is a variant of these numbers, then all odds have the letter ‘E’.

[britteryikes]

🗣YOU FORGOT SEVEN!!

[thxrsdxy]

It keeps getting worse.

[e-wifey-deactivated20201128]

LMAOOO WHAT IS GOING ON

[ellsworthej]

[goldensweetcheeks-deactivated20]

My head hurts…

[skullprincess]

This is why that Tumblr University shit was the dumbest idea ever just look at this

[drankinwatahmelin]

who failed yall?

[microtear-deactivated20181213]

IM SCREAMING

[lukestarkillerisgay]

[hey-hey-shutthefuckup-deactivat]

You whole ass forgot about eight - a number with an e and is pretty fucking even

[shaolinbynature]

why would 8 be brought up if it’s EVEN in a post about ODDS??????? the post said “every single ODD number has an ‘e’ in it” not “every single number with an ‘e’ is odd” what the fuck

[emma-d-klutz]

3 days until 2019 and we’re still here

[legowerewolf]

happy New year’s eve

[prguitarman]

I’m going to bring this flaming dumpster into 2019 so future generations can see what a mistake Tumblr was

[majitowfoxlover]

Er, guys two is odd and doesn’t have an e. Just saying…

[hurleyquinnzel]

did you deadass just try to tell me two is odd? i’m fucking crying throw the whole website away

[untitled42717]

Reblogging for the last one😂

[kitsumekat]

The one thing I notice is that no matter how much you want to throw this site away, you just can’t.

[alternative-memo-deactivated202]

TWO IS ODD?!?! PFFFTT I’M SCREAMING

[binkeljuice]

Wait what about zero that’s an odd number ,no?

[hurleyquinnzel]

[mysticalpoodle]

ok but hear me out fifty and thirty make up for the fact they have no e by the way they are pronounces third-E fifth-E

[im-an-aesthetic-mess]

bro why do 30 and 50 matter THEY’RE FUCKING EVEN

[fish-food-s]

what the actual fuck is happening

[bloodyantichrist]

[mysticalcoffeequeen]

This was the longest and most unnecessary post that’s ever graced this site

[ddotmissing]

Graced? More like eerily loomed over as a reminder why you shouldn't post anything on Tumblr unless you have the sense of humor and IQ of a soggy sandle.

[shounenwayoflife]

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I'd put them in "The Legendary Three"

Never watched AoT, but I know people like it a lot.

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BABY BOY!

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It June

Wow, June.

It's my birthday in two weeks, and I keep forgetting about it. I spent the beginning of this year planning what to do, and then I threw it all in the trash. Oh well.

Happy to DQ reps in Smash Bros, and excited to play Banjo, too.

I Have mixed feelings about Pokemon rn. Really hoping it'll be a fun game, despite not being able to see my favorite Pokemon in it.

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FINALLY!

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YEAH BABY!

JOKER IS COMING! MY HUSBANDO!

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I RETRACT MY PREVIOUS POST, ALPHARAD LIKED MY COMMENT ON HIS INSTA POST!

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The significance of April in my life.

Literally nothing, I'm just waiting for Joker to be released.

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Smash Main

Who do you main?

Which character should I main?

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So, I've got a problem with JRPGs and MMOs and such. I'll get into it, go through the equipment and class changes and learn some cool stuff, right? And then there'll be a thought that creeps around in the back of my head that whispers "start over". Happened just now (again) with Monster Hunter. I've had the game for 6 months, played 80 hours, and decided... eeehhhhhh, if I restart, I COULD get better prepared and weaponized and set up for greatness.

Send help.

[ddotmissing]

Can someone explain my predicament to me in small, understandable words please?

Problem: I can't draw for shit, and when I get inspired to draw and I practice, 1 drawing in and I lose motivation for everything.

Background info: I've been playing guitar for 11 years, and I used to paint and draw a lot... now I can't paint or draw for shit. I can spend hours practicing scales and solos and riff on guitar, can't fathom spending a second trying to draw a circle, let alone detail in the circle.

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Y'ALL! PLANT GANG

THE MYTH

THE MAN

THE LEGEND

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L O O K I N' C O O L J O K E R

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Me running into 17 credits next semester