※ i'm a touya todoroki fictive from mha/bnha, not a roleplay blog or your f/o. i act in my own way and have my own view of myself, which may be different from how you view me in-source. please respect that & don't try and change how i view myself!!
about me:
ⓘ syskid & age-slider. usually thirteen, but i sometimes slide down to preschool-age (six/seven/eight). i like being called a "brat" in an affectionate, non-sexual way.
ⓘ transgender. i use they/he pronouns, but i'm not really sure of my gender identity, since i'm also an alterhuman. my deadname is akane. sometimes i'll refer to myself as akane. i don't really care if you use it, but i prefer touya.
ⓘ possibly have my own sub-system.
ⓘ probably a holder for some bpd traits. probably also a holder for the system's depersonalisation & derealisation. there might also be trauma that we're unaware of.
ⓘ alterhuman. i'm human but also dead. maybe a hitodama, an ikiryō, or a fuyūrei, i'm not sure. i just know that i'm not alive.
boundaries:
⚠︎ do not slander my dad in front of me. i hate it. i don't care how bad you think he is, i love him. endeavor hate on this blog will be met with a block.
⚠︎ source-connected, but i don't really feel strongly about anyone apart from my dad and natsu. don't "correct" my opinions or views of things in-source, though.
⚠︎ bringing up dabi can make me uncomfortable.
⚠︎ don't flirt with me. it just kinda makes me uncomfortable. i don't care if i see ship content, but i won't comment on it or actively ship something that i'm apart of, so don't expect me to.
pausing the angry posting for a minute to talk about ships with my source (touya todoroki), particularly the ships that i don't hate & sharing my opinions that i figured out about five minutes ago
entouya: this is my favourite ship, since i do love my dad so so much, idc in what way & i could totally replace rei and be a better wife
touyatsuo: meh. i love natsu obviously. he's my least annoying sibling, and he's kinda cute because he's bigger than me and looks like dad. not dad though, and i don't feel anything for big natsu
touykatsu: i'm attracted to bakugo in the flashbacks to his childhood, & we'd be similar ages, but apart from that. shrug.
these are somehow the only three ships i'm not massively apathetic to :[
(i'm proship also. idgaf what people ship & neither should you if you don't want to be a massive loser)
people like the idea that there is an identity they can claim that will absolve them of the responsibility to examine their beliefs and actions and adjust them accordingly to better align with their values and desired outcomes but there isn't, we all have to practice humility and do the work regardless
no, c***o, being a survivor doesn't make you a good person. no, c***o, being "famous" (read: infamous as a harasser & troll) doesn't make you a good person. no, c***o, copying the personality traits of those who're better than you doesn't make you a good person. it just makes you pathetic & sickening to experience
walking a mile in the shoes of someone you dislike is actually kinda awesome because not only are you now a mile away from that idiot but you also have their shoes
and we're now traumatised from it. what the fuck am i saying?? experiencing something in our childhood is probably actually an indicator of that thing being Wrong and fucked up
"i won't stop holding them accountable (read: lying and exhibiting psychosis) until i no longer draw breath!" then die. kill yourself. you've threatened it enough and pretended to attempt enough. do it. go through with it. be truthful for once and swallow that bottle of bleach instead of just pretending to. do it.
